Theatre

04042009 is the date that i will prove to the people that i can act.

well,actually i don't need to prove to anyone coz i know i can act..hehehe..

yesterday the director praised me of being able to have good expressions on stage.

bangga diri plk..hahah..xbek2....i am grateful i can do it...

with theatre as 1 of the subjects for this semester,it seems that i've been running around busy all over the campus.haha..

i think it is good for me because it makes me active and not just sitting in my room waiting for work to come.I also have to admit that time management is very important for me now.I really need to manage my time wisely.If not,i will lose on the academic side which is the asgmnts,tests,presentations and studying.It is a big challenge for me.

Sleeping at 3am is like sleeping at 10pm for me.Theatre in the evening or night and the rest of the day is for class,asgmnts,presentations,studying and the least is sleeping.Almost done with asgmnts and presentations but studying i haven't even touched on it yet.pergh!scary.My tests and finals are just around the bush and i'm not ready for it yet.Yikes!!

Presentations and assgmnts will be done by next week i presume.Then ,theatre will also be done by next week too.At least the burden will be ligthen up by the end of next week.Phew!!Hang on there reena!

(i suddenly hate my name..reena because of the group member i have whose name is Rina too...sigh!i would like to be known as Roz but most of the ppl in uni knows me as Reena too..Sigh!Whateva !!!)


Bck to the story..

JUst this morning at 10am i went to the main hall of UNiSEL.The other classes of TESL are doing their plays today.I just went for the TESL 5C's play.TESL 5B's play is at 2pm.Well,i thought of studying after the morning play but i bumped into my classmates and also coursemate.They said they are going to do the back drop painting.Then,they invite me to help .SO i agreed .I guess the intention of studying needs to be postponed to tonight then.Later,after lunch of only 5 minubtes i guess..i went to help.It was nice tho'.I liked the task of painting a big clothe..hehe...We were painting the back drop for the theatre.

When i was doing the painting it was very stress releasing.hahah...It's something that don't need you to think of anything but just paint and pure stress free.I was enjoying myself.I met new ppl and just had myself new acquaintance..hehe...

Took alot of pictures.I'll upload it one time soon.

O yea!i really really really really really need to learn more vocabs..Why you might ask?It's because when friends talk and i come across some words that i am not familiar with.I understand what my friends trying to convey to me but sometimes i get annoyed because i just don't know enough vocabs..hahaha..complicated right?well,i just need to know more words.hahah...

Well, i wanna go and rest for a while.Later at night need to study for this monday's test.Hope i can do it.Wish me good luck ok?night2..(^__^)

HaPPy BirthdaY K.Lina!(^__^)

Surprise~!!!

huhuhu...

this is for my beloved fried..eh..fried k.lina plk...beloved friend K.lina..~huhu..

it's her birthday today as the clock struck 12 am just now...

can't do much for her this year as my cash is limited for this month,sorry sis~huhuhu..

So i guess this would be the present for her..this post is dedicated just for you,K.Lina.I hope you like it.

I'm sorry for momot's death, i know how it feels like to lose something you love so much especially when that animal is a favourite.Trust me, i went through that bunches of times ady..Hey ,looking at the bright side..at least Hitam is pregnant (again)..hahah.. and she'll give more cute kittens soon.When that time comes make sure the kittens don't play with cockroaches okay?hahahhaha...

Give something healthy for thm to play like toy rats or something..hahah...

I thought of taking pics the other day we went out but it seems sorta weird and i forgot about it at the end of the day..huhuh..sorry bout that.

Nanti mesti de cake kan?Sbb zura is having the same bday as you do ,so the percentage of having a bday gift or a small party is very high.Right?hahahha....

Well,you tell me about it later okay K.Lina~


Everything is changing bit by bit.

Problems occured .I get hurt and maybe i can and maybe can't let it go.haha..

What am i saying?!Does this makes any sense?i know you don't get me but 1 thing i would like to stress on is that no matter what happens i just hope we don't change~no matter what!

OUr friendship stays.

Happy 24th Birthday Zalina binti Zamri.

Smoga happy2 sll!

Love,

Roz 'ur twin' Reena

p/s:K.lina,knowing that our ic are quite similar ,don't you think that it's weird?haha..just asking tho'...cam rs plik skit la..huahaha...

the need to pour out

it's been a few days since my last post..

i've been a lil' busy with assgmnts ,presentations and theatre practice....it's been a very tiring week...

sigh!

i know there is no need of sighs but i really need to take a deep breathe and feel my chest for a second.haa~i feel much better now....

if anyone who 's from fb and reading this ,would wonder y is my shout out as it is currently.Well,it's because 1 of my group member just won't listen in what i asked to do.Well,i act as the leader of the group and coordinate everything tht should be done and what should not.

So,that person argued with me .OK to cut it short (as if!haha)..at 1st i assigned the job to the group members without having to know that this one person's part was alot.So,at a so called last minute (i said so called because it was supposed to be presented yesterday but the lect said there's not class today,so now we hv to present the work on either 30th or 31st,so get it?haha..u don't?nvm..just follow the story.) i asked her to add some more info because most of what she gave me previously was wrong.It's not even close to the word 'easy' to edit her work if the work that ppl give you is all wrong.There was another girl in my group that did all wrong but she didn't argue and she was ok because i showed her that she was wrong and she agreed.BUT this person that argued with me was really testing my patience.

