Too empathetic.

The other day the talkative boy cried in his sleep. I was sad to look at him in that condition. I caressed his forehead and kissed him on the edge of his left eye. I prayed for he will live a happy life and not suffer from sadness ever. I only hope for the best for him. If anything happens, I will be there for him. I may not know what lies ahead but I would not leave anything to harm him.

Earlier tonight, there was a short drama on TV3 and on that drama a young girl just lost her mother. She was just a child when her mother deceased. Extraordinarily, I could feel how she felt. I cried instantly when she was crying for her mother when she can't sleep. Her father who was in grieve tried to calm her down. He told her that her mother has gone far away to a place that no one else could go besides her mother and that if she loves her mother she should pray for her mother.

At that moment, I pictured of the lil' talkative boy's fate. I know GOD has a plan and we should honour what ever lies in our life but I just can't help the feeling and my tears just came running down my cheeks as I sat there . Lucky for me no one saw that I've cried.

I pray that the talkative boy will be alright and live a harmonious life ahead of him and that he will grow up to be someone important and not waste his life time. For me, I will observe him.

I cry to easily lately.

Cause of such suspicion.

I have to make a confession. Lately, I have been putting suspicious thoughts towards peeps. I do know that it's also sinful as to think as that but I just continue on doing it. I realised that it's only going to make my heart grow darker. I surely don't want that to happen to me, so I came across this page from a blog. It's about suspicions towards a cat that is very loyal to it's master but without further clarifications the master killed the cat due to plain suspicions.

I put this as a future reference of life for me. I do know that this is about a cat and not a story on humans but to me it's almost the same due to the wrong practice of the cat's master. I don't want to regret until to that extend. Plus, I don't want my heart to be black and I don't want to envy anyone for no reason. It's unhealthy. =)

Peace Out!

Things I want to do or GET! (short term)

I want to get a passport!

I want to visit Singapore.

I want to get a teaching job!

I want to BUY A CAR! (really3 need one)

I want to get a boyfriend  house! Oh, wait a minute! I just bought one. . . .errrr. . .HAHAHHAHA. . .!

Thank you GOD for the easy paths that you've led me.


(^____^)

Wanita

"Tercipta engkau dari rusuk lelaki
Bukan dari kaki untuk dialasi

Bukan dari kepala untuk dijunjung
Tapi dekat dibahu untuk dilindung

Dekat jua di hati untuk dikasihi
...Engkaulah wanita hiasan duniawi"
WANITA~~

Cheers~!

Cheers to the freakin' weekend
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Oh let the Jameson sink in
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Don't let the bastards get ya down
Turn it around with another round
There's a party at the bar everybody put your glasses up and I drink to that
I drink to that.

Life's too short to be sittin' round miserable
People gon' talk whether you doing bad or good, yeah
Got a drink on my mind and my mind on my money, yeah
Looking so bomb, gonna find me a honey
Got my Ray-Bans on and I'm feelin' hella cool tonight, yeah
Everybody's vibin' so don't nobody start a fight, yeah-ah-ah-ah

Cheers to the freakin' weekend
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Oh, let the Jameson sink in
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Don't let the bastards get ya down
Turn it around with another round
There's a party at the bar everybody put your glasses up and I drink to that
I drink to that.

'Bout to hop on the bar, put it all on my card tonight, yeah.

Might be mad in the morning but you know we goin' hard tonight
It's getting coyote ugly up in here, no tyra
It's only up from here, no downward spiral
Got my Ray-Bans on and I'm feelin' hella cool tonight, yeah
Everybody's vibin' so don't nobody start a fight, yeah

Cheers to the freakin' weekend
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Oh let the Jameson sink in
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Don't let the bastards get ya down
Turn it around with another round
There's a party at the bar everybody put your glasses up and I drink to that
I drink to that.

Cheers to the freakin weekend
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Oh let the Jameson sink in
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Don't let the bastards get ya down
Turn it around with another round
There's a party at the bar everybody put your glasses up and I drink to that
I drink to that.
And I drink to that.
I drink to that.
And I drink to that.