Sigh!I miss my car.I want to speed like hell and lose all tension in me. . .I like to drive dangerously when I'm alone of course.=)
I soooo miss you Spectra!
Monday, 30 May 2011
The serious talk. . .
A date to be remembered:29 May 2011. . .confrontations of truth by D and me. . .16 minutes that worth so much to me. . .Thank you God!~=) <3 Time will tell where our fates lay.
Thursday, 26 May 2011
drifting apart. . .
Lately, everything did not turn out as what I have expected. Day by day I realised that i am becoming someone else. I tend to be more difficult for people to understand. I don't blame them. I have to stop being so honest and sometimes lay back and bluff a little. That way, i can make people feel abit more happy perhaps with what ever they have done.
Friends drifting apart. As the saying goes, "Friends do come and go but only the ones who never left matters the most". . . .I wonder if there will ever be a friend that will stand by me forever.
Things get complicated every step of my life. I am grateful for GOD has given me the lesson to stand strong to face the future. At the same time, I admit I had neglected some people and some things in my life. Everyone have problems, no matter how much hardship they face or no matter how they are challenged; it's not the things they go through that is important but the journey they experienced and how they overcome them during the challenges are most valuable.
I'm tired to talk my heart out to people who just don't want to be transparent with me and are afraid to be as honest as me. I might get hurt when honesty comes into my face, trust me i will face it with great bravery that GOD has lend to me but when you just refuse to be transparent with me for the 2nd time. . .I just draw the line. I'm tired of pouring my feelings out to the person who just would like to keep their feelings to themselves. I also respect their decision of doing so , they have their reasons. For now, I'll lay low. I'm sorry for being such a self-centred person but i need someone to tell me when i'm wrong and not just show your emotions and simply scold me. I'll just do nothing for now.
To sum everything up. I just want to be a happy person. I want to be friends with everyone Iknow and be cool most of the time. No problems needed, please! I need moral support, so who ever loves me please tell me that I'll be okay and pat my shoulder for the signal of your love if you can't hug me.
Friends drifting apart. As the saying goes, "Friends do come and go but only the ones who never left matters the most". . . .I wonder if there will ever be a friend that will stand by me forever.
Things get complicated every step of my life. I am grateful for GOD has given me the lesson to stand strong to face the future. At the same time, I admit I had neglected some people and some things in my life. Everyone have problems, no matter how much hardship they face or no matter how they are challenged; it's not the things they go through that is important but the journey they experienced and how they overcome them during the challenges are most valuable.
I'm tired to talk my heart out to people who just don't want to be transparent with me and are afraid to be as honest as me. I might get hurt when honesty comes into my face, trust me i will face it with great bravery that GOD has lend to me but when you just refuse to be transparent with me for the 2nd time. . .I just draw the line. I'm tired of pouring my feelings out to the person who just would like to keep their feelings to themselves. I also respect their decision of doing so , they have their reasons. For now, I'll lay low. I'm sorry for being such a self-centred person but i need someone to tell me when i'm wrong and not just show your emotions and simply scold me. I'll just do nothing for now.
To sum everything up. I just want to be a happy person. I want to be friends with everyone Iknow and be cool most of the time. No problems needed, please! I need moral support, so who ever loves me please tell me that I'll be okay and pat my shoulder for the signal of your love if you can't hug me.
I put aside all of my egos and ask for your kind blessings dear GOD for I am no one in this face of earth. Please put myself at ease and not think too much of things that could resolve easily with your help dear GOD. Love, hugs and kisses.
Monday, 16 May 2011
Don't give up, Reena!
Failure is not the end of a journey, as it only tests in life. Success is always available for one who thinks that life is a test.
Failure .... a word that we do not want to experience it, but it often comes close. A word that does not want us to meet, but often times we face.
Different faces of failure appeared. Targets are not met, the desire is not fulfilled, or never answered a prayer. Viewed from the perspective of the facts, the failure was bitter and even painful.
How much energy was released, the time has been sacrificed, all of which collapsed, but no positive results. All is definitely not something that can be perceived as a success that can be deferred where a smile when seeing his appearance.
