i am blessed!

the math bck then was

• 1+1+1+1=4

and

• 4-2=2

but then happens

• 2-1=1+(1)

and now

• (1)+1=1.5

hahaha..i know u don't get this but the math tells it all..

i sat there crying in that holy place feeling so down....

ignored by all the math i mentioned above except the (1)..

left there alone to think..

and then..

drove home and decided to check my money in the bank but the math failed me again when i saw the balance..

then drove home and i decided to go around 1 corner which i don't always pass tru,just to avoid going home too early by 5 mins...

how i was so freaking sad..

arrived home and went out of the car and went to push the gate open but it won't budge because my bro locked it..(it's been a while since the auto gate was broken)..

sadness turned into anger and open the gate by just one push with my angry might...(i usually take a few push to get the gate open wide,it's 1 heavy gate)..u can see how anger can give u the strength sometimes..haha

then,i pulled a long face to my parents and straight went up to my room with sadness+anger in my mind...sigh!

could not bear it...Ya Rasulullah

i threw my purse on the floor and my hps on the bed...

i could not bear it...Ya Rasulullah

switched the comp on and still could not bear it..

the anger started to cool down really fast as i rmmbrd HIM..

n later.. D replied my msg..

i smiled at his 1st reply..

he made me smile again..

after a few msgs,he made me understand...

but i was still very much in a crying mood..

when to the kitchen,as i was feeling really hungry as i took a very early dinner this afternoon..

met mom downstairs in the living room still awake..

took some food and talked with Emak..

All the tears running tru my cheeks as i could not bear it.

After the talk,it made me realised that i have forgotten that I am Blessed!

I have been.Ever since i was in my Emak's womb.When i was a baby i received a gift( for the 1 i knew,maybe there was more..).All tru out childhood,i received thousands of gifts and in my adolescence years i also received a gift and now i should be thankful as i am always been given special gifts and not just by anybody.This person is special.The person is......

haha..it's a secret!i can't tell because it won't be a secret anymore would it?hahahaha....

I just know i am blessed.i should not worry of other ppl.If no one is there when i'm sad,so be it.I know where to turn to.I know i have been neglecting my priorities in life.I am sorry.I know sorry is not good enough .I am going to fulfill my responsibility especially to GOD,parents and myself.

This is just a small matter.In future,i believe there is much more harder and difficult issues i have to overcome.If in this small matter everyone is tired of me,let's just see how the future holds the story.*BE STRONG GIRL,the ride is getting tougher.Hold HIM tied!**

'Jangan buang masa,duit..nak blaja..blaja btul2...',said and always been referred as the important quote.*

kiko..kiko...hahaha

one sunny afternoon....

'ckp pe dulu?'...i said..*(passing the cornflakes)*

"kiko..kiko",faris said.*(taking the cornflakes from me)*

i laughed,'hahahah..'

**kiko-thank you.

embarrassing moment

have you saw the scene in the movie called 'White chicks' where they were shopping and trying the clothes on and at 1 part one of the niggar or white chick's clothes just went wrong...

well,i sorta went tru tht just this afternoon but not as dramatic as the one in the movie..hehe..

i went for an unintentional shoppping today and i mean very last minute decision that my Emak asked me to buy some new clothesas i always go out wearing the same old bluse or t-shirt..anyhow,my parents and i went to Kuantan Parade and i got a hold on a blouse and went to the fitting room to try it on..the 1st two blouses was alright but went i tried on this 1 cool looking blouse which is not my usual colour,two of the buttons just fly off the bluse when i tried it half way...so embarrasing but thn again funny too!hahahahha...thn Emak came and gave me another blouse to try on and i told Emak and Emak said,"biarlah"...hahhahaha

so funny sia,i just vandalised the blouse and the promoter didn't notice it..hehe...

to be frank,the button popped off the blouse because my boobs are big..hehe..that part of the blouse that i couldn't fit is the breast part which is a lil' narrow.Then , after i came out of the fitting room i just buat muka xb'slh and just gave it to Emak and Emak put the blouse beside other several blouses..hehe..

so bad i tell ya...

i bought 3 blouses but minus the blouse wihtout buttons of cause..hehe..

geramnye..

another story to tell..

i know someone, a friend..

either she's nuts or hv something lose in her brain..

i don't know how many times she did wrong to her son but i just can't take it anymore..

but thn i know of 2 times that she made her son cry so hard tht it really broke my heart everytime i heard about it..

he's just so lil'..

the 1 st time was when her son fell of the stairs..HOW I REALLY FEEL LIKE BEATING HER UP!her husband don't know about it but i bet if her husband knew,he will do the same thing as what i just mentioned.Imagine your child fell down the stairs,would you feel bad or something?

Then later..her son cried 1 night.He cried so bad that he took about 5 minutes to stop crying.She said it's just a mosquito bite.Hey woman!Even an idiot knows how a mosquito bite feels like.It won't make a baby cry for 5 minutes non-stop u $@%@#$@#$!#.....sigh !what a mofo!

i just can't take it anymore.Witnessing something and hearing about it makes me sick of her attitude.5 minutes is just a short while for ppl like us but for a baby to stop crying after 5 mins is a heartbreak for me.I felt so miserable when ever her son cry so badly.

That poor lil' guy is a strong boy.I hope nothing bad will happen to him in future.Another thing is tht,his mother will always do a stupid thing when ever she wana put him to sleep or something.For exmple,carrying him and swinging him side to side from left to right and vice versa really fast.FYI!it's not good for a baby to practice tht because it will effect the brain.Well,i guess the baby's mom is not educated tht's y things like these happens.

I really hope this woman change and don't suffer her son so much.Try to be more careful and don't let ppl find you do stupid mistakes from handling ur baby ,woman!i really do feel like using cursing words to that woman like b**tch or sl*T but i hv to rethink tht mybe one day i'll hv my own child and i don't know how i'l act but 1 thing i know i won't put my child in suffocation manner.i don't want my child to suffer because of my carelessness.I will regret for the rest of my life for what i did if anything happens to my child.

