false AlaRM!!

I'm in the state where i can't make up my mind either to close down my blog or not!Some said it's fine and some said 'DOn't close it down for the world'....

damn!

Alright!I think it's a false alarm.I won't close the blog down for now.I'll let ppl know more about me instead.Let's just see how things go soon.

This is hard then i thought it would be!~Phew!

Nana=)

Nana is my cousin sister's daughter.Nana calls me Mummy!(Yes!She calls me Mummy!and NO!i'm not married yet).It's a family thing so don't bother much about it k..Back to the story!

She's in Kindergarten this year so she's 5 0r 6 y.o.I just wana share this cute phrase she said to me just now at around 9pm.

"Mummy!Mummy!Tadi tite pegi chopping!"...

Translation!

"Mummy!Mummy!Tadi kita pergi shopping!'',said Nana.

(^__^)Y

outing!

It's 0128hours as i'm typing this.So it's yesterday that i went out with Sopi,shahir,bob n yan!Met mon2 when we were in Times Square tho...(for 3 freaking minutes)..

Flashback!!!

I reached KL central and waited for thm since 8.15am and i've waited for about 4 hours.(I could go back to kuantan within that duration..man!)...I must say that i really do hv loads of patience to sit there and wait.Shish!!It's really something cause i wouldn't wait if it wasn't because i hvn't seen sopi n shahir for quite some time.It's been awhile~

To cut it short,Bob came around 10am and yan came around 11am going to 12pm.Sopi kept msging me(i guess everyone was msging me to know everyone elses updates,i supposed!pftt!) which was some sort irritating cause i was waiting for so long that i became restless and annoyed!Alas,Sopi said he'll meet us in Times and we (bob,yan n me) head up to Times from Kl central ourselves.Shahir came later at around 2pm cause his hostel has no water so he couldn't bath.hahahhahahah....(poor dude!no offence shahir!=P)

We just went round and round and round in cirlces when we were in Times(not at the same floor of cause!) at alternate floors.I did some shopping,been looking for this milo brand sorta monkey t-shirt for ages and i found it in Times and i just can't forget about it since i last saw it last 2 weeks.hehe..

I bought 3 of 'em and it happens to be my aunt (ibu's) birthday today so i bought her the blouse she liked.She kinda saw mine and she liked it so i bought for her the same design but has a different colour to it!Mine is blue and hers is red!hehe..

Later,we didn't do much ;just ate ,took bunches of pics and left Times cause Yan had to go home earlier.In fact, i had to too cause my aunt's family wanted to celebrate her birthday last night so i had to come home early too.Thus,i departed with my friends at 6pm i guess and reached Shah Alam around 7pm.

The outing was simple.I'm just happy that i went out and burnt my free time then doing nothing .I'm glad that i met my friends eventho' i had to wait like 4 hours before they actually came .phew!

p/s:Sopi somehow seem shy went we 1st met after for so long.haha...Then,after awhile he was alright!Maybe it's been a long time since we last went out together in a bunch with friends.=)

**The End**

.marriage.

I just found out tht my cousin is getting married soon.He's the same age as me,23 and he's getting married this year.Wow!

Anyway, I'm at my aunt's (ibu) house currently and she was on the phone with my other aunt telling ibu that her son is getting married this year but the date and all has not been confirmed.I was so shocked.My cousin who is a man is getting married at an early age.Really wow!No sords can describe tht..huhu...

Well,me on the other hand..i think i'll get married late i guess or not at all.It depends really.Now,i can't cause i hv lots of responsibility to take care off,1 of it is my parents.I hv loads to do b4 i really settle down concerning them of cause.

Marriage huh cous?!haha...Really something there.Maybe he loves his GF too much.huhu...Good luck to you man!

Today:Final day before this blog closes down for the world!

i'm so freaking restless!

1 of my fear

Losing someone you love is one of the things that i fear the most.Losing a friend as well too.

I can't help but to cry .I'm afraid ,i must admit.I'm terrified if i am losing a friend.

I'm so tensed up.Maybe this a test from GOD.HE wants me to be stronger and not rely on anyone but myself and HIM.I think this is something i hv to undergo wisely.I need to be more mature.

