Farewell. . .

Today, you passed and you left us all Tok Busu Salleh. Today, you returned to your rightful place. We should be happy as you are returning to GOD. You shocked us with your passing and I couldn't believe it.

So, farewell dear beloved Tok Busu . . .You will be missed so very much.

I can still remember the way you laughed. I can still remember the way you called my name as 'Reen' instead of 'Reena'. I can also remember you gave me short yet meaningful advises to me but soon all of these things will fade following you as you passed on.

May you rest and be at your new beautiful 'home' near GOD. We love you so much.

Mohd Salleh bin Ahmad

07.04.1942 - 31.07.2011

Can you motivate me?

I am starting to feel that my work is so stressful. I am starting to see that I am very suited to be a teacher then a person who counts money. . . If I was a real banker and doesn't deal with money,I might feel much content because I learn things and the system but when you deal with money. . .It's like you're standing on a line of threat. That feeling sucks BIG TIME. . .

I can feel the urge to rant with so much profanity that I feel sick to my stomach.

Oh dear GOD, please give me all the strength to overcome this challenge for I am nothing without you. ='(

Alasanku. . .

Aku telah salah...
Ragukan niatmu
Akulah lelaki...
Dengan jiwa bocah
Yang coba dewasa
Yang coba berubah
Mohon dampingilah
Jangan tinggalkan
Hooo...
Tak terbayangkan
Jika kau pergi...

Kau alasanku untuk dewasa
Dan aku tak ingin kau terluka
Segenap jiwa akan ku jaga
Keindahanmu

Menepis sejenak denganku
Bahagia slamanya denganku...

Kau alasanku untuk dewasa
Dan aku tak ingin kau terluka
Segenap jiwa akan ku jaga
Keindahanmu

Keindahan mu...

A special tribute to my parents. I love you so much Abah and Emak. <3

The meet up. . .

This is totally random and totally out of my control. I would like to tell you a true story that happened to a friend of mine. This is just a pour out just in case it happens to anyone of you out there. My motive of telling this? Just to tell and know the outcome or feedback from people.

So, the story goes as a man who has an affair with some bitch. I know it's not my place and it's bad to call her a bitch but when a lady turned out to be someone who is busy jumping into an affair with someone else's husband then I think she should be considered to be a bitch.

That bitch wants to meet up with that man's parents. In my opinion, it's a waste of time but the parents want to try a shot at convincing that bitch not to bother that man (in a good way) anymore. As he has a son and this affair could influence the kid badly soon in future. He could be feeling neglected by his own father and most kids who tend to know of their parents' bad attitude would adequately turn rebel as they grow older. For the kids' sake,the parents (the man's old people), considered the meet up.

I know GOD will always be on the kid's side and the man's parents because prayers were never stopped being said from mouths of the man's parents. I fully trust that everything will be alright for the man,his wife and the kid. I just wonder sometimes, can the family as in the man's sibling accept if in anyhow (i touch on wood first *knock2*), that in anyway the man will marry that bitch; could his siblings accept that fact and take in that bitch as an in-law?

I ask peeps out there. If you were one of that man's siblings, how would you react? Would you just be plain ignorant towards the situation and ignore that bitch or would you put your thought in and tell your opinion to that man as a sibling?

For me, if I am one of the siblings I would take up the first choice. I will be total ignorant towards the situation but instead I will pray for the better of that man and his family. Things get very complicated at times but in any way we MUST NOT forget that GOD is always there for us. Amin.

He stared at her.

He stared at her. She was indirectly standing in front of him at the table where he was sitting The table was full of people. She stood behind someone whom she knew and he said , " Lain macam je ushar!". . .She didn't see to whom he was speaking to but she suspected that that person was the one who was staring at her earlier. She ignored the situation and continued serving the food on the table.

He stared at her again. She only noticed it when she accidentally saw him looking at her. In a split second, she felt like it was more then a minute in time. She suddenly felt scared when he was staring at her for the second time.

He stared at her previously, she remembered. She thought that it was just her that was noticing silly things but in fact he was really staring at her. Her mother even saw and caught him staring at her a few times or more when she passed by in front of him during any occasions.

She is puzzled. It is scaring when he stares too long. She started to think of reasons why he was staring at her. She do not know whether to feel weird or happy (glad).