I really wonder how she felt after all tht she did to her son.I really wonder.I think she sure will feel very bad because 1st she was careless towards her son and still is,2nd she lied to her husband,3rd she lied to herself,4th she lied to her husband's family and 5th i really don't know how she can cope with all of her wrong doings.She can lie to everyone and her son might not talk now and tell his grandmom or grandad the truth but GOD knows .AND she can nvr run from tht!

I am so pissed off!How can any mother do that to her child evnthough it was an accident,it is still your responsible as a mother.You should take good care of your child and nvr let him or her out of your sight!

I hope i won't do these things to my child in future.I pray to GOD and take these things as the moral of the story.

hearing stories about her attitude also gets on my nerve.SHIT!(pls excuse my language)

one word..

It's not as easy as you might think! Copy and change the answers to suit you and pass it on by tagging 20 OF your friends. It's really hard to only use one word answers. Be sure to tag the person you received it from!(i won't tag anyone..who wanna do it pls help urself!)

1. Where is your cell phone?floor

2. Your significant other? renewed

3. Your hair? nice

4. Your mother? fantastic

5. Your father? marvelous

6. Your favorite place? home

7. Your dream last night? ambitious

8. Your favorite drink? alot

9. Your dream/goal? progressing

10. What room you are in? bedroom

11. Your hobby? lepak-ing

12. Your fear? HIM

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy

14. Where were you last night? home

15. Something that you aren't? thin

16. Muffins? choc

17. Wish list item? love

18. Where you grew up? selangor

19. Last thing you did? typing

20. What are you wearing? kurungs

21. Your TV? JVC

22. Your pet(s)? CoBUck

23. Friends? unreliable

24. Your life? pretty

25. Your mood? sleepy

26. Missing someone? nope

27. Car? Pajero i.o

28. Something you're not wearing? watch

29. Your favorite store? adidas

30. Your favorite color? blue

33. When is the last time you laughed? 10.40pm

34. Last time you cried? forgot

35. Who will resend this? unthinkable

36. One place that I go to over and over? beach

37. One person who emails me regularly? none

Top 20..yay!

ok this are the pics taken just this afternoon....

the host said,'adik Faris Azraei bin Mohd Rozlini sila nek ke pentas..hahaha...

ala,Faris closed his eyes..

b4 the function started..

in the clinic for babies,beside Twins baby shop..there's a playgorund..hehe..

hehe..cbuk je..taken yesterday nite..

i think that's all..hmm..i'm not really sure if that's all actually..haha..ok2..if there's more pics i'll upload later okay?i gtg n bath..gotta go out real soon..

c ya..

bubu..

festival of tests has ended,it's a H.O.L.i.DAy!

Some random pics that i would like to share with you..you..and you..erm..also you..yes,you!hehe...

one of the books that i'm using this semester..i find the cover very interesting..suits the title!

a comic strip in the book..

talks about bilingual person,kinda funny if u get the joke..hehe

during the festival or should i say war

just completed the notes for 1 of the subject..

..:sunset in UNiSEL:..

it's been 2 days that blogspot has a prob in uploading pics.I think it's just mine bcoz when i askd my friends they said their account has no prob what so ever.Well,i'm glad that it's ok now.i was able the pics above .

well,i'm home for the holidays.i hv 1 week off.i reached home at 3.30am yesterday.i just came back from a prize giving session for costume photo contest where my nephew Faris Azraei won the Top 20.It's sad not the get the Top 5 but thn again it's quite ok because being the Top 20 is also great after knowing that the babies that took part was 700 of 'em.Wow!such a big number right?haha..Faris brought home a hamper for his tiger costume pose.hehe..rawr!

i'll upload some pics in my ext post,it seems tht my phone is not with now..huhuh..because the pics are in my hp.

rOzLIna-oloGY!

no one tagged me but i think this is fun so i decided of doing it..hehe..

Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology"

IF I TAGGED YOU, PLEASE PUT THIS UP ON YOUR PAGE AS A NOTE AND TAG SOME OTHER PEOPLE!

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

What is your salad dressing of choice?
*thousand island

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
*pizza hut?haha..

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
*all those balls..ehem!not tht balls...e.g:fishballs,chicken balls,sotong ball etc

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
*pepperoni..yum!

What do you like to put on your toast?
*kaya n butter..

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
*house r?erm..4..

Color of cell phone do you have?
*a brown ,a white and a dull blue..

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
*righty

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
*milk teeth,erm...slashes of skin when got into an accident..hehe..thn,tht's all i guess.

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
*my brain,b4 the test this afternoon..or my bag-on my way back to ktn..

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
*nvr..wonder y?hmm..am i too strong?haha..

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you gonna die?
*it's scary to know but i would prefer to know so that i can improve and do all the good things b4 i die!

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
*naa!i love my name..y change?it's a great name..:P

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
*bring it on!but must c how big the bottle is first..hehe..if cannot drink i won't do it..don't want to kill my body..


************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
*erm...none!

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
*nvr..

Last person you talked to?
*on the phone or face to face?if phone-ajoe..if f 2 f-my parents..

Last person you hugged?
*emak-last 2 weeks..just now xsempat nk hug..tmrw i'll go n hug la..hehehe..

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season?
*i like the snow...want to experience it real life 1 day..if can!1 day oso can..hehe

Holiday?
*to me..spending time with family and friends having happy time at any place is a holiday..eventho' it's just the mall...

Day of the week?
*weekends

Month?
*march..hehe

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
*i miss HIM..

Mood?
*eyes r all puffed up but to stubborn to go to sleep...so the mood is sleepy~

What are you listening to?
*total silence

Watching?
*my someone ass..haha..no la..nothing is on..it's 5.50am now

Worrying about?
*money...

