Friday, 31 December 2010

Hello 2011! Goodbye 2010!

It's quite a sad thing for me that 2010 is ending but nothing is permanent and stays forever. I have to welcome 2011 with open heart and mind.

I would like to sum up the things that I've gone through for 2010. I hope I can remember all.=P

The situations are as below:-
1.Busy with practicum (practical) in SMKIH, Selayang.
2.Busy with final semester and finishing the final papers. (examination)
3. Busy finishing term paper.
4. Busy finding jobs.
5. I said sorry to my second brother for the quarrel that we had (eventho' it wasn't fully my fault)=P..but we're in good conditions now.=)
6. I found the truth about somethings which hurt like hell. (very unexpected about a close friend of mine)
7. Learnt to keep things to myself nowadays (unless i can't hold it then i'll share it with someone)
8. Learnt how to divide my money that I've earned carefully.
9. Money is my responsibility now.
10. I learnt that i might not get married.(but who knows in future,right?)huhu...
11. I am still single until today. (GOD loves me more) =)
12. D and I are better to be close friends.=)...(he's always been there to hear my stories when i'm sad)
13. D and K.Lina were always there when i went through the hard practical moments. ( it was very stressful but i overcame it)
14. I have GOD with me always. Syukur!
15. Got a job and will last until April if I don't get any confirmation..=)

My year of 2010 have been all work, term paper and the finale of my degree days. I am grateful it went well and I have achieved my degree Bachelor Education (Hons) TESL now. Syukur!

I am more mature every step of the way. Looking forward on what 2011 will lay for me.Peace!

Signing off for 2010! Bubye 2010 and hello 2011! Tonight, let's celebrate!=)

Saturday, 25 December 2010

What's goin' on?

I wonder what's happening around me. Are my close friends that busy to even drop a msg in fb or even text me on the hp?

I was just testing them. I kept quiet almost for a week and i noticed that i was the one who always started the conversation or msg or texts thru the hp. I was like...what's up?? What's happening??

At the end, i refused to think about it. I just shook my head and said whatever.

Now, I have full responsible towards my parents now. So much to think about that sometimes i act as if there's nothing to worry about and i behave childishly to avoid from thinking to much on problems that are in my mind. I just have to get a housing loan approved soon to settle this burden. I know i'm just whining over this but i shouldn't.

Lately, work in the bank is okay!Nothing to think about. It's just that sometimes you have to know what to say at the right time and at the right moment. That's all! Other then that, i don't think working there is a problem to me. Everyday is a learning process when i'm there and i love learning new stuff there.=)

There's only one thing that's bothering me.. I WANT TO FURTHER MY STUDIES FOR A MASTERS DEGREE!!!!!!

.....but lack of money and some major setbacks held me back from doing so.....hmm!SAbar~~~

I'm also very emo lately. My mood changes easily every 5 minutes ..hahaha..well,not literally but the summary of it is like that though...=P. Call me MIss moody! At least i'm not crazy.