Why is it so painful to like someone sometimes?Why is it so hard to tell ?Why does it feel like a dead or alive kinda thing?Why is it so dreadful?Why can't we just admit?Why are we so afraid of this innocent feeling?Why?Why feelings tend to kill the inside of us slowly little by little?Why does it hurt?Why do we become dreamy?Why can't it be easy?Why does it has to be like this?Why i'm always stuck in the middle of no where?Why do i feel so sick when im alright?Why sometimes i feel like dying ?Why?
So much questions.So much questions i myself sometimes don't understand.Sometimes i can't answer.Sometimes i am so puzzled 4 all of these questions in my mind.Am i destined to be alone?If so.....I am not alone!I know that!I will nvr be...
Why do i feel sad when i'm happy?Am i insane?AM i crazy ?Am i not myself?Am i ?Sigh!
I'm sick!I need some medicine to be taken.I need to forget this as soon as possible.I don't think i can go anywhere with what i feel now.
It's killing me bit by bit!It hurts so bad.I need to get out of this soon.I hv done this b4 and i will get out of this mess .Yes,I will!
I cannot proceed with this.It hurts.I would loved to stay but i can't take the pain.I hate being in the middle of nowhere.I need answers.I know the answers would not be answered even if i stayed for another year.I think i know but....sigh!
Left unknown!i hv been hving the same feelings over n over again.Even if it's not the same person but the feelings is the same and when ever i hv this feelings the signifant other will always make me feel like i'm 'nowhere'.....
I'm sorry if u don't get what i mean in this post but it's just what i feel.It hurts inside!I needed to let go.I hv to move on.I know this won't go anywhere.I hv to be focus on my career.I can't play around.
i hv to delete this from my heart!
Monday, 29 June 2009
Thursday, 25 June 2009
blogging as promised
i 'm gonna do the 4 topics i've numbered out in my last post.So here goes..
LAst 2 weeks i couln't blog because my 1st lappy was sick and still am this is my new lappy tht i'm using now.Well, i'll tell on that after this ok?
Alright now,last 2 weeks on 10th of June 2009 at about 9.30 i was in a bus and tot of something tht nvr happened to me b4 that is a bus break down.That night i was on my way to Ktn and it happened.At around 9.35-9.40 the bus broke down in Sentul just before the toll.I was devastated but i kept my cool ..hehehe..
THe engine just when off and the dirver failed to resume start and he announced that the bus was 'sick'.I sat there.I didn't call anyone and not even my parents.(not just yet)
After 5 minutes passed i felt uneasy and i was suffocating.I cn't breathe so well in that condition of the bus where there were alot of ppl but the air-cond was not functioning due to the engine failure.I felt like there was no air at all .So,i decided to get down from the bus.I was the only lady who went out.The others were men.I was abit wary because i'm afraid if anything happened to me but i just sat at the road side and just act that i was tough...hahahha...it was lame but i had too.Then ,there was this lil' cute boy.I'll upload a pic of him later.He spoke Malay so fluent for a 2-3 year old.Tak pelat pun.huhuhu...
Then ,waited for the poreman to come from Sungai Besi (which took about 45 minutes) .They did their work and about 15 mins later we were back on the road.
YOu want to know what caused the bus to break down?
You sure you want to knw?
It is so lame...
U really wanna know?
ok2....the bus had no gas or shud i say diesel...hahahha
YEs!It's a very3 lame excuse for a bus to break down.If the engine of the bus had a problem then it is understood but id the fuel runs out shudn't the bus driver be incharge of that??
Or the tank has holes to it that the fuel leaked?hmmm...Well,the excuse was too lame.
I was abit pissed but at the same time i was grateful it was not long.SYukur!
A car just passed by..hahaha..got nothing to do..
1st
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LAst 2 weeks i couln't blog because my 1st lappy was sick and still am this is my new lappy tht i'm using now.Well, i'll tell on that after this ok?
Alright now,last 2 weeks on 10th of June 2009 at about 9.30 i was in a bus and tot of something tht nvr happened to me b4 that is a bus break down.That night i was on my way to Ktn and it happened.At around 9.35-9.40 the bus broke down in Sentul just before the toll.I was devastated but i kept my cool ..hehehe..