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I just saw a movie called 'Love hurts' just 5 minutes ago.The wife is very feebleminded.Her husband loves her so much but still she wanted to get divorced and get involve with another guy.That woman is so dumb.I can't imagine how the husband was feeling.He really cherish his wife so much and did everything in his might to get her back.OOo!how i wish my future significant other will be as the same.I just loved it how the husband would give anything just to hv his wife back home.Maybe that's what ppl call 'Give and nvr expect anything in return'...or give and take...perhaps!

got it straight..tried too

I just want to be happy!Can i just not think and feel how i always do anymore!?
Lil' that i know that pertaining this outstanding unique-ness would make me sick!(literally!)
My hopes are too high i guess.....We are getting further!*sigh*
I'm meant to be alone without any close friends,am i?
Friendship is hard when the other side don't commit as the same as you do..
Hope for the best and expect the worse...I suppose~*sigh*

6 days before this blog closes for the world!

I was right!

She really do have problems.Maybe her mind was twisted with stuff that she tend to ignore me for awhile.I just knew you are having problems..

At least,i know that my instincts never gets old!huhuh....Msg her and asked.SHe said something happened and she'll let me know soon.No wonder she was abit different when i met her yesterday.

HEalth stuff..

12 Food Rules from Michael Pollan ..

Would Grandma Recognize It?

Are you eating food, or what Pollan would call a “foodish product”? Just a few generations ago, our ancestors didn’t eat food that was engineered in a lab to have an eternal shelf life. Nor were their diets based on highly processed foods containing extra helpings of sweet, salty and fattening ingredients—ones that humans naturally crave and often consume to excess, leading to obesity, diabetes and other chronic diseases. As much as you can, buy food that exists in nature. It’ll contain the nutrients you need, and you’ll be unlikely to overeat it.

Look for Sugar by Every Other Name

Avoid packaged foods that have sugar listed among the top three ingredients, because it’s a sign that the food is highly processed. Pollan suggests looking for these sugary iterations (there are 40 forms used in processed foods): He lists barley malt, beet sugar, brown rice syrup, cane juice, corn sweetener, dextrin, dextrose, fructo-oligosaccharides, fruit juice concentrate, glucose, sucrose, invert sugar, polydextrose and turbinado sugar among the offenders. Even though some names look friendlier than others, any of them in high amounts—that is, among the first three ingredients—aren’t going to be healthy. Pollan simply says, “Sugar is sugar.”

Avoid Products That Make Health Claims

When was the last time you saw broccoli bragging about itself? (Dana Carvey singing “Choppin’ Broccoli” on Saturday Night Live reruns doesn’t count.) Think of plant-based foods as quietly confident. The only foods that boast are ones that come in packages, Pollan argues, and those are the processed foods you should avoid. “Don’t take the silence of the yams,” Pollan writes, “as a sign they have nothing valuable to say about your health.”

Stick to the Sides of the Supermarket

You’ve probably picked up on the fact that most supermarkets stock produce, meat, fish and dairy in the outer aisles. Stay there and you won’t be tempted to pick up the “immortal food-like substances” (again, processed foods) that Pollan notes are typically found in the middle aisles. Still, engineered foods such as high-fructose corn syrup—a common sweetener and preservative that some argue is responsible for the obesity epidemic by making sweet, calorie-packed foods cheaper to produce and buy—sometimes make an appearance along the supermarket periphery if they’re added to flavored yogurt or other dairy products, so read the labels.

Eat the Leaves

Maybe you’ve heard about the benefits of leafy greens? These veggies are chock-full of good-for-you vitamins B, C and K, as well as calcium, iron and fiber. What’s more, Pollan notes, vegetables are less “energy dense” than other foods. (Translation: They have fewer calories.) Vegetarians tend to live longer than meat eaters, and folks who eat fewer calories have fewer chronic diseases, he writes. A complementary rule, Pollan notes, is to eat “your colors” to ensure that you get the nutrition you need: the reds, yellows and greens of produce reflect the antioxidants (disease-fighting chemicals) they contain. Look for greens such as spinach, chard, bok choy, kale and lettuce, and other colorful veggies like carrots, tomatoes and red sweet peppers.