I know i did asked her to find info for 2 times and i asked her to changed the info for the 3rd time and that was only because her info was all wrong .

Then ,i said we'll discuss in class but she nvr showed up.Then ,in the afternoon she showed up and didn't even bother to come and ask me what the hell was going on.I had to go to her and explain everything but she was like so dumb(sorry for my words..).Why do i say so?It's because she was playing dumb and sort of refusing to understand what i was trying to convey to her.In the end,she did understand after questioning me with a whole load of questions.

I was like OMG!!!pls understand la.I did alot for you ady y u can't appreciate my work is it?I was raising my voice because at that moment we were at the lecture theatre whic was huge and full of ppl.Some ppl around us was looking i think but i didn't bother bciz i was busy explaining to that girl.damn!

i tot affter i explain she would be ok but after that she msgd me and said i shouln't hv yelled at her and all.YElled???

i didn't yell.I raised my voice because the room was noisy and she just can't seem to understand what i was saying.If you had the decency to come to me where there was less pll seating then you won't be that embarrassed,would you?Naseb la..kau yg malu bkn aku..

BUT ,i did apologised to her (because i 'yelled') to get her anger off.If a person is angry and we put more heat on it,the prob won't be solved .So ,i back off.I was being the water to put out the fire.I know i apologised but not from the heart but i did that to calm her down and make her feel much better like sdpkan ati la..huhuhu..

Seriously, i can't really apologise and make it from heart because she msgd me while in the class and i was concentrating on it.She can't expect me to be all worrying about i 'yelled' at her..

Well, i think now we're ok because she did her part and gave me just this evening.So,now let's just hope the presentation goes well.

BUT..i don't want to be in a group with her anymore .Thank you but no thank you.

OK..enough of her and focus on me.hehe...

I went to TESL night 2009,it was just last saturday.i'll make another topic for that.

11th March 2009

It was my birthday yesterday..

'OMG!i forgot her bday..S***!WTF!it's her bday yesterday,'thought some fellow who might just be my 'friend' but seems to forget my so called bday.

hahha..maybe for some human, a birthday is not much of an issue to be brought up but some other ppl do care about his or her special day.I think most of us do!Don't you?yes you...not you!the one beside you..yes you...hahahah...ok2..i'm gonna quit playing now..haha..

yea,most of us do care if our friends or loved ones forget our birthday,the actual day you were born is not just some any ordinary day .Right?hehe..

Sigh!

well,yesterday was just so ordinary because i'm in uni.So nothing was done to celebrate my bday.

maybe ppl might think,'Don't she hv friends there or something to celebrate her special day?'

i do hv friends but they are not that close to me that they would really want to gether up just for me.

Yea i got bunches of wishes for my bday..some wished me even before the clock struck 12am turning into 11th March..haha..

i really do love those wishes..I thank everyone who did wish me on my bday.I appreciate it alot.

I'm not writing this post because i want to tell everyone when is my bday but i'm writing this post just to say that having a birthday in uni suckS!Well,for me it is...in my situation now it does sucks!

I love presents but if i don't get one this year i won't die.I just like ppl to come together an just be there just for me on my special day.Yea,that would be nice.I would like that alot.

To have a surprise would be the big thing for me.I totally like surprises..haha..*hint2*

hehe..

Well,there were 2 mini surprises that happened b4 n almost after my bday..

#1-11.54pm/10th March-my twintech friend ,gg (in fact not even in my class duirng the short course),he called me up~

gg:hello..
me:alo
gg:salam
me:salam
gg:da ready?
me:ready utk pe?
gg:ok..1..2..3..slamat ari jadi..slamat ari jadi..slamat ari jd kau..haha..slamat ari jd...
me:hahhahahahahahah...hahahahha..cne kau leh ingt ni?
gg:ingt la..11hb 3..11hb 3..cmtu la..
me:haha..thnk u...

then,the line went dead..suddenly..i didn't know y..but i later i msgd him and thnk him again..
he was sooo sweet.That was nice.i like that alot.

#2-11.01pm/11th March 2009-D msgd me..and he wished me for the 2nd time..hahah..1st is in somewhere(can't tell,it's a secret..hehe).He said a few sweet words.Just the ordinary birthday wishes but it was cool.

me:nape wish sampai 2 kali?
D:nampak private skit..
me:hahahhaha....(whatever!)

Tho' #1 & #2 were mini surprises but it sure did made me drew a big smile on my face.hehe..
Loved their wishes so much~

Having a bday in uni is sure a boring one.(for me of cos~)I felt so lonely and i miss home.I'm ok now but it's just not the right place to be when your special day is in the weekdays and your stuck in the middle of Unisel which is in the middle of the palm oil estate.sob2~!

I would like to take the oppurtunity to thank everyone who wish me for my birthday!Thank you soo much!Thank you for the love.hehe..

