~hOme sWeet hOme

i'm home..reachd about 2am just nw..nw it's 3.53am..huhu..really tired,i was so cold in d bus just now..cn't really sleep..was tossing n turning..it was a very slow ride in d bus as it was an old bus..i did slept but was very un comfortable...well,i'm just grateful i'm home..huhu..

1.04am~24th sept~wowoowooo..blk kg...!!!

i'm going home tonite at 9.30pm..yay!!!!!!!

but just 4 a week...sigh!!din get another extra week 4 holidays..aaah!!so wat..at least i'm going home earlier thn some of my classmates..huahahahahaha...(evil laughter)

i feel lyk writing more but i feel like going to bed ady..yesterday slept late at 2 somthing in d morning..huhu..hmm..!!i think i'll just turn in 4 today..nite2 everyone...blk kg..wowoowooo!!ZZzzzZZzzz....

p.s:went to fetch sara yesterday at ktm sg.buloh..she askd husna to drive her car der..husna askd me to accompany her,husna doesn't drive so well..huhu..thn we went to break fast(konon2nye la,coz i got my period) at Jusco Kepong..reachd unisel bck around 9-10pm..

ok..out~**

bob!!!!

i was on my way bck to unisel n i ran into bob at d lrt waiting station in kl central..haha..wat a coincidence..huhu..i was shocked...lyk he was yesterday..hehehe..it was at 3 something in d afternoon he was wit aida his twintech fren n saifud,shahir's classmate in fm6;on their way to Sogo..huhu..thn we part at Masjid jamek n i head to pudu to catch BUs Selangor d 147..huhu..bubye kl..hello unisel...n on wed...hello ktn..bubye kl n unisel..hahahhaha..(^___^)

the surprise~breaking fast wit my twintech frens at mid valley!!!

yesterday 20th sept i went to break fast wit my twintech frens n it was fun most of d tym..huhu...

at 1st i din wana go coz i was supposed to hv a test dis tues n i decided to stay in hostel n study but later b4 i went out wit thm,my lect' 4 'INtro to Psycholinguistics' said he wana finish a few more topics b4 he gives us a test..so..my test was down to 1 n d 1 is Mis eda's test for 'Reading 4 Academic PUrposes' n i hvn't read mush on it yet..huhu..prepare to DIE!!!!!


thn ders another prob y i dun wana go to d breaking fast event dat was wit my frens,i dun wana go coz sopi my fren is coming along too...it's bcoz i'm still pissed wit wat he didi to me recently..he sorta lyk one of my classmates n i sorta wana help himto tackle her thn i sorta tease sopi in his fs..n guess wat..he said he's embarrassed wit wat i've said..thn he said i'm a big mouth..he said tht if he told me anything i wud spread it n make a big fuss out of it..

i was freaking pissed..n he din recognize me in ym..pergh!!wat an idiot!!thn again i let it go..it's no use of being angry 4 somthing small 4 a long tym..u c,i dun lyk to keep grudges or anger in myself..i luv being happy n a go lucky gal..huhu..

ok ..back to d story...so i decided to go to d event but i told all my frens dat i'm not going...everyone including ainie,yan sengal,bobo,sopi,sweet..huhu..

thn i decided to surprise my frens dat i'd be der witout thm knwing it...so i gotta hv someone to help me out...so i told only sweet tht i'm going..hahaha....he askd me y d change of mind..i said 'atas permintaan ramai dats y i wana go'..hahaha..

thn wen d real day came..no one knws except sweet..thn wen i wana meet up wit sweet in kl Central..bob msgd me...follow up wit d dialogue..hehe~~

bob: Rina,jom buke pose skali..nape rina xjoin ktorg?

me: De hal la bob...(lying!!haha..)korg dh jmpe ke?kt mn tu?

bob: bob ngn suid on d way g mid..jmpe dgn sopi,yan , ainie...

me: OOo..lmbtnye..ingt dh jmpe dh..xpe r..nnti bob kim slm rina kt diorg ye?bob pose xrini?