The word "Success and Failure" is like a desperate man foods. Words that trigger the maxim "has a lot of salt" is a reference for those who had experienced through his life. Failure is a process many times to keberjayaan.
In life, many people who fail because they do not realize how close to success when they gave up. (Thomas A. Edison)
Thomas Edison is known from the first failure despite its success in making a lamp.People who succeed are those who want to change because people who succeed are willing to sacrifice body and soul to find a thousand ways to not fail.
Failure can not be repeated for the umpteenth time. They have a persistent determination to achieve what they wanted. As the proverb says that rafting rakitlah upstream, swim and then a mean sick sick first, then have fun. That maxim is best suited for the term Failure and Success.
"Do it repeatedly.
The most important things is the road to success. Never stop on the failure to-1000 time, because the to-1001 time is the possibility of your success. If you quit, then you will regret it forever.
That's called focusing on dreams, life goals or your dreams sendiri.Dan not underestimate your one or two steps, because without one or two steps, would not you have a thousand steps.
Grateful for what you have, because life is a beautiful gift from God. You must be sure that whatever is given by God. we are the best in all of us.
You will never realize that that was hairy caterpillar, now a beautiful butterfly flying there. You also never realized that the cactus and thorny rose bushes are now beginning to expand its interest. Beautiful flowers on which rests a beautiful butterfly. That is the meaning of a failure and success.
Rest assured that trouble will pass, that hard times would not be in vain if we are going through the mental strength and strong hearts. In fact, we will be those who are mature and wise beyond our age. We just have to deal with strong and steady heart.
What's the first we ever envisioned ambition in life, rest assured that one day we can reach it. Trust in the ability of ourselves. We just need to be patient underwent to arrive at our destination.
But believe me, if today we can not reach, and convince ourselves that we can grab it tomorrow. If you can not be achieved tomorrow, do not be pessimistic, as long as we live, it is our desire for a guard and defend, God willing, someday, we will also perform at the peak of glory as we had previously envisioned.
"During the ambition and strong desire to achieve your still awake, confident and believe that someday the goal will be within your grasp."
Failure .... a word that we do not want to experience it, but it often comes close. A word that does not want us to meet, but often times we face.
Different faces of failure appeared. Targets are not met, the desire is not fulfilled, or never answered a prayer. Viewed from the perspective of the facts, the failure was bitter and even painful.
How much energy was released, the time has been sacrificed, all of which collapsed, but no positive results. All is definitely not something that can be perceived as a success that can be deferred where a smile when seeing his appearance.
"It could happen that ye hate a thing which is good for you, and may be (too) ye love a thing which is bad for you, Allah knows and you do not know" (Al Baqarah: 216)
"Verily with every difficulty there is relief" (Al-Insyirah: 6)
The word "Success and Failure" is like a desperate man foods. Words that trigger the maxim "has a lot of salt" is a reference for those who had experienced through his life. Failure is a process many times to keberjayaan.
In life, many people who fail because they do not realize how close to success when they gave up. (Thomas A. Edison)
Thomas Edison is known from the first failure despite its success in making a lamp.People who succeed are those who want to change because people who succeed are willing to sacrifice body and soul to find a thousand ways to not fail.
Failure can not be repeated for the umpteenth time. They have a persistent determination to achieve what they wanted. As the proverb says that rafting rakitlah upstream, swim and then a mean sick sick first, then have fun. That maxim is best suited for the term Failure and Success.
"Do it repeatedly.
The most important things is the road to success. Never stop on the failure to-1000 time, because the to-1001 time is the possibility of your success. If you quit, then you will regret it forever.
That's called focusing on dreams, life goals or your dreams sendiri.Dan not underestimate your one or two steps, because without one or two steps, would not you have a thousand steps.
Grateful for what you have, because life is a beautiful gift from God. You must be sure that whatever is given by God. we are the best in all of us.
You will never realize that that was hairy caterpillar, now a beautiful butterfly flying there. You also never realized that the cactus and thorny rose bushes are now beginning to expand its interest. Beautiful flowers on which rests a beautiful butterfly. That is the meaning of a failure and success.