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
*to my studying table

What's the last movie you saw?
*ong bak 2...syiok!

Do you smile often?
*yea!i like to smile+laugh alot!

QUESTIONS

1) Do you always answer your phone?
*yes i do!

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
*some old fren i guess..haha

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
*blue..haha..sure look like an alien..confirm!haha..

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
*sonic?erm...hmmm..next Q pls..

5) Do you own a digital camera?
*nope..tot of buying 1 but mybe i'll save up money thn i'll buy..

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
*yup,a couple of oscars but they died bcoz i was outta town and they can thn lpr for 2 days onli..i went for 3 days and when i came home they are busy floating ady..sigh!

7) Favorite Christmas song?
*silent night..so peaceful when i listen to tht song.

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
*lots of teddys,lots of cards,lots of hugs,lots of kisses and lots of everything...not much..just lots of 'em all...hahahhaha...

9) Can you do push ups?
*can..it's easy..i can't do pumping..tht's hard..i'll be tired at the 5th count if doing pumpings.

10) Can you do a chin up?
*is that the 1 when u lay flat and facing towards the ceiling and later u push urself towards the ceiling?if yes,i can do that..i know i'm heavy but i can..no lie!

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
*excited..

12) Do you have any saved texts?
*yup..bunches of 'em..

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
*yes..in 2001..BMW 7 series total loss..

14) Do you have an accent?
*o yea!i like to have my breakfast every die...(translation:i like to hv my breakfast everyday!~british accent..hahahha...)..i speak without any accent..i speak like me,no other styles..i don't immitate..

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
*a song from celine dion..can't rmmbr the title..sonthing about a new day or something..

16) Plans tonight?
*it's 6.06am..hmm..still no idea now..it's too early to think bout tonite...go out 4 dinner mybe..

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
*felt the rock but nvr sunk to the bottom yet...mybe i will but staying away from it as far as i could now...

18) Name 3 things you bought in the last week?
*rice,vege and nasi lemak..hahahhahaha...naa!no money adn busy..i didn't even go out 4 valentines...too busy studying..almost went out but didn't..

19) Have you ever been given roses?
*yea once,by uncle aan..when i was admited to the hospital in 2001...haha.. a fake one but it was nice...hope for more roses to come tho'..

20) Current worry?
*answered ady...

21) Current hate right now?
*too sleepy to think about hating..hahah...

22) Met someone who changed your life?
*met so long ady...intend to nvr break the chain...NVR!

23) How did you bring in the New Year?
*with hope i 'll succeed and my family will hv happiness and far from hardships

24) What song represents you?
*no idea seh!gimme comments on this if u hv any idea..haha

25) Name three people who might complete this?
*anyone i guess..

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
*studying....

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
*HIM...family ~home~sleepiness~

story telling time..

another day or should i say morning because it's 1.32am again..scary how yesterday morning i looked at the time it aslo showed 1.32am..pergh!scary!hehe...

anyhoo!another morning with another story to tell..

i was supposed to study but i slept.sigh!i slept at 10pm something just a while ago and now i don't think i can go to sleep.I think that's a good thing because i can study now.hehe..Hopefully what i study will be stored up into my brain permanently..hehe...

i am about to tell a complicated thing to u..so if u don't like complicated-ness..pls don't continue reading ok?

so i guess u like complicated-ness,that's why you proceed with my post for today..(^__^)..well,it's your choice.

let me ask u something.

Have you ever wanted something so bad that you just can only sigh and cry quietly when you can't get hold of what you wanted?

i did.

i don't always hv this cravings .I am the type tht would always get what i want.Not saying that i'm the whiny and princess type.It's just that,if i really wanted something i'll save up my money or something and buy it.Yea,another factor is also because i'm the only daugther and also the youngest..i tend to get whatever i desire.If the thing does not make any sense in my parents' mind then of causei would not get it.Pls be sensible k?

x kan la if i want a rifle thn my parents gonna allow it..sigh!(-__-")

back to the story...

i had a craving over something at one moment..i want it so bad that i imagined that i was holding it,wearing it..(it's a thing ok..nothing fancy or porn..just something that comes from fabric,so don't go imagining stuff..haha)

i remembered i was in the bus and i thought of how i would looked if i wore it..BUT it didn't happen.I was speechless.The only thing i could do at that time was take a long deep breathe and my tear drops started to fall from my eyes which i can't hold much longer.I was so.....sigh!

how i wanted it so badly.well,it's ok.I know that not everything that we want will always be ours.i believed that there's always a reason for it.No matter what we want in life either materials or prosperity burger or the happiness of life..haha..we may have it and may not have it..

All my life i have been a very happy go lucky person.I tend to keep it that way.I know i'm very emotional.I can change my mood at any time BUT i'm not crazy okay?!hahahaha...

This is just the way i am.I can be angry and happy later in just 5 minutes.I don't like to be angry for so long.So don't simply judge me.Get to know be better then u can judge me.I don't mind.

Lately i had the fight of my life(so called)..that is when i thought to myself...'should i always concern on to others if they don't concern on me?','should i care about ppl's life if they didn't care less about me?','should i be there for them when they are in trouble when the only thing they remmbr about me is bossing them around but instead i was always there when they needed me?'....should i?

after that,i decided to be blur...the only thing matters now is HIM,my family and the really close ones....i have shut down all my 'concern' on to others perception of life.I only give my help to the ones who really seeks it from me.I won't go to you and ask you what has gone wrong questions anymore.I have learnt my lesson.

Being blur is much more better.You don't have to think about other ppl's prob,you don't have to rmmbr so much about ppl's matter or birthday*(eventhough i do..it's like fixed in my brain..haha),you don't have to make your life miserable and so much more.I do have to admit that being blur also has the disadvantages.hehe..like most things do.The disadvantages are that you don't really get ppl to come to you.Ppl c u so blur that they think you're boring.

