Sigh!

this morning i had a presentation but it went wrong.I just said 'whatever' and the lecturer turned away from me.Pftt!It was really sad for me tht the lecturer did not pay attention to me and listen to what i have to say.Really sad.I know it's my fault but i just said 'whatever'.He usually use tht word almost when everyone is presenting.So i was like joking around.I didn't think tht he would take it seriuosly.

It was like this,i strted to present and the lecturer askd me a question so i answered from my opinino.i know he majored in what i was presenting but i'm just a student trying to say what i think but i also accept when he said what i said was wrong.Thn,i slipped out the word 'whatever'..like whatever la right...it's not tht i'm saying wht he said is whatever, was saying what i said is whatever.Thn he said ok thn whatever marks is what u going to get and put away my asgmnt.Sigh!tru out the whole 5-6minutes i was presenting he didn't look at me.I was so sad but i just kept on going.

Well,after presenting i sat and was all gloomy plus angry plus sad.i almost cried but i hold it.I'm so a cry a baby.i calmed myself down and no one talked to me.Maybe they know i was sad because i had a long face..haha..but anyhoo!i was also sad tht none of my friends askd me am i ok until i tlaked to thm.Maybe they're scared to ask.Well,they don't really know me i guess.It takes a long preiod to get to know a person.I do agree to tht statement.

BUT,i guess everthing is fine now.I decided tht i should apologise to the lect and so i did.He said,'at least you apologised'..tht's really a relieve..i don't whether he will re-check my assgmnt n re-think the marks or no marks he gave me...but i really do hope he would.I really have no intention to get him mad.I was just joking around with the word he usually use.

I forgot tht different lect,diff attitude and i was over my limits with him just now and he IS a DR!hahahahhahaha....

well,i am grateful everything is ok now!yay!

(^__^)

sick la nex week got 2 tests.the ones tht was infrm is 2.other sbjects still not really sure.huhu..

ok gotta smbng with my assgmnts!