Save Meat for Special Occasions

Americans love their meat: Most of us eat it in two or three meals every day, Pollan writes. But red meat has been linked to heart disease and cancer, possibly because of its saturated fat content and tendency to form carcinogens (cancer-causing substances) when it’s cooked at high temperatures. (Another explanation: People who eat meat may eat fewer veggies that protect against disease.) You don’t have to eliminate meat altogether: so-called “flexitarians”—folks who eat meat once or twice a week—are as healthy as vegetarians.

Don’t Overlook the Oily Little Fish

Sold on boosting the amount of plants in your diet? Be sure to add some variety—and protein—with heart-healthy fish. Mackerel, sardines and anchovies all are bursting with omega-3 fatty acids, which promote a healthy heart and haven’t been overfished, Pollan writes. Omega-3s are associated with lower blood pressure and heart rate, and they promote brain development in fetuses. Pollan recommends staying away from tuna, swordfish and shark, all of which are threatened with extinction because they’ve been so commercialized. Swordfish, shark and canned white and albacore tuna also tend to have higher amounts of mercury, which can cause nervous system damage in developing fetuses and young children.

Have a Glass of Wine with Dinner

Here’s a rule you can toast to: Regular imbibers live longer and have less heart disease than those who never touch alcohol, Pollan writes. Any type of alcohol in moderation reduces the risk of heart disease, but the ingredients in red wine, like tannins and the compound resveratrol, may be especially protective by preventing blood-vessel damage, blood clots and production of LDL (“bad”) cholesterol. But drinking regularly in moderation is healthier than bingeing on the weekend, Pollan notes. Limit yourself to one a day if you’re a woman and no more than two if you’re a man.

Stop Eating Before You’re Full

Pollan draws some of his rules from recommendations he solicited from more than 2,500 New York Times readers that have been passed down through cultural traditions. Many cultures, he found, recommend putting down your fork before you need to unbutton your pants. Whether it’s eating until you’re two-thirds sated, as recommended by the Islamic prophet Muhammad, or stopping when you feel 80 percent full, as they do in Japan, you’ll moderate your consumption by allowing your brain—which is about 20 minutes behind your stomach—to realize you’re sated.

Eat Only When You’re Hungry

Some people refer to this as “mindful eating.” Instead of being prompted to eat by visual temptations, emotional cues such as depression or boredom or as a reward, listen to what your stomach’s telling you (a companion Pollan rule is “consult your gut”). Ask yourself if you’re truly hungry, or if the urge to eat is being driven by something else, Pollan says.

Eat Slowly

By giving yourself time to savor your food, you’ll be aware of how full you are before you overeat (it’s about that 20-minute concept again). Two more Pollan rules provide strategies for slowing down: Spend as much time enjoying the meal as it took to prepare it, and try not to eat alone. Company makes eating a communal experience, and you’re apt to eat less when you’re with others because more is going on at the table than food consumption.

Eat Small Portions and Skip Seconds

Our idea of a healthy portion has evolved along with supersizes that promise us more for our money at supermarkets and restaurants. Research shows we’ll eat more than we intend to if the food is in front of us. Pollan offers a few simple tricks to figure out a healthy portion, including: Choose a piece of meat that’s no bigger than the size of your fist, and be sure a full meal is no larger than the size of your hands cupped together.

emo huh?i don't know..

You know...I hv a feeling that my closest friend is hiding something from me.My instinct told me so.I'm just not sure if it's right or wrong.I need to ask her.She might hv problems but refuse to share it with me.Maybe she thinks she might burden me or something but the truth is that you have never burdened me dear friend.Don't think so much to let your sorrow out on me.Just tell me,I am open for your troubles ,happiness,or sadness or anything dear!

I feel sad because we seem apart!Is it just me?Am i overreacting or are you really having problems,dear friend?I wanted to text you but i don't think it will solve anything.I need to see you and talk this out.

I just don't know.I just feel that something is wrong and to the fact that my instincts never failed me before.Please prove to me that i'm wrong..