I am blur but i don't do boring.I just act blur but i'm a joker inside..hehe..so don't judge,get to know then only judge.

**enough complicated-ness for today?haha..i told you it would be a complicated.

i just feel like typing whatever i feel like typing tonite..it's 2.14am now and still blogging.hehe..

okay to those who want to stop i bet you can stop now.I wanna write some more.

well, i guess you like my story?haha..ok,i have to confess that i am a straight forward person.I say what i feel.I used to be.Now,i try to keep it inside.I lose my friends because i'm a sharp tongue.They thing i'm there to boss them around.i did it because i want them to be better in waht so ever.Well, i lost most of my friends because of my thoughts and my big mouth.Emak said i don't have to advise anyone ,what for?do they listen to you?do they take your advise?so dear don't waste your time worrying about ppl's prob.Worry about urs and ur future.And also HIM.That's the most important thing.

i also hv to agree with what Emak told me.She is always right.No one did listen to me unless K.lina.No one did took my advise.No one did appreciate me for what i did unless k.lina.No one.I'm not asking for a big thing.I'm just asking to be someone who i need when i'm in trouble.Maybe i'm a self-centred person who always think of myself.Well, i don't know because there is no one who would point it out to me.I only know that i am a very straight forward person that hurts ppl's feelings.hahaha....that's y i decided to be blur.

Not much to think.

**enough already?hahaha..u made it this far n read everything that i wrote..Congratulation!
Well,this is just what i feel for now.Who knows..i might be so much better later in future..maybe more cheerful then now..i really hope so!*cross fingers*

gotta go back to reality and study.BUbye fantasy blog..haha..*waving goodbye*

it's 2.32am..an hour after 1.32am...scary!

hardness

my 1st test on educational psychology was a wreck...

when i looked at the questions,i rmmbr i hv studied on it but cn't seem to rmmbr what's the full info on it..sigh!

u know when u hv those flashbacks tht u flip tru and read about the theories but somehow u cn't recall it when u wanted to right it down on the paper..?tht's what i frequently go tru when i get to excited to answer the question i know..i got mixed up with the theorist i hv read about.i can't rmmbr which theorist is from wat category.really sickening!

sigh~!just hope for the best n believe in HIM is what i hold now.

ok,now my roomate is snoring again while i;m typing this.GREAT!hahaha..

i'll upload some pics.i want to show all of u how my notes look like..hehe..colourful i tell u..
not that i want to show off my notes but just to make my blog accessorise with pics like a girl accessorise by wearing jewelleries ,like cars accessorise by getting modifies and like..ok.tht's more thn enuv e.g i hv put out for u..hahaha..

i gotta study..got 2 more tests to go..n i am 4 days away from home...not including the counting of hours and seconds tho'..hehehe....ok thn..it's 2.10am now..

good morning and bubu...

tagged yet again..huhuhu

k.hani tagged me again..hehehe..

i like tags,it's like surveys...:P

Here are the rules - post this list on your profile (in Notes) replacing my answers with yours.
Tag 25 people to do the same thing. Don't forget to Tag the person that tagged you!

If I tagged YOU, it's because I want to know more about YOU!

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
*~nope..my name is all me..only that i share my name with my third bro,the diff is that his name end with an 'i' ..

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
*~hmm...can't rmmbr.....

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
*~not really but i can't do anything about it..so i like it i think...hahah

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
*~fish..ikan merah is good..huhu

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
*~yup,2 of them..one is buck n another is cobra..i call thm 'CoBUck'..hahahhahaha

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
*~not until i get to know me,that is another person..get it?yes?no?not really?good..hahahah ..

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM
*~only to close ones,can't really used sarcasm to ppl u just met,u might just get 1 free red mark on ur face..hahaha

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
*~yes,i do...

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
*~i would if i hv the chance..don't c any bungees in m'sia..

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
*~coco crunch..hehehe..the healthy one is cornflakes of cause

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
*~nope..

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
*~vanila choc chip or peppermint

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
*~hair

15. RED OR PINK?
*~red

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
*~my so unwelcome face..haha..ppl who don't know me will always say i hv an angry looking face

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
*~right now?HIM..i miss you soooo much....

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
*~i dont' like to choose and tag..wanna do it..pls do..hehe..self service ok?hahaha...

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
*~erm..wearing brown shorts and not wearing any shoes..in the room..

20. WHAT IS THE ONE WORD YOU TEND TO OVERUSE?
*~sakit!

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
*~nothing..just a few ppl who don't know how to sleep at 1.32am like talking outside my window...

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE
*~blue...hehehe...

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
*~fried egg..hehe...for now..

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE
*~emak..

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
*~no..i don't like her..haha..kidding k.hani..of cos i like u..

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH
*~hmm...bowling

27. HAIR COLOR?
*~burgundy but faded..now it's brownish black

28. EYE COLOR?
*~Dark Brown

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
*~nope...abah xbg...

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
*~asam rebus..yum2

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
*~both pls..

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
*~Underworld III

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
*~Blue

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
*~both pls..i would like to experience the snow 1 day..

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
*~oxox...both pls..hehehe...sorry, i cn't help it..

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
*~no idea who...

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
*~really no idea..self service rmmbr?..haha

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
*~An introduction to sociolinguistics.....a textbook of one of my subject..festival of tests is here,so reading is an advisable thing to do now..huhuhu

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
*~not using any mouse so got no mouse pad

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
*~prison break for a few minutes and thn off to study again..damn

42. FAVORITE SOUND(S).
*~roomate snoring..(tht is so sarcastic..haha...)..no i don't like to hear ppl snoring..
i like peaceful sounds like the birds in the morning or when the sun is setting

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
*~beatles is nice

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
*~singapore

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
*~reading ppl's feelings even when he/she do not notice it..it's not a talent tho' i guess..

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
*~Hospital assunta,PJ

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
*~don't know..self service!

