Updates of Reena

HAllooo....world!

So far, I have applied for numerous number of jobs, went for 3 job interviews which i passed 2 out of three, I have rejected a job from Rhb because it's in KL and I'm thinking to reject the 2nd job from an insurance company on Monday. You ask me why?Hah!It's complicated.

I have an interview briefing tomorrow though, i don't know what would they talk about. The money looks good. I hope it's not a scam or something.

My convocation will be in Nov and I've just received a news about the convo list and my name is listed. Thank God! If everything goes well (which it always does!),i will attend my convo on 20th-22nd, either dates.

I'm thinking on starting my own biz. It's risky but everything has it's risk.huhu...Still under consideration of my bro, parents and also me of course. The money is good and teaching is effective. These ideas instill in me for the time being.

Relationships

In my opinion, after what i've experienced just a while ago; i would prefer not to be in any marriage. Love needs alot of hardwork. I think for now i will rather put all the hard work to a job then in a relationship or marriage. You ask me why? It's because love is temporary. Well, the real love needs alot of of hard work emotionally and mentally. Pure patience which comes in endlessly will let you have your love pouring in. I guess the type of relationship I'm referring to now is marriage. Our significant other whom we marry will change in time. Initially, he is charming but later you'll never know. What fate lies a head? I'm scared but if I were to fall into the situation i just saw just now, I would rather not be married.

GOD forgive me for my words.

I might regret what I've just written but I know that I hate what I've just witnessed.

i nvr learnt my lesson, did i?

Just a few days back that i said that i'm in good conditions with Izan n Mas but destiny proved me wrong.

Got into a quarrel. It's no use to quarrel anyways. Izzan calls ourselves best friends but i beg to differ. We got into a quarrel and she cut me deep. She hurt my feelings with selfish words. In the end, i noticed it's not good to stay angry n sad all the time. It will only make myself feel sick. I decided to send a message and say I'm sorry. Well, now she said she's really sorry too.

Maybe it's not everything that we can hold forever, it's not ours sometimes so we have to go on with life even if sometimes ppl don't want us. Today, i have said forgiveness to Izan n also my bro the ungrateful one rmmbr?yea! I guess it's gona be ok later. I'll just hv to know my boundaries.

I have learnt that i must not be nosy with people's prob. I must control my anger for if i allow anger to overcome me then I'm allowing Satan to take over me.