Rest assured that trouble will pass, that hard times would not be in vain if we are going through the mental strength and strong hearts. In fact, we will be those who are mature and wise beyond our age. We just have to deal with strong and steady heart.
What's the first we ever envisioned ambition in life, rest assured that one day we can reach it. Trust in the ability of ourselves. We just need to be patient underwent to arrive at our destination.
But believe me, if today we can not reach, and convince ourselves that we can grab it tomorrow. If you can not be achieved tomorrow, do not be pessimistic, as long as we live, it is our desire for a guard and defend, God willing, someday, we will also perform at the peak of glory as we had previously envisioned.
"During the ambition and strong desire to achieve your still awake, confident and believe that someday the goal will be within your grasp."
Monday, 9 May 2011
no one is perfect, HE told me. . .
Hi! I was supposed to come back with the happiest joyest story of my holiday trip in KL but it's the other way around. . .Go figure!
I don't know if it's because of my hormone was unstable or i was just thinking too much. I noticed things and i can sense what people feel easily towards me. I can see from their body language and how they react to me. HE told me that no one is perfect, so the best thing i could do now is just leave it and drop the subject. Even the closest person to you could be the furthest from you. Don't get me?Well, let's just put it this way. People tend to get comfortable to the person who is close to them and when that happens that is when they don't care to scold or not respect each other . They tend to forget that the other person also have feelings. It's hard to explain but that's what i'm feeling now. It's the small mistakes that you didn't notice that makes the big things happen.
I don't know if it's because of my hormone was unstable or i was just thinking too much. I noticed things and i can sense what people feel easily towards me. I can see from their body language and how they react to me. HE told me that no one is perfect, so the best thing i could do now is just leave it and drop the subject. Even the closest person to you could be the furthest from you. Don't get me?Well, let's just put it this way. People tend to get comfortable to the person who is close to them and when that happens that is when they don't care to scold or not respect each other . They tend to forget that the other person also have feelings. It's hard to explain but that's what i'm feeling now. It's the small mistakes that you didn't notice that makes the big things happen.
When you met someone you knew since childhood you suddenly changed for a second there. I didn't recognise you and when you came home, you became yourself again. Can i ever believe that you won't leave me just like that soon in future? Call me jealous, call me over reacting but this was what i felt. Please tell me that i was wrong, please tell me that you didn't repeat your own mistake by saying bad things about me with your old best friend. ='(
. . . .because i felt like you just did when i was not there with the 2 of you. . . .please tell me that i'm just thinking too much!sigh!~
. . . .because i felt like you just did when i was not there with the 2 of you. . . .please tell me that i'm just thinking too much!sigh!~
Tuesday, 3 May 2011
Core leave
At the place where i work, core leave equals to five days of leaves but for my case Monday was a replacement for Labour Day because initially it fell on Sunday. In that case, my leaves are saved by one day and was brought forward to the following holiday break which will be in June when I'll be going to Redang Island.
Few more days before I depart to KL by bus. My bus will be at 3pm on Wednesday on a Mara Liner bus. The planning is not yet confirmed on where to go and when but the list of destinations that were mentioned are as follows: Sunway Lagoon, I-City Light open park, Genting, Ajoe's place to see his new born brother and also Cik Arah's condition and more perhaps. You see we haven't really figure out of which would come first. The only thing that is confirmed is our bus departure time and that we're goin' to SL on thursday. Others, we'll discuss later. Pray that i have a safe journey to KL and back home in Kuantan soon okay?hehe...
Oh yea!We will leave KL on Sunday at 3.30pm by Transnasional. I didn't get Monday off so we had to leave for Kuantan abit early. If not,we would be home in the same bus as Azgar. Azgar will only finish his Workshop talk that he is attending by 6-7pm perhaps. So, K.lina n I will leave for Kuantan first.
So, i'll update about my trips and the sequence of places that i'll be heading to very soon k. . .Bubye!
So, i'll update about my trips and the sequence of places that i'll be heading to very soon k. . .Bubye!
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