48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE?
*~erm..tru mail..hahahahah..naa!got no one yet to be my hubby..i wonder who..heheheh....(sarcasm)

why are u here?your a 5th sem not the 8th..

regarding to the title for today's post....

i went to a seminar yesterday.I went with my roomate k.azi .I accompanied her and i wanted to know more about the seminar she was about to go .Then ,yesterday i went.It's not that bad because no one know each other except for their own classmates and there were 3 different classes for the 8th semester.I just went into the Senate Room (where the seminar was held)like nobody's business..hehe..

NO, i wasn't asked like what i stated in the title,that's just a gimic..hehe..Then,the seminar started and it was hosted by an Uztazah from the UNisel mosque and a group of Counselors and their trainees.I was fine until i knew that Madam Zarihan was the one who handled the program.U c,madam Z is one of my lect and i know she sure can recognise me.So everytime she came into the room i cover my face.Luckily,she just came in once and nvr came in later on.Phew!haha..

O yea,the seminar is on 'Career'.For exmple how to get you prepared for an interview?How to dress?How to talk to the interviewer ?and lots more...It strarted roughly at 10.20am and ended at 11.30am i guess.It was their 1st attempt of doing such seminar for the students who are going out in their senior year for practical and has less then 4 months to graduation.It's a good one for their 1st time i should say.

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Yesterday was also my 1st day of period.Sorry for guys who are reading this.Yea some are not comfortable when this is involved..hahaha..well,i felt lonely yesterday.i know it's not a good thing.I was thinking of studying but my moood was terrible yesterday.I feel so alone.Plus,my roomate was not around.She had to go to HUKM because her father was admited and was there alomost 2 weeks now.

The thing with me is that,I can't stay alonE.I will feel like what i felt yesterday,the lonelyness(if there is such word)haha..yes there are my other housemates but i don't really feel like mingling with them unless the tv has a good show on.Sick right?hahahahha...but i'm fine with them only that i don't like to talk so much when i'm not in any mood.Yesterday is so weird i should say.Sigh!

well whatever..i guess it's my hormone which is not stabilized.i don't like this kind of feeling.I hate it soooo much!being gloomy is not a great thing,it sucks!i end up sleeping early yesterday at 12am.I did not study and just went to bed.i thought to myself i would wake up early today and study but just look at the time now,it's 10.47am and i'm blogging.Sick!

Luckily i bathed ady.NOw i'll just make some milo and start studying.hehehe....wish me good luck pls...i got a whole festive for tests nex week..One on MOnday,next on thursday and the last 1 b4 i go home for midsem break is on friday..thn,hallelujah!!!!!i'm off to go home,yay!!!!!!

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tagged by K.hani...

i was tagged by k.hani..huhuhu...

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : ROZLINA
2. A four Letter Word : RIMS
3. A boy's Name : RAZIQ
4. A girl's Name : RANI
5. An occupation : ROCKET SCIENTIST
6. A color : REDDISH BLUE
7. Something you'll wear: REALLY SHORT SKIRT
9. A food : ROTTEN EGG
10. Something found in the bathroom: ROSE VASE
11. A place : RIVER SIDE
12. A reason for being late : RUN OUT OF GAS!:p
13. Something you'd shout : RATS!
14. A movie title :ROCKY
15. Something you drink : RASBERRY JUICE
16. A musical group : RAMONES
17. An animal : RABBIT
18. A street name : RAJA LAUT
19. A type of car : RANGE ROVER
20. The title of a song : ROZANA

why?

why do ppl fall for someone easily?

why am i one of these ppl?

it really hurts....

Sigh!

this morning i had a presentation but it went wrong.I just said 'whatever' and the lecturer turned away from me.Pftt!It was really sad for me tht the lecturer did not pay attention to me and listen to what i have to say.Really sad.I know it's my fault but i just said 'whatever'.He usually use tht word almost when everyone is presenting.So i was like joking around.I didn't think tht he would take it seriuosly.

It was like this,i strted to present and the lecturer askd me a question so i answered from my opinino.i know he majored in what i was presenting but i'm just a student trying to say what i think but i also accept when he said what i said was wrong.Thn,i slipped out the word 'whatever'..like whatever la right...it's not tht i'm saying wht he said is whatever, was saying what i said is whatever.Thn he said ok thn whatever marks is what u going to get and put away my asgmnt.Sigh!tru out the whole 5-6minutes i was presenting he didn't look at me.I was so sad but i just kept on going.

Well,after presenting i sat and was all gloomy plus angry plus sad.i almost cried but i hold it.I'm so a cry a baby.i calmed myself down and no one talked to me.Maybe they know i was sad because i had a long face..haha..but anyhoo!i was also sad tht none of my friends askd me am i ok until i tlaked to thm.Maybe they're scared to ask.Well,they don't really know me i guess.It takes a long preiod to get to know a person.I do agree to tht statement.

BUT,i guess everthing is fine now.I decided tht i should apologise to the lect and so i did.He said,'at least you apologised'..tht's really a relieve..i don't whether he will re-check my assgmnt n re-think the marks or no marks he gave me...but i really do hope he would.I really have no intention to get him mad.I was just joking around with the word he usually use.

I forgot tht different lect,diff attitude and i was over my limits with him just now and he IS a DR!hahahahhahaha....

well,i am grateful everything is ok now!yay!

(^__^)

sick la nex week got 2 tests.the ones tht was infrm is 2.other sbjects still not really sure.huhu..

ok gotta smbng with my assgmnts!