THe engine just when off and the dirver failed to resume start and he announced that the bus was 'sick'.I sat there.I didn't call anyone and not even my parents.(not just yet)
After 5 minutes passed i felt uneasy and i was suffocating.I cn't breathe so well in that condition of the bus where there were alot of ppl but the air-cond was not functioning due to the engine failure.I felt like there was no air at all .So,i decided to get down from the bus.I was the only lady who went out.The others were men.I was abit wary because i'm afraid if anything happened to me but i just sat at the road side and just act that i was tough...hahahha...it was lame but i had too.Then ,there was this lil' cute boy.I'll upload a pic of him later.He spoke Malay so fluent for a 2-3 year old.Tak pelat pun.huhuhu...
Then ,waited for the poreman to come from Sungai Besi (which took about 45 minutes) .They did their work and about 15 mins later we were back on the road.
YOu want to know what caused the bus to break down?
You sure you want to knw?
It is so lame...
U really wanna know?
ok2....the bus had no gas or shud i say diesel...hahahha
YEs!It's a very3 lame excuse for a bus to break down.If the engine of the bus had a problem then it is understood but id the fuel runs out shudn't the bus driver be incharge of that??
Or the tank has holes to it that the fuel leaked?hmmm...Well,the excuse was too lame.
I was abit pissed but at the same time i was grateful it was not long.SYukur!
A car just passed by..hahaha..got nothing to do..
Sugar cane (byk gile)
Nearing Sentul Toll
This was the boy i was talking about..huhu
Behold!!The poor bus~
2nd
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I was thinking of doing a tribute but i guess i need more time for that..I want to make a tribute for my current house.I want to take as much pics as possible and post it here and put caption to it.Well, i think i'll do the snapping 1st.I'll keep this idea in mind.
3rd
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My new lappy.
It is a Toshiba (again).
i wanted to buy Compaq but my Abah said the price is not much different then Toshiba .So he said it's better to take Toshiba.I hope this laptop has not much prob in future.
It's a Toshiba M300.
250HDD
2GB RAM
Infrared.
3 usb ports
DVD Multi Recorder
The rest is a standard thing.
Ohh!i use vista now which is a new thing for me.I tried changing it to XP but the dealer said it's a new model so it's hard to find drivers for XP for this lappy.He said he can change it to XP but if any probs occur afterwards is not his responsibility anymore.Well,i 'm getting a hang of it now.Trying to adapt to the situation here.huhuhu...
I MISS MY TOSHIBA A200.:'(
Sigh!
4th
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What is the 4th thing i wantes to talka about,huh?i forgot..alamak!ape ek?hmmm....
10 minutes later.....
o yea!!!!The feelings thingy..HMM?should i post it up?hmmm...It's too emo la.I'll think about it..hehehehe...
Meanwhile i'll upload the pics when the bus broke down...
DoNe!
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I was thinking of doing a tribute but i guess i need more time for that..I want to make a tribute for my current house.I want to take as much pics as possible and post it here and put caption to it.Well, i think i'll do the snapping 1st.I'll keep this idea in mind.
3rd
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My new lappy.
It is a Toshiba (again).
i wanted to buy Compaq but my Abah said the price is not much different then Toshiba .So he said it's better to take Toshiba.I hope this laptop has not much prob in future.
It's a Toshiba M300.
250HDD
2GB RAM
Infrared.
3 usb ports
DVD Multi Recorder
The rest is a standard thing.
Ohh!i use vista now which is a new thing for me.I tried changing it to XP but the dealer said it's a new model so it's hard to find drivers for XP for this lappy.He said he can change it to XP but if any probs occur afterwards is not his responsibility anymore.Well,i 'm getting a hang of it now.Trying to adapt to the situation here.huhuhu...
I MISS MY TOSHIBA A200.:'(
Sigh!
4th
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What is the 4th thing i wantes to talka about,huh?i forgot..alamak!ape ek?hmmm....