bob: tu r psl,suid pnya psl la,tdo2 jer..tu yg lmbtnye..Insyaallah rina,6t bob sampaikn slm rina kat diorg ya..pose lah arinie..dh lima hari pose t'msk rinie..

me: Oo..ptt la..nape plk?bob bkn nek bas ke g lrt?o yeke?bgs r kalo bob pose tmbh pahale..hehe..nnti nk buke kt mid ye?ktne?

bob:bob tunggu suid mari kolej amik,dia dh jnji nk amik bob dgn moto...hehhe..xpose pn dh b'tmbh comel,nie bob pose lg meletop
la...hahaa..ha'ah,rncng buka kt mid je...tatau la plk ktne?kt kfc @ mdn slera kot..

me: oo..makin bulat?ish3..ms buke jgn r mkn byk sgt..tu ikut nafsu
namenye..huhu.ala rina ckp kt bob tp rina pn same debab gk..huhu..ainie
sume dh de kt mid ke?(i knw ady but pretend lyk i duno)

bob: Tatau plk,sbb dy n sopi p jln loyat pg td,nie bob dgn sweet dlm lrt,nk g kl
sentral jmpe kwn suid,o ya suid sound kau rina..hehe..(suid was acting lyk
we're not meeting up..haha)

me: OoO..kwn sweet sape?sweet sound aku pe?hehe..(i play along wit
sweet..huhu)

bob: ermm,tatau plk sape,aku tnye dy,dy gtau awek..hehehe..suid sound kau xdtg
pose same2..

me: ckp ngn dy aku de hal la..(i 'm lying again!!)..suidnye awek?ish3..bile suid de
awek ni?aku xtau pn..

dis is wen dey reachd kl central n sweet called me dat dey arrivd ady..huhu...thn bob replied my previous msg..but i din reply him bck coz i was on d way to d other railway to meet thm n i was at d opposite to avoid from ainie n others from seeing me,so dat d surprise does not blow up..huhu..so i was on my way to d other side of d railway to meet up wit sweett n bob hu still did not knw dat i was following thm too to mid..hehe..

thn sweet saw me 1st n i stood beside him..bob din saw me yet coz he was facing d other way frm sweet n wen he wen turnd n saw me..he was lyk so shockd plus happy plus smiley..huhu..dat was nice..giving some one a surprise is just very nice..gives someone d happiness..i luv doing dat..

haha..so to cut evrything short..we wen to mid n waitd 4 ainie n all to come..thn..we waitd but ainie n all was not at mid yet so i called k.lina to cover my tym der since sweet n bob was not entertaining me..so untill 1 moment i put down my hp n askd bob.."sopi sume dh sampi lg ke?"

n thn..

'Rinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa'..ainie saw me n called out my name n came to me n hugged me..huhu..thn sopi saw me n yan too..yan oso came n hugged me too..huhu..evryone was happy i was der..huhu...i was abit blur but i was very happy to c thm happy wit my presence..hehe..

well,later dat day was history..all taking photos together n i met new frens..hafiz a.k.a kaka n his fren,just knew his name frm sopi coz he is sopi's fren too..sopi calls him bedu..hmm..weird name,huh?!..haha..

kaka is bob's roomate too n a fren of sweet too..hehe..


the one in white is kaka n the one standing furthest bck is bedu..but thn..just meet just lyk dat , get to knw n go bck..huhu..biase la kn..huhu...wel,an experience la kt kn..huhu..


dats d surprise story...huhu..evrything ended at 10pm wen we all went home,i separated wit ainie,yan,sopi at mid komuter station..i separated wit bob n sweet in kl central n i went home alone wit d comuter to port klang..hehe..o yea,yan brot along her younger sis n her mak su..a 27 year old woman..haha..well..yesterday was fun..totally happy..brings me smiles everytime i remmbr it again n again in mind..huhu

haha..i just dun wana end my blogging 4 dis..it just seem nice to just keep on going on n on..huhu..well,i hafta end sooner or later rite??haha..ooo...i was just happy yesterdy to sum it all up..ok thn..till later aite?ok bubye..