8th February 2009.it was a blast!

i was home from 6th til 9th feb morning...

went out with my homies..hehe...yesterday was a blast!

who was there k.lina,ajo,azgar,layli,aida,rafie,Syed Fauzee and me myself..hehe..

at 1st we're just going out at 6pm just for pizza hut for dinner but layli and i insisted on going for a movie so me layli and k.lina went out ealier at around 11am to watch a movie.We watches ONg bak 2..as you all know the movie is full of action pack,kick here,punching there,blood is everywhere,numerous throats were slit and alot more action tht u can imagine.Tony Jaa practically did everything when fights is involved.He directed,produced,choreographed,acted and a whole bunch tht is in his responsibilities.He reminds me of Bruce Lee.Bruce Lee also did things like what Tony Jaa is doing now when he was a life of course.

Anyway,ppl you should go and catch the movie very worth watching.It has a sad ending tho'.Sorry for telling how it ends but i cried at the ending.Not really cry ,tahan my tears but cried abit..heheh...

Then,after the movies we went to ECM a.k.a East Coast Mall in Kuantan..not in KL ok?hahha..very glamourous place i should say for a mall in Ktn..well,we had to walk to get there becuase i didn't drive,as the BMW520i was in the workshop getting pretty for her new owner.(crossing fingers*really hoping*)

But ,the walk wasn't tht far just about 5-10minutes walk.There is also a pizza hut in ECM thn might as well go there .Layli was also looking for a new pair or heels i assume..haha..going around shopping is really not wat i like but accompanying my friends shopping is still ok ..only tht i dont' really like shopping so i get bored easily.So when k.lina and layli was going around the clothes and stuff tht will nvr fitt me bcoz i'm FAT,i was getting bored and restless.haha..sorry girls!i had to admit i was bored!

bored!

me and k.lina..(^__^)

BUT i was still happy bcoz we took alot of pics while we tire our feet walking around the mall.I really3 like taking photos.Don't care whether i'm in it or not.i just love it.haha..

it looks like a magic wand~~hehe..

layli ,me ,k.lina...us!

Thn ,there's the time when dinner is coming.We waited for ajo,aida,Syed Fauzee and Azgar to come.

We strted to wait at 6pm sharp..

few minutes later..

ajo msg me..

'ngntuk la plk'

i said,"biar btik?kau dtg ke x ni?kau nk test aku ke?'

he said,'xpasti ..kau kisah ke?'

i said'adeh!ok la aku blk skrg la.."

he said'kau nk test aku gk ke?'

i said'da kau men2..aku pn men2 la..cpt la dtg..cian aida n azgar diorg nk kua nnti xjd kua plk'

he said,'kesian kat dy ke kat ko?'

i said,'aku nk blk skrg ble je sb aku da kua dr siang kau la rugi xdpt nk mkn ramai2'

he said,'ye ah ye ah'

after tht i laughed while replying his msg but he didn't reply me,mybe bz fetching all of our homies..hahhaha...

we took quite a number of pics....care to browse tru...hehe..(^__^)

o yea,about 2 hours and 30 minutes later only all of us assembled in the pizza hut..

from left~~k.lina,azgar,rafie,Syed Fauzee,Ajo,Me,Layli and Aida behind the cam..hahahaha

i didn't know jo didn't bring his younger brothers instead rafie and jenal were with him but Wak j disappears after he met us and went 2 act hindustanic with his Gf in the mall..hahaha...

these are the shoots we took~~~

The boss and the gangsta!huahaha...

sip by sip of the coke!

when are we going to eat?!

smiling with a full tummy..sleepy as a fat snake!haha..

while waitng for others to arrive..still waiting when pic was taken..

imagine disco and alcohol drank in this position..only tht we are slurping a bowl of mushroom soup..lol!

K.am.i
(the background is fanstacticly amazing)

we hv a love bird at the centre of the table~~haha!

while waitng to go home...

the boss reminiscing the sushi~hahahaha!funny stuff!


the end~


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i went bck to uni at 11.30am this morning and reached uni at around 5.15pm...didn't rest until now and it's 12.59am now..haha..ok2 i'll go to bed now..yay!finished my assignmnt on chapter 3 of Educational sociology...
tomorrow is my presentation for Edu.Pyshology..i hope all goes well tmrw!
Syukur Ya Rasulullah.

31st January 2009

setting it straight...

i went out with my friend padil which i call him by nickname..mon2...

he came to KL to meet his gf and he said he wanna meet up with me and other friends but most of my twintech friends had plans and some couldn't make it coz they had things to do..

Anyhoo!mon2 is studying in USM in Penang and he came all the way just to meet his gf and meet up with us.So i tot i wud go out if i brot someone with me..all of my friends were bz so i need other alternatives..hehe..so i invited Ajo with me...(so tht i won;t look like a tiang lampu went i go out with mon2 and his gf..haha..)

it was nice to hv him with us...he get along very well with my friends,glad he did if not mesti awkward...o yea,we went to Time Square in KL..

these are the pics...peeps in Fb have seen 'em but thn nvm...just folo on..

me mls wana look into the cam when jo snapped it..haha..

niwae,tgh thn geli coz the small sihes were munching on my dead cells..haha..yum2 huh fishy?hahahhaha...

the 'sengal' ajo..haha..'mrapu' is his midde name..

c all those fishes at his feet?hahaha..geli gile...

my feet is full of dead cells..just c all those fishes swarming around my feet.hahah..b4 i put my foot in,the fishes were waiting at the surface..hahaha....

jo snapped this photo..candid la konon..i just don't know why i like this photo so much..hmm..mybe it's my hair..hahaha..well,i don't know...

the photo looks cool coz it's red in colour using ajoe's cam hp but when using my cam hp..the colour is bright white..hmm..mybe needs some setting to it..

we're taking pics at the lobby b4 heading to Low yatt..just b4 the exit of Time Square..

i totally tot the tree and flowers were real..i was wrong..plastic as it were..haha..i felt so bluffed at.anyway!it's a sakure tree..only found in Japan if i'm not mistaken...really beautiful when spring comes..

later, we went to low yat..(for peeps who don't know what's low yatt,it's a place for comp gadgets and hps..erm now the place has clothes sold there..i dont' get it why suddenly in the middle of all those gadgets there's clothes and some carpets but they are there..hahaha...)

