Kereta rosak day.

Today, seem so solemnly normal as I woke up, toss and turn in my bed before I got up to bath. Little that I know, today; is going to be a 'Car' day. In short, my car, my sister-in-law's car plus my bro's car gave a mash up nuisance today.

Firstly, my car. I was a the bank with my parents. I was there to make monthly payments at the BCDM and then my Abah told me afterwards that the temperature had risen rapidly. So, he turned off the engine, after I was done at the bank, he later tried to start the engine but it won't start. You see it was sudden. I really hope it's not that serious. Later, we called my 2nd bro to jump start the car and left it at a workshop we usually visit.

Secondly, my sister-in-law's car. It wasn't that serious but two car problems in a day was something. Her car tyre was out of air, she called Abah up and asked to bring the tyre fluid can filler in case the tire was punctured. Since we arrived home from the workshop, Abah manage to take the can filler to her. We got home and left with our other car. Thank GOD for a second car. When we met up the tyre was considered okay with the help from Abah.

Thirdly, now this is getting a bit weird. Three car problems in a day was really really weird and it's like 'WTH' in the mind kind of reaction. This time my 3rd bro was in trouble. After we left my sis-in-law, we went to a supermarket to buy some groceries. My bro called when we were about to enter the premise. So, he had to wait for us like almost an hour or so. His car's battery was weak so it's won't start. We met up at the petrol station near by our house and jump start the car to bring it home.

Phew! What a day? HAHA!

D & I

By the way, D is giving positive 'signs' recently, been contacting me quite frequent and vice versa. I don't know what's in the mind but I see 'nice' moves from D to me. :) At least, thinking about it makes me happy.

Unmotivated

It's hard when you really wanted to do something and you needed help to start but no one is there to believe in you, hence; join you to start that adventure. I thought I have my main close friend in believing in what I want to achieve. Sadly, I was wrong.

At this very moment, I don't know how many times tears kept running out of my eyes and dried out on my cheeks. I guess I had put high expectations on who I thought would believe in me. If you couldn't join me perhaps you could have motivated me.

The very least I could do now is to calm myself down. I have to understand that maybe they don't understand what I tried to convey on them, on the positive note; of course. I really wanted to talk to D and cry on the phone about this matter but what different would it make? I just wanted someone to comfort me and I'll sound so weak if I called D.

It's okay. I just need to let this off my chest. Never thought it'll be hard to swallow. I have to think positive and not give up. I will NEVER give up. NEVER!

Everything happens for a reason. I have to be strong! Amin. Syukur! :)

Did thou ever see? (sad version)

Deceiving it may seem,
Roses seen so rare,
So black that it beam,
Did thou ever see?

In grieve it may seem,
Jolly a kid could ever be,
'Til thou made her whim,
Did thou ever see?

Rozlina@3:50am - 02.02.2014