1.41am~sleepynye..yawn!!!

i am so damn sleepy but i'll blog 1st thn sleep..huhu..i came bck frm the outing just nw at 11 something almost to 12 am..huhu...the hostel gate was almost closed..but i managed to get bck b4 thy close it..huhu..

mcd was delicious..ate

BIG mac set

oreo mudpie mcflurry

banana pie..yum2!!huhu..

i was so full seh...hahaha..thn after tht me,husna,sara n elsa wen to karaoke..pergh!!2 hours i think i sang most songs..hahaha...it suppose to us rm 18 epr hour but th counter lady said later thn8pm the karaoke room wil cost us rm25 per hour..huhu..so we paid rm 50 per room...i had lots of fun,going 4 karaoke do really release ur stress..no doubt bout dat,dats 4 sure..huhuh..hmm..i think dats bout it..i had fun n just looking 4 ward to study tmrw or soon dis week..not going anywer i think..


i was suppose to go 4 a an outing wit my x-iuctt frens,ainie planned afast breaking n wana do it in kl central..but i decided not to go coz sopi is going sopi disapointed me..he made feel angry wit him..on d last outing wit him,shahir n all..he said he wana get to knw elia,my roomate but thn wen i sorta tried to help him ..he said i am being big mouthing or..heboh2..hmm..myb the way i sadi on fs is wrong coz it's in the commnt side so ..he said he was ashamed..sigh!!o well,myb just not my prob to bother bout his business..so?y bother rite??huhu..i'm just glad i do not nose around in ppl's business nw..huhu..biar la dy..ske ati r nk wat pe pn..not my life to worry..hahahha

i wana go n sleep nw..sleepy gile..haha..nite2..or morning..it's 2.12am ady..

4.32pm~17sept...NUzul Quran..

o ya!today is NUzul Quran..kat uma atas de majlis..xdpt nk m'gadap..i hope i dun 4get to selawat wen i'm out karaokeing tonite...forgive me 4 my sins Ya Rasullullah...Selamatkn lah aku kemana2 sj aku pergi Ya Rasullullah...Syukur..

yay!!i quite excited nw..i'm going to rawang in abit..going to a karaoke place but b4 dat me,husna n elsa r going to break fast 1st at Mcd evnthough elsa is Christian we assume she break fast oso..hahaha..i cn't wait to sing my throat out..hahahaha...

d only tym i've been to rawang was wen d 1 st me n my parents was finding where unisel was stated..n we got lost back thn..huhu..


$@#%@#%@#%...ooohhh..my stomach is growling so bad..huhuhu...drank water but din eat anithink coz it's sort of fasting month nw..huhuhu..lyk duh!??i knw i am not fasting bcoz of 'masalah perempuan'..haha..but wat the hey..wen we fast we really gotta fast wit eyes ,ears,mouth n all not just stomach u c..huhuhu..

niwae..supposed i b waiting downstairs at the guard house 4 sarah der but i'm still here blogging..haha..just telling dat i'm excited..

huhu..dunno wat tym i'll be bck tonite..myb around 10pm..told mom ady..she knws wer ever i go..no worries..huhu..bubye 4 nw..!!

2.32am~17th sept

i am feeling sad..maybe just nw during mr choo afternoon class..one of my classmates said "b'pijak di bumi yg nyata" to me..i felt abit sad with wat sh esaid to me...i dunno mybe i'm gonna have my period soon or something coz i feel so sad n feel lyk no one apreciate me..i'm so emotional rite nw..sigh!

she said dat to me bcoz b4 she turnd n told elia 'hi elia comel'..then i said 'kat elia je ckp kt sy xckp,thn she said dat phrase the one i mentiond above..i'm abit sad,am my dat small dat she can say dat to me??i knw dat i am overreacting but thn..sigh!!i just cn't 4get wat she said..