all types of accessories for comps and hps are there..u just name it u can find it there..i'm not particular with the things there coz i don't buy my gadget there..u gotta know the price for the goods and know how to choose the right goods otherwise u might just get cheated by the sales person..we don't want tht do we?haha...

o yea, we went for a movie in Time Square..bought the tickets for GSC thn only i rmmbered tht TS has Imax..which is also a cinema but consumes a larger screen for the movies ..so ur vision to c a movies is wider..the price is the same as the ordinary movies cinema if i'm not mistaken.

well, we saw 'the underworld' a story on vampires and warewolves..it's nice..

there's one part of the movie ,a scene on the father-daughter vmpire conversation,the father got fed up with his daughter's lies so he injected his fangs into his daughter's nerves at the neck and he can see all his daughter's memory in life and found out tht his daughter was really lying to him..

suddenly jo said,'cucuk USB!'

i tried holding back but i laughed softly but very hard....hahahhahah

i said'ade ke cucuk USB..hahhahaha''

i cudn't stop on the spot and jo said'da2 la'

thn only i stopped..haha..klaka siak..

WTH!cucuk USB?hahaha..


well, i think tht's about it..after Low yatt jo went home and i followed by friend mon2 and his gf to KL sentral to meet up with bob,lan and shahir..tht was when shahir ignored me..u'll understand if u read my previous post about the conversation in the ym..later after dinner i went bck to my aunt's home in Shh alam..the next day i went back toUni..

ok thn..i think tht's all.

p/s:1 thing i regreted when i went out was tht it was my beloved aunt's bday tht day when i went out but i didn't buy her anything for present..jo reminded me a few times but he said buy a pndrive for my aunt..hahha..anyway!i really didn't tot about it until i went bck to her hse and i felt so guilty when we went out for pizza hut tht night to celebrate her bday after i got home from my outing..sigh!well,i think i'm gonna give her a belated gift..

yup,i think tht's a good idea..(^__^)

bubu..

how life goes up and yet down later on!

it's been 2 weeks or more, if i'm not mistaken since my last post..huhuhu(busy with asses,lazy n no time)

first of all..THANK U K.HANI...for being my 1st follower in my blog..hehehe...appreciate it alot!(i promise u 1 day i'll sure join Score A!huhuhu..)

ok..on with the story...

january is something for 2009..

i had a fight with vic my junior in school..not really a fight just tht i burst when she cannot wait for me to come and meet her...strted to get angry when she was cursing in her msgs..haha..well,we're cool now..haha...Sorry Vic..u were too pushy tht day tht i burst all over like a smashing pumpkin..haha..(said a name of a separated band plk..haha)

One day we go Yum cha k vic..it's on me..to get back to ya cos u ordered ady when i xjd dtg to meet u tht day!promise!

ok i know mybe some of u don't really get what i'm saying but anyhoo!i also got into a fight with shahir rmmbr?if u follow my posts thn u'll get this..well, the other day in the yahoo messenger we sorta talked about it..but the internet was poor so he got everthing mixed up..hahhaha....because the things i wrote came in not in order due to the poor internet line at that time..

hmm..i'll copy and paste our conversation..huhuhu...(pls excuse his english..talks like sh**t but he's in a public Uni and he's cos is an English course i really wonder how he's gonna survive in the working industry if he don't write proper english..Go figure!i wish all the best for him..hah!)

freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:17:40 PM): wutcha doink?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:19:32 PM): wat do u care<<(sick strt..haha..but i like it..mkn dlm siak!)
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:20:46 PM): k
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:21:04 PM): sampai bile nk cmni?
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:22:33 PM): dont ask me
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:23:21 PM): im same as usual
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:24:13 PM): if u r
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:24:13 PM): jus d same
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:24:34 PM): then y didn't msg me?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:24:43 PM): that shows ur waiting 4 something
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:24:57 PM): y u didn't say sorry tht u know its ur fault
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:24:59 PM): y lie
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:25:12 PM): u shud know better i wud understand
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:25:35 PM): i wud be ok if u cud just say ur going out wit ur frens n gf LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:25:41 PM): i hv the toleration
LaDyRoz (2/2/2009 9:25:43 PM): y lie?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:25:47 PM): jg atii?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:25:52 PM): pls la shahir LaDy
Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:02 PM): i hv forgiven u so long ago(this is partially true but in reality i do forgive easily onli with him i'm half..mybe i hv..well i don't know!who cares right?haha..)
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:09 PM): but u disapointed me
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:12 PM): u ignore me
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:14 PM): last sat
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:30 PM): do u knw how sad i was to c u act to me like that?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:35 PM): we are close frens
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:37 PM): but u ?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:43 PM): u act like u just know me
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:27:40 PM): its up to u
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:27:40 PM): yup
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:28:29 PM): wat is up to me?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:28:33 PM): wat is?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:28:36 PM): u tel me?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:28:49 PM): i know it's a small matter
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:28:51 PM): i know
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:16 PM): nope
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:16 PM): im not waitng fr smtng
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:20 PM): juz
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:21 PM): i didnt mean to lie
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:21 PM): it was misunderstood
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:25 PM): its complicated u noe
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:25 PM): c
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:25 PM): in not
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:25 PM): i been thnkng bout us(i don't get this part,been thinking about us??i don't get him..he talks confusingly..)
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:25 PM): juz
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:30:20 PM): myb im not noe u as u think
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:30:20 PM): but
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:31:22 PM): at least i noe u a bit
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:31:22 PM): u were not in my position bfr(do every best friend in the world thinks like this?my last big fight with another best friend said the same thing..'not in my position u don't understand me..bla3...make me undersatnd u thn,i'm ur bff for GOD sake!!!i'm always there to help but u turned me down..s**t!!)
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:33:24 PM): thn?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:34:21 PM): wat do u mean ur been thinking about us?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:34:45 PM): y is complicated?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:34:56 PM): were u in a prob matter o r something
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:34:59 PM): explain
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:17 PM): myb it was my fault(maybe huh??it is ur fault s**t head!pls excuse my language but he just don't get it tht it is his fault)
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:17 PM): im sorry(kan sng??!just admit it's ur fault..i was cooling down at this part ady..just admit n apologise thn u can be ok with me ady..n i won't get all angry with u then..sigh!!)
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:17 PM): but
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:17 PM): i dunno
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:17 PM): like i lie to u
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:17 PM): its smtng make me bad'
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:39:35 PM): ur not bad
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:47 PM): so
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:48 PM): i dnt noe hw to start
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:39:59 PM): haih
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:40:16 PM): wen u did wrong things ur suppose to say sorry
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:40:24 PM): not letting it go away
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:40:29 PM): u think ppl will forget?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:40:33 PM): like me
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:40:43 PM): i don't but i forgive easily
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:40:57 PM): its not like im totally ignore uu
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:40:57 PM): juz i feel gulity
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:40:57 PM): got it?
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:40:57 PM): bck thr
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:40:57 PM): i was bz wth exam too
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:41:41 PM): did u even c ur face wen u meet me last sat?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:41:54 PM): u act likeu don't know me
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): pening
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): last...
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): ak yg pening
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): dah la
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): u decide
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): im ask fr forgvness ady
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): if u really forgave me
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:43:58 PM): line tenet xok
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:44:01 PM): tu sb kau pening
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:44:06 PM): thn its good
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:44:06 PM): tym..
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:44:06 PM): juz hoping to bck as usual
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:44:06 PM):
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:44:06 PM): got quiz tmmrw(at this part i was all mls to lyn him ady..so i just let him go..n maybe nvr talking to him anymore..but hey..he's an outsider ..i didn't lose anything..hahahahhaha)
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:44:06 PM): daaaa
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:44:51 PM): u don't really get it
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:44:57 PM): nvm
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:45:00 PM): u go study
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:45:07 PM): we'll discuss next tym
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:45:20 PM): haih
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): tym..
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): bl lame x msf
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): msg
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): jd segan..
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): yup
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): its personal
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): smthng to do wth my family
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): thn ada maslh nge ko lak
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): mcm(yea2 shahir!on with the prob..u didn't care to tell me or shre with me..i would've understand..i'm always ready to listen but....sigh!)