10 minutes later.....
o yea!!!!The feelings thingy..HMM?should i post it up?hmmm...It's too emo la.I'll think about it..hehehehe...
Meanwhile i'll upload the pics when the bus broke down...
DoNe!
hhahhaha...shit happens
I went through a comment in my blog and so to happened i hv someone xpuas ati wit me...
i was angry at 1st but thn i felt funny n smiled away..hahahhahahahha...
THe anonymous said i was stupid and asked me y i came to unisel ' to study or wat' he/she said..when i finished reading that sentence i couldn't help but laugh...hahahahhahaha...
This person posted a commnt on my 'JaNa Niaga bangang' post.So i guess this person LOVES jananiaga ALOT!hahahhahaha...
HEy dude or gal or wat eva u are..u think calling me stupid gonna fix the situation and attitude of the people who works in jananiaga?especially the ones at the counter...You think by calling me stupid in my blog they can change n improve themselves?hahahha..IF it makes u feel better u can call me anything u want but i can guarantee you the peeps in jananiaga will NVR change their attitude.You don't know what is ATTITUDE?Go and look tru the dictionary.hahahhaha....
(Wow!I hv enemies looking at my blog now.I feel dangerous.I better not put my real photo or else i'll be a target..hahahhahaha)
WEll,i need to get things straight here..And also to that ANONYMOUS who posted me the cursing..thnks!I thank you for reading my blog.That shows me that i delivered the msg very well but my point of writing that post is not to condemn Jananiaga. Jananiaga provide good facilities but the attittude of the peeps working there that spoils it for me.U get me?
I love UNiSEL.It's where i'm going to get my degree.HOw can i not love my own university.It's almost 2 years that i've studied there but things in jananiaga that involves the peep's attitude did not change.The way they speak da ok da..ade la polite skit..but the little2 things when you offer service please be professional will you?We students expect a department to be very professional and PROFESSIONAL does not involve making loya buruk jokes with the students.Well, ANONYMOUS u think about it.I can't show everything u (jananiaga) needs to improve on.
As what my mom always say,'Muhasabah diri dulu br tgk pe slh org len'.
If i offended anyone please forgive me.I wrote tht previous post when i was angry and i was referring to Bestari Jaya Jananiaga k...it has nothing to do with the Shah Alam hostels.huhuhu...
I admit i said bad things but that is not the way to handle things ,ANONYMOUS.Coming to ppl's blog and calling them stupid won't do any good.haha..and if the reply on ur (anonymous) comment was harsh i'm sorry.I was just being sarcastic.huhuhu....
i was angry at 1st but thn i felt funny n smiled away..hahahhahahahha...
THe anonymous said i was stupid and asked me y i came to unisel ' to study or wat' he/she said..when i finished reading that sentence i couldn't help but laugh...hahahahhahaha...
This person posted a commnt on my 'JaNa Niaga bangang' post.So i guess this person LOVES jananiaga ALOT!hahahhahaha...
HEy dude or gal or wat eva u are..u think calling me stupid gonna fix the situation and attitude of the people who works in jananiaga?especially the ones at the counter...You think by calling me stupid in my blog they can change n improve themselves?hahahha..IF it makes u feel better u can call me anything u want but i can guarantee you the peeps in jananiaga will NVR change their attitude.You don't know what is ATTITUDE?Go and look tru the dictionary.hahahhaha....
(Wow!I hv enemies looking at my blog now.I feel dangerous.I better not put my real photo or else i'll be a target..hahahhahaha)
WEll,i need to get things straight here..And also to that ANONYMOUS who posted me the cursing..thnks!I thank you for reading my blog.That shows me that i delivered the msg very well but my point of writing that post is not to condemn Jananiaga. Jananiaga provide good facilities but the attittude of the peeps working there that spoils it for me.U get me?
I love UNiSEL.It's where i'm going to get my degree.HOw can i not love my own university.It's almost 2 years that i've studied there but things in jananiaga that involves the peep's attitude did not change.The way they speak da ok da..ade la polite skit..but the little2 things when you offer service please be professional will you?We students expect a department to be very professional and PROFESSIONAL does not involve making loya buruk jokes with the students.Well