Thursday, 26 November 2009

alo!

hey!Tests were fine..i managed to get 23/30 for TEaching of Literature test and the other test was on Testing and Evaluation subject...I don't know what i scored for that but i think i did well for that test..

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Jumping into another topic here...I'M HOME!YAY!So i wana write for leisure now...Well,took this from someone in FB...

It's about what boys should know about gals...Well,tips i supposed!hahhaha...I don't agree on some of it tho'...it's like exagerrating over some tiny stuff..


So below is the list,the ones i put a symbol (*) on are the ones i'm not fond of...

GOOD IDEAS FOR GUYS & Girls too

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stare's at your mouth*
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]

When she start's cussing at you*
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]

When she ignorers you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pull's away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]

When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared
[ Protect her ]

When she lay's her head on your shoulder
[ carress her hair]

When she steal's your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she tease's you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she look's at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she say's that she like's you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grab's at your hands
[ Hold her hand and play with her fingers ]

When she bump's into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tell's you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up*

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.*

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.*

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.


If u noticed,i put some sentences in different colour.It's because tht happened to me.Really happened...

Ok,tht's all for now!NIte2!

Sunday, 22 November 2009

what in the world that i should study??

I hv this Teaching of Literature test tmrw but i don't hv any idea what to study on.There's absolutely too much to study.YEa,i know it's a last minute thing but this is the only thing i can afford to do due to the busy schedule from previous assmngts--time spent on.

I'm currently strting to freak out because i can only cover for finals but this 20% predicted as MCQ test ,i can't seem to focus on it....There's too much to cover...argh!Shit!(excuse me..)

I'm in panic mode..argh!!

Don't know what's coming out!Damn!(excuse me again!)

I'm strting to whine,YES!i know tht...Sorry !

Some ppl in my class are so confident that it will be an MCQ test whn the lect did not even mention what's really coming...hmm!Sigh!


I guess i better get going..lots of stuff to stuff into my brains tonight!Hopefully i won't be blank tmrw noon.Shish!

Wish me luck!

D is/was in Ktn for the weekend .I wonder if he's home yet by now or not!No contact from him since the day he went to Ktn.

Thursday, 19 November 2009

test n proposal

There is nothing to whine about,like i always do!hahah...

I've been busy +lazy to update my blog...

I hv test tmrw,well,it's counted as today ady..
i hv proposal presentation tmrw morning at 9am and test at 2pm...
hahha...still trying to study for the test now as i type this out,i am still proceeding with my so-called reading..hehe..

Today was a bitch i should say...University conflicts and politics occured and we were not supposed to be involved but somehow we did..hahah...well,it's not really something i want to elaborate on...Let it be just between me and the class...and also mybe the lects who are apparently 'fighting'..
hahha..They are lecturers and they fight.This thing goes way bck 2 years back..When i just registered into uni..

I just hope my class don't get into any troubles again.Semester 4 was our black history and we sure don't wana go there anymore..

It's hell if u get a lect pissed off because they hold their marks and they are so free to keep threatening you just using your marks against you to make you do as they say..How sick can tht be rite??hahah...i hate tht..so not professional...well,the main thing now i didn't do anything wrong..DONE!

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Next topic...

I almost forgot to print a part of my proposal hard copy and i was freaking out just awhile ago.I was afraid tht i wouldn't hv the time to go print at the faculty b4 the class strts which is at 9am.Well, i was running around the hostel compound just now and ended up calling my groupmate ,Wendy and asked her whether she can print it for me..Luckily,her printer was fine.Phew!What a relieve seh!!

Now,all i hv to think of is the presentation tmrw and the test!Need to memorise abit..hehe..

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D came up with something just now and i confronted him with some love stuff..Well,i don't really expect much but just say what you feel,can't u?I assume it's hard for him maybe..Maybe he has no real feelings towards me yet..It's ok..It's hard for me too(the difference is tht i hv feelings) ,come to think of it i can't always be patient.

The net sucks just now while we were chatting and i tot he was not paying attention.I became impatient and my heart hurt.Don't worry,i'm ok now.(^__^)I don't like to be negative for too long.Always be positive..hehe..

I posted 'Roz Reena's heart breaks!' in FB and guess what...

Maybe it's something simple but right after i post tht..D sent me a heart...using Fb application of course..haha...

With D there's always alot of maybes but hey!it's the little2 things tht matters actually!For me,it is!hehe..Thnks for the heart D!I needed tht!

We can't predict the future but all i can do now is hope for the best in everything we do and where ever we go!

Wednesday, 11 November 2009

it has been almost 3 days..

That i'm sick!!

Arrggh!!xsukenye!!Alot of things have to be delayed to the fact that i'm sick!No work can be done!

What am i suffering from?Food poisoning!!

I vomited 3 times and that was because i ate n puke thn i ate something else n puke..after the third time i forbid myself from eating.It started on Monday when i was on the way to Kl back to uni.My Emak made me a bunch of hotdogs and were quite alot as i ate 'em for lunch and supper.Thn ,after my night class when i was eating the hotdogs for supper i felt so...how should i say...i felt that i'm in the air..i felt dizzy and i felt that i needed to puke!

After the 3rd time,i swore not to eat anything..

I called Emak up and she asked me to go to the clinic.It was 4am and i was suffering.I tried to go to sleep and woke up at 6am++ and msgd a couple of my friends who have cars but only 1 that did not turned me down .Well,at least she did show that she was eager to help me.I was weak and very sick.I did not dare to take anything to eat from morning until 6pm the day b4.I was afraid if i would vomit after i did.

After my friend took me to the campus clinic, i went back to hostel and took the medicine and straight away slept til afternoon.I could barely move,not much energy.

...to cut it short i am back in KTn...i think if i stayed there i would've probably starved to death.I can't eat solid food because my tummy is not well so i need porridge.I only had that when we were at my aunt's home last night.I'm glad i came home.Who will cook for me porridge if i'm in that hostel?My friends won't hv the time,they have too much work to think of..I don't want to trouble anyone because i'm sick.I was hoping there will be no test this week..

I think there won't be because every lect are busy with presentations.The only thing i'm worried about now is proposal presentation.It is due tmrw but i'm sick so i can barely even think to type for a sentence and i can't barely move so the preparation of the proposal is almost doomed.

BUT on the positive side of it..the lect for that subject needs to finish 41+ students in my class in order to complete the total presentations of the day which i doubt ,my class can finish in a day.I think my turn to present won't come tmrw but instead next week .Well,i still feel uneasy until i know tht it's not my turn tmrw.I still need to acknowledge the lect that i am not in shape or fit enough to do the presentation.Sigh!I hope it will be fine with him (lect).I really can't do it.I am so weak.

I didn't do this on purpose .I didn't finish the proposal on purpose.I knew i should have finish it earlier and ii thought i could done it this few days b4 the presentation but i fell sick and ii can't do anything about it.I'm not asking for pity or anything but just understand.I don't like to be sick.I can't do anything when i am.

Just hope for the best.I'm crossing my fingers!Naa!i believe in it!!Everything will be fine!

u sure are wondering,huh?"She said she is weak but how come she can blog about her sickness if she is weak?''

Well,i can blog about it because i am getting better but still weak and to prepare for something that was supposedly to be done last few days in just 1 night is madness i tell you.Plus,even if i can finish it by tonight i won't hv the energy to even stand and present the thing.I'm just afraid i would faint in class while i was presenting.If you really want to see that coming then that will happen if i really do come to class tmrw morning.