i msg him n told him tru hp tht the internet lin eis poor n maybe continue later about this stupid discussion but he didn't..i knew he was online eventhough he made me see tht he is always offline..(in yahoo messenger u can make ppl see ur always offline and only tht person sees u offline and others see u as online..haha..sweet right?u didn't know..go and explore..there's lots more u can do with ym..hehe..glad i let u to a new info..hehe)

ok let's analyse this conversation..i'm so vain..hahahha...but so what i don't care about him anymore..he didn't appreciate me as his best friend thn why should i respect him as a human being?!hahahah...

i know this happens to show me something..so tht i don't get too close to him..i saw it earlier but i didn't hv the guts to let him go as my bff but nw tht i partly hate him thn it's easier for me to forget him..hahah...

THANK YOU GOD!I LOVE YOU!bringing me back on track..i'm so BLESSED!

tht's me i guess..i totally despise ppl who lie..if u really need to lie pls don't let me find out..and if u really need to lie and tht i have found out about it pls explain why did u lie..i won't scold u in the face..i hv my senses,i will always seek explaination and i can control my anger but if ur reason needs a peace of my mind thn i'll do it but telling the truth and confronting me is a good move..i do respect ppl who stnd up for themsleves and explain their thoughts...ppl like shahir is what i hate!they tend to ignore to admit to their faults..like shahir,he let the situation into a question mark until 2 months later..after my other friends askd him to confront me then only he did..he really don't hv a self-reflect mind in himself!

well what ever..we will stay friends but being like we used too is a prob tho'...and msging him like we used to is almost imppossible now..like HELL no!...haha..u got prob huh shahir?u used to have someone to share with but now too bad u just lost a bff of urs..i'm not at the losing team now, u r dear!!hahahahah..what ever dude!


i'm crossing the line now..

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there,i've crossed the line..haha..
on with life...

in my previous post i did mention about asses and logically i did finished 'em..haha

and for the additional ass on the costume drawing,i did it by myself but wasn't given to the costume leader in the department coz she was absent and now it's not needed..well..anyhoo!i wana show it in this blos..my so called ugly drawing..hahah..

top:kino's costume,left:juana's and right:the doc

looks like a kurung kedah for the neighbour's costume and the trekker would where costumes that looks like the crocodile hunter's outfit...=)

this one is for the beggars..haha..

so called received but then again it's good to hv to draw again after so long..haha

o yea,talking about the theatre..eventhough i'm in it..i don't have any lines..sob2!tyg muka je atas pntas all tru out the play..hahaha..very funny siak!xpe la..tnjuk muke pn jd la..hahahaha..klaka la..

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we took a couple of class photo yesterdy..hehe..it was a blast..about 5 not in it but the show must go on if not we nvr know when we'll get the chance to take a pic together again as my class really lacks unity..no offence class but we really do..

once i get the pic i'll upload it here..i think of doing anpther tribute for my class..the last tribute post is not complete..i thought to myself..'eventhough i don't really like some peeps in my class i think i would hv to do a lil' say on them in this blog..at least it wud remind me how they were in class when i look tru this blog one day in future..hehe....

yea, i guess i'll do it..just for memory sake..=)

hmmm..i think this is the longest post i hv ever done.well,i think i'll stop here for nw...

p/s:i went for an outing last 31st Jan..i uploaded photos in FB but i'll tell the story in ti on my nest post k?

bubye..

peace no war!(few hours b4 departing to pudu to go home**friday class is off..yippe!)