i knw i hv my own beauty but thn wat she said really cut me deep..sigh!i shudn't b crying nw..i knw i'm just wasting my tears 4 someone hu has no idea of wat i am capable of doing..

i knw dat..but i cn't help it frm crying..pls..give me the strength to overcome my low self -esteem Ya Rasullullah...i am nothing without u...pls help me..i need the strength to go along with my everyday life here..so much preassure and so much problems...

i learnt dat i am here bcoz i need to b independent but i also knw dat if i dun ask 4 ur help i am considered as selfish and an arrogant person...

i feel lyk i am much better nw dat i let this sadness out of my chest..i just need to tell someone..in my it is u..haha..Syukur Ya Rasullullah...

i am going to rawang tomrw..go karaoke wit sarah,husna,elsa an mybe farrah..told mak ady but she as usual always thinks of the consequences later b4 things happen..i knw i shud listen to her but i'm not doing anything wrong..i'm just going to break fast n go karaoke..i'm excited because i wanna sing songs n let my tension out..dats my intention of going dats all..i dun hv to tell so much coz u knw how i feel and think..haha..i almost 4got bout dat..haha..nw i just hv to be strong n don't simply look down on myself for it is a really bad thing to do to myself..really4 bad..

i KNw I cAN do it,i am aWiNner!!

Syukur Ya Rasullullah...(^__^)

3.27am~current mood...NeeDs his Blessings..

Ya rasullullah....

i need ur blessings o so much..pls give me d strength to overcome my fears n wateva dat comes towards me..

i'm going under alot of stress and preassure nw n lately but ithink i'm alrite coz i have HIM always by my side..i dun wana put dat bad story in here coz i wana c all d nice things in my blog wen i read dis in future..mybe it wil sort of motivate me..(^__^)

i dun realli knw wat i learnt today frm wat had happend but i guess, like my mom said wen she called just nw..she said mybe it's 4 me ,so dat i can boost my wanting to study harder n not full around so much..and b more patient..

i hv to admit since i entered my 4th sem in Unisel..i've been sorta blur,i dun realli knw y..is it me or is it my laziness or wat?i think it's me..i must chnge b4 it's too late..i still hv tym..

WAKE UP REEnA!!!u gotta change,dun 4get ur goal and HIS advise ever!!!!!

Kalo nk blaja,blaja tul2..jgn bazir ms n duit!!

u hv d support frm ur parents n evryone in ur family..and especially from HIM.,dun evr 4get dat..u can do it!!prove to urself dat u can..think of other probs later,finish wat u started 1st...believe HIM n believe in URSELF!!

Do not underestimate urself,throw away ur low self-esteem..u cn't afford to hv it nw or wenever in ur life..u hv so much to learn and if u always keep urself back thn wen r u gona walk with ur head up??!!so change n improve..u still hv tym..rmmbr dat u still cn make a different in ur life and dis is for ur parents..dun ever let them down..dun ever let them lose hope towards u..

Rmmbr ur goal to make thm happy until their last breath....Remember!

12th sept ..~.9.46pm.~..dreaming or lazy???

it has been almost 1 week i'm staying in a hostel...me n elia managed to get a room..huhu..
i get d same floor n same side of bed ..same as my previous room..huhu..onli dat we're staying near d boys hostel..but noting to worry bout coz it's safe..

my current mood is lazy..sigh!!i got a quiz dis coming monday but i hvn't studied a single bit..curretnly in ktn n i hvn't even touch my asgmnts...wat happend!!!!????i gotta wake up n smell the air..i feel lyk i'm in a dream,cn't seem to wake up..

i really gotta strt tinking seriously..or not my pointer wil drop..i dun want dat to happen...


last tym i came home was independence day on 31st aug..i was rushing wit so much asgmnts cn really think strait..huhu..tot i was dying from it but i did finishd..hahahah..

i'll post more..i just simply feeling lazy..shish!!