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I felt very stressed out over this.I accidentally took it out on my parents.I'm so sorry dear beloved.

I needed someone to talk to and i didn't care who so i appeared 'online' on yahoo messenger and also fb.I was hoping D was online and he was on FB.I chatted with him for awhile before he asked me to call him.Many asked me why i was upset.I'm glad many did.I was so adjy, to that extent i demanded to myself that i need a person to get the stress out of me.Fast!

I'm so glad many was concerned over me.Thank you everyone!Thank you D!Thank you GOD for them being there for me.I loved the conversation on the phone!Thank you!

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I hv decided that i will put this blog to a private mode.I will allow people to view this blog up until a week from today.So viewers,you hv a week to read everything that you need to know about me!I will put this blog into isolation for good.No one can step into it anymore besides me.I'm sorry but i don't feel the privacy anymore.Maybe i'll reopen it to the public in future,you'll never know!

The clock is tick tocking.Dateline:30th January 2010.

7 days before this blog closes down for the world!

time square..yesterday!

Supposedly went to mid valley yesterday with Amira but she couldn't make it because a lect wanted to see her at 11am.So,I went out without her.I doubted at first but i thought of the ticket to go home then i decided to proceed for the outing.Yesterday morning i went out of hostel at 8.30am and waited at the bus stop about 15 minutes before the bus arrived.I reached Kl central at around 10.30am and waited for Bob and Yan to come.Bob came later after 30 minutes i guess.Yan had to see her supervisor for theses 1st before she met us so she reached Kl central at around 1.30pm.

Bob kept me company til yan came.Thnks bob!I would hv died of boredom sitting there alone.Then we took our lunch after yan reached and we 'head up' (yan likes this word..hhaha..) to Times Square.I did some shopping.(keeping up with this new habit..=P).The clothes there are so cheap.I think I'm going there again next weekend..heheh!

Well,we watched 'Old dogs'.That movie was so freaking funny.The movie was simple but i laughed so much,i guess the jokes are not plastic oriented...hahha...

At about 5.30pm we walked to pudu raya to get my ticket back to Ktn today thn we departed because i had to wait for a bus back to uni .Bob and yan headed to Masjid Jamek LRT .

I don't know about them but i had lots of fun.hehehe....

p/s:I'm leaving for Ktn after class.Don't know what time the class will end but my bus is 9.30pm tonight ,so i guess i'll reach Ktn at around 1.30am.(^__^)Y

When boredom strikes...

2009 is over, bold the things you've done

lost a friend
stayed single almost the whole year
kissed someone new
made-out in a car
made-out on a couch
*kissed in the snow(aww~this is nice!)
kissed in the rain
fell in love
had your heart broken
fell down stairs
walked in to a glass door
broke someone elses heart
had a stalker
questioned your sexual orientation----huh??
kissed someone of the same sex on the cheek
dated someone you'll never forget you really loved
lost faith in love for a while
done something you've regretted
lost someone
kissed under mistletoe
got a promotion
quit your job
got a job
dated a co-worker
got straight A's ---almost..hahah...
met one teacher you really like
met one teacher you really hate~i should say many,not just 1..=P
found one thing you love doing~yea,karaoke!hahah...
failed a class
cut class
taken/snorted/smoked drugs ~panadol?!hahaha...
did something you were proud of ~theatre in tesl
discovered a new talent ~i can act,no kidding!
gave the teachers a reason to teach ~of course or else they'll be lethargic!hehe!
proved to yourself that you're an idiot
embarrassed yourself in front of the class
fell in love with a teacher
was in a school play
were involved in something you'll never forget
got sent to the office
painted a picture
wrote a poem
ran a mile
skinny-dipped
went to a sleep over
went camping
threw a surprise party ~more of pranking a bday boy..hahha...
laughed til you cried
laughed till you peed in your pants
slept the whole day
visited a different country
cooked a gross meal
lost something important to you
realized something new about yourself
tried to gain weight
tripped over a coffee table
dyed your hair
came close to losing your life
went to a party
got drunk
smoked a cigarette
pretended to like someone
saw a movie that made you cry
played video games everyday
enjoyed this year overall~the challenge was great!made me more mature...


Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now?
watching tv or reading newspaper..hahah..

Are you looking forward to anything?
tomorrrow ..going to miv valley with Amira..

Do you still talk to your first love?
rarely..

Can you honestly say that at this point in time your happy with the way things are?
it's just fine,it's not i really like it but so far..it's ok..and i'm ok with it...

Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?
parents and k.lina by best friend..

What's the last thing you said to your mom?
i love u..bye!

Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss?
i am a 'never been kissed' kinda girl..

Who were you with two nights ago?

my new roomate..

Last night you felt?
bored..always thought of Faris and home..wondered what D was doing...

Do you have any plans Friday?
go to Sarsha saloon.

Do you think the person you like/love likes/loves you back?
no idea...

Who is your last text from?
amira

Are all of your friends virgins?
never asked...hahah...

Did you see the person you like today?
Nope

Would it be more likely of you to fail Science or Math?
taking non of the above..

Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
yea..

Did anyone see your last kiss?
yup!

Are you short?
naa!quite tall..

Today did you kiss a person you have feelings for?
no

Where was your default picture taken?
my room in previous house..PINKY!

The last person you kissed wants you to be theirs, what do you say?
he can't cos he got my mom..
hahahaha...he's my Abah for GOD sake..

Do people ever call you by your last name?
i don't hv any..

Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?
no..

What color underwear are you wearing?
blacky..

If you could have any last name in the world, what would you have?
naa..don't need 1..

Have you ever slept in the same bed with the last person you kissed?
yup!hahah..

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
parents,while i still have them...

Does someone like you right now?
don't know!

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with the letter N?
naa!don't think so..

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yup!

What kind of top are you wearing?
just an old t-shirt..

Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
yup

Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
amira at the cafeteria

How many people do you 100% trust?
like 4

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
naa!i love his humour..

Ever jumped over a fence?
yup!hhehe...

When was the last time you watched a horror movie?
last sat..'paranormal activity'

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
yup!i think so..

adeh!sakit pinggang..=P

I'm currently at a restaurant in unisel.Lepak-ing with my ex-roomate in my 1st year,Amira.It's the 1st day of class today and i got myself a task or homework to do.The lect asked us to write but i think i would rather print it.hahaha...I don't he would scold if i didn't write it down right?It's more neat if i printed it out.

Anyway,last sem before i left for semester break i left my broom and mop in the hostel ,i thought they wouldn't removed it but they did.So tonight the main reason of being in this wireless restaurant is to get a mop from the shop just around the corner.hahaha...

Adding up to the reason of going out to tonight is to use the internet here.Celcom network is sort of ugrading their system or something.The line sucks since yesterday.I hope they will sort the problem quickly because my internet broadband sucks big time too.I can't access to the internet when celcom is upgrading their network.

I think i gtg..my batt to my lappy is running low by 17%.I may go online and also maybe not tmrw.LEt's just see how internet goes for tmrw.hahahahaha...see ya!

Bubye!

p/s:I'm going home this thursday,eventhough i just got here yesterday!hehe..=)

updates!!

I got my lappy bck...I was so happy!!
hahaha..
at least i cna finish my work comfortably now but still not forgetting my old PC..I thank you for being there when i needed you the most.When i had no other comps to look at...u are there to help!Thank you from the bottom of my heart,I love you!

OK2!i know i talk as if i'm nuts but thn without that old PC my work will be on the verge of death (making any sense..NO?ahhh!)..

D is starting to talk to me again.Well,i don't know ok!Talk as plain friend.I see that he is comfy that way.At least,i'm glad we are talking again.I don't like to get cold with more ppl..perhaps 1 or 2 are enough.He called me suddenly after we chatted for a few minutes on ym.I thought it was my Abah..hehe...sorry D!i was shocked and blurred out!People who i least expected to call me,would surely make me short of words ,like i don't know what to talk about!hahaha..

just so u know D,i like to talk to you!cause it's funny how we always talk and sometimes get impatient with each other..=)

He's a student yet again!haha..Asked me to chat with him in English!Maybe charging him RM10 per hour for my consultations.hahah..=P

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I went to GWP the other day...GWP is the abreviation for GAmbang waterpark.It was awesome!I loved it!We went like almost 30 of us.It was practically sort ofa school trip.hahahha...
We took alot of pics and it's in FB of course!

The sildes there are not bad at all!I recommend for ppl to go and enjoy them selves there.It's a good spot for families.I hv to say that i got 'sea' sick most of the time there.hahah...Pls don't ask !

No!There are no sea there.Then why am i getting sea sick?It's because of the imitation waves they hv it there.Those waves made me sick.It's lame.I don't know why but i get sick so fast when slides or roller coaster events occur...*sigh*

This sick thing prevents me from doing things that i like.damn!

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I went and reg yesterday in uni for the last time.It's my last semester in Uni.Then,in july i can strt to work ady.If i get any place to work at of course.The lame thing happened yesterday.I got my keys to my hostel and as when i'm about to unlock the door to my room the key broke as soon as i twist the key at the door knot.damn!The key was so 'soft'!!

I'm so freaking grateful tht my parents were there.Then later is history!I don't want to elaborate more on it!hahahah...Seriously,this sem is the last and it took me the longest time to even register myself in the main hall.I guess that's what you get to be a senior of the last semester.They want me to appreciate the last registration day i guess..hahaha.

I just finished editing my proposal for tonight.I want to continue tomorrow as i can't think any futher for it.Well,i better get going and tuck myself to sleep!

today 150110 is nal's bday..He's my pal!

HAppY 20th Birthday ZAINALABIDIN!

current mood

Sakit ati!!
I just called up Vast IT (the place where i bought my 2nd lappy).1st call,'ok,'i'll check and call you back'.....

......1 hour gone.....

then i called them back (cause waiting any longer is a killing situation for me) and they said it would take up a month,i sent it like 3 weeks ago and they said it would take a month.Now,they still repeat the same phrase,' a month'..damn it!!Well,i triggerred them abit by saying that i've sent my lappy in a month ago but the truth is that is has only been 3 weeks (hahaha..stupid mofo!).Then,the person who spoke to me said that the lappy should be done by now (i was like WTF?!) .Get your words straight for GOD sake!!!I really hate places which give freaking bad service.

I HATE THESE TYPE OF PEOPLE OR PLACES!

THEY SUX BIG TIME!!

I just refuse to like them.They always put my life in hell situations .(not that i know how hell feels like..bahahaha...'metaphors then'..heh!)

Hopefully i'll get my lappy soon!When i mean soon ...I mean ASAP!Kalo xblaja xde la kisah sgt tp the prob now is that i am!!!Adeh!I think i really need a chill pill!Anyone has it!I need it pronto!

I really gotta handle my stress level and problem wisely.Thinking about it and worrying so much won't get me anywhere near the solution!I have to learn to relax more!Shish!!!

Breath in.......................breath out Reena~Calm down!

another Good 1

There comes a point in your life when you realise who matters,who never did,who won't anymore and who always will.So,don't worry about people from your past,there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

2012

This movie has been out for awhile but i just got the chance to watch it just a few hours ago.It's 3.34am as i'm typing this.GOD!That movie sure brings lots of messages to us .It reminds us to do good deeds and repent when the time is still on our side.Well,repent is too strong of a word to suit us or me as a young adult but hey!u never know when your time to live will end do you?Right?hmm...

I lost count of how many times i shed tear when the movie was progressing to its end.haha..I am a softie remember?hahaha...I get touched easily,no thanks to that...*sigh*

2012 sorta gave me the inspiration to blog tonight or should i say morning...I think i'm gonna start on my other blog .A secret blog where i'll talk on my career.Anyone want to read it have to hack my brain for the password and trespass my blog!hahaha...I better get goin'!*wink*=)

great words~suits me so much!

"A woman's heart should be so lost in GOD that a man needs to seek HIM in order to find her"

-quoted by Anonymous.

HeLLO..HellO 2010!!~

Hi!!It's 2010?!!I know it has already been 4 days since new year but what the heck!HAPPY NEW YEAR!!hehe...