And so you know,the 1st person who wished me for my bday was my Emak.She wished me way ahead b4 my bday,earlier by 2 days-9th March 2009.(^__^)

Love you Emak~(:-*)

a story to tell..

home....home at last!

(it's nothing much of a drama but it's a whole lot of walking around that i did b4 i can actually be home_this occur about 2 days ago..)

earlier wednesday afternoon..

i was informed by my classmate that the friday class was cancelled because the lect has a meeting.Then,as normal ppl everyone cheered for that so called good news including me.haha..

but little that i knew that i was going to hv alot of 'walking' to do b4 i actually be home.Don't get me?Don't worry u will.(if u read til the end of this..haha)

then,after the thurs theatre class that was in the afternoon i took the bus to pudu at around 4-5pm n it reached pudu at around 6 pm something.Usually it would take like 2 hours to pudu but because the driver took the highway so the trip was early by half an hour.

I rushed into pudu to chnge my ticket to the 6.3opm bus because i had bought the 10.30pm friday ticket b4 so because of my class got cancelled i tot it would be nice if i can go home earlier that thursday afternoon but i was wrong.

I didn't get the 6.30pm bus.It was full and tried for the latest bus for thursday but there was none.I could waited n stayed there but i was too lazy to show my sleepy face going around the ticket booth or even the busses.So,i went to my aunt's house in Shah Alam.

I had a thought that maybe i could go out with my twintech friends or even D but thinking that my money is in need and D would probably be lazy to go out wit me thn i tot..just go n lpk umah ibu je la....i call my aunt 'ibu' for your info.hehe..:)

Thn, informed parento n abah asked me to find for other buses but i refused too.I was too lazy to even que up.There was just too many ppl(u should wait til when i really got onto the bus,pudu was damn crowded).So i was over my malas limit ady.

I sat to take my breathe ,i gave a thought for where i should really go.Thn,emak called me back again n asked me to go to my aunt's house quickly as my cousin sis has already delivered her third child n it's a boy!Hallelujah!!hahahha..(she really wanted a boy because she already has 2 daughters)

Thn ,i walked to the Lrt near masjid jamek and changed to KTM n after 1 hour something only that i arrived Shah Alam station. My aunt n uncle fetched me.I was so tired,hungry n sleepy.

After a fast meal ,we went to my cousin sis's in-law's home.The baby's name is SHafiq Irfan..erm not really sure of the spelling but that's the name of cos.

Thn,bla3....(fast forward)>>

The next night, i went to pudu...u should c pudu that night..crowded seh!mcm de gig~hahaha..

i reached at around 9.14pm and waited until 10.30pm n guess what??

the bus got delayed...by 30 minutes...i read what were written at the info counter..'Maaf bus belum sampai'..

i was like @#$@#$$^#!

like mother******

(pls excuse my words..)

so i waited..at first i didn't know it's gonna be delayed for just 30minutes.

Then,at around 10.54pm i board the bus n guess what??

the bus is not 2-1..that means it;s not a 3 seated bus..

i had to seat with a stranger which was not supposed to be.sighs feel my mind!

xpe dugaan...just wanted to c how i would acted.Honestly, i wasn't happy about it BUT looking at ppl who didn't get to go on the bus made me feel that i was very lucky to even get to go home yesterday night...

Syukur!

the whole way to Kuantan i couldn't sleep eventhough i am dreadfully sleepy.For the last 2 days,i tot i would get a good sleep in the bus but i didn't.Nak2 i was seating beside a stranger and it is a he.

hahaha..i had nvr done this but i was dying in boredom.I couldn't sleep n the bus was like wrecking so we start a conversation almost all the way of the trip we talked n talked but of cos with pauses..

At the beginning he asked me few questions thn i felt the urge to talk because i sat on a wrecked seat in a wrecked bus listening to the songs in my hp but with wrecked ear phones so i'm practically all wrecked.Plus i was dying of boredom and so i started out with...'Kuantan kat ne?'

and all came out..not really all of cos..like..what do u do now?where do u study?how is the subjects and the university and lots more questions that he asked me...

It's not really important what we talked about but it did really made the journey short.The conversation made me feel less bored.I think he asked me alot thn i asked him.He was like so interested to know more about me but maybe positively i think he's just finding topics to talk about to break the silence.

Then ,at around 3am i arrived at the Kuantan bus terminal.I was so relieved when i got out of that bus.It's not a really hard thing i when through to get home this time but it sure made me walked alot.I had to go through alot of things just to come home for this trip.Simple but alot.

On the contrary,i still get to go home.I did sigh alot but as D told me ' ur quite lucky u get a ticket ,some ppl didn't even get the chance to get on a bus'..

He's right.I am lucky.This is when buying a bus ticket earlier comes in handy,whatever happens for example like the thing that happened to me the other day wouldn't effect me much because i had ady bought my ticket home.Unlike other peeps who were there at pudu and were finding just for any bus which was either lacking ppl or coincidencely empty.The peeps would only get a seat if they are alert or lucky.GEt it?yes?no?not really?maybe?GOOD!hahahahah...

Kali ni nk blk cm byk je delay.Maybe GOD was stalling me from something bad.

Well,whatever it was...

Syukur.