I'm sort of having the lazy disease lately!Lazy to blog or type!hehe..Wow!It's 2010!It's finally here!My graduation year!(if i pass my last semester that is!hehe..)

Hmm!I think i need to sum up what i did in 2009!Similar to Hello 2009 post!The most similar issue that happened was that i got myself into another big fight!GReAT!

...and my life went as below for 2009~(some or most of it of course!)

• Got closer and closer day by day to D but towards the end of 2009, we went further n further away from each other.(go figure!)
• Confessed to D that i like him!(I didn't regret on what i did!In fact, i felt the great relieve!)
• Study wise:it got tougher and tougher as the year came to it's end!(phew!)
• Assigments were like the river that never stops flowing.
• Change group members in university!
• Almost grew apart from my original group members.
• Experienced the word 'HARDwork'...
• Gave a deep thought on what i wanted to do for life!
• Found out the through colours of certain ppl who just don't know how to be grateful!
• Had a big fight with one of my family member!(great!i'm ok with Mas n now i hv a big fight with someone else..Gee!who am i gonna be in a big fight with this year?!haha...*sigh*)
• Never thought such people you thought who would be the saint and who you thought would be the one helping you in future would be the one who yells at you because of a smallest stupidest thing ever!(Emak would easily forgive them ...Well,i take my own sweet time to do that!Deal with it!)
• Went out with Mas n Izan for the 1st time since last year!
• played a part in theatre as Juan Thomas in 'The Pearl' for a subject in my 5th Semester in uni!
• made tons of friends since theatre semester!
• Got a hang of how friends(acquaintances) in uni can help you with studies!*wink*(u gotta know how it works so that studying can be enlightened!=P)
• Almost got into trouble again :regarding uni politic between lects!(please!we don't want 4th semester to repeat itself!)
• Moved to another house and left PINKY!=(
• Found out that someone who smokes heavily has refrained himself from doing so anymore!(good job!I'm surprised!)
• Bought a new car!(to replace Volvo 740:CAG133) =(
• 1st time drove to KL-KTN-KL
• Ppl said i'm getting more beautfiful!
• Someone said i have always been pretty ,only that i need to trim down abit!
• Became much more mature in handling stuff and issues!
• Became more motherly i should say!=P
• 1st time starved myself because of a guy!(stupid me!i know..)
• Had a roomate that was a lesbian plus got kissed my her twice!(Euuwww!*puke*)
• Met the bubbliest person ever!(she never stops talking unless she's asleep!pergh!)
• 'UP' is the most touching cartoon since 'Lady & the Tramp'..
• Found out that I am a freakin' softie!(i'm very sensitive and damn emotional!*hormones*)
• Learnt that i will be on my own soon!Gotta start to think wisely!
• Almost drifted apart from HIM!I'm so blessed to have Emak and Abah to always remind me!(Syukur Ya Rasulullah!)
• Learnt to always trust in HIM,everything happens for a reason and never think other wise upon HIS power and believes.NEVER!

I think that should be enough.If i would to state everything than i'm gonna be sticking my face on this computer screen til morning!haha...Summing everything up,i think year 2009 has made me to be much more wiser in adulthood!HE teaches me how to think big and future wise.I have dreams to catch,i can't be unprepared and dumb!I have to have the strength and believe that i can.I can't afford to have low self-esteem,can i?Right?!

I should say that 2009 has brought great challenge into my life and i guess it is to prepare me for 2010 ,where it will be much more harder and soon heavier tasks will appear. I may not know whatever lies for me ahead but i believe in HIM that 2010 will bring great happiness to me and my family.It is hard for me to forget such ungrateful things that had happened but with HIM i put my trust and i trust i will be just fine.Everything is already in place,it is we who bring the problems into our life.Nothing is there to worry about~Syukur!

Orang kata,'Air yg dicincang xakan terputus'..tapi kalau 'hati da pecah,bole ke baik semula?'

Boleh ke kepercayaan tu kembali?'

We'll see how it goes!For now!BUbyE 2009~HAPPY NEW YEAR!Hello 2010~*(^__^)*

~GRADUATION~

Can you come like tomorrow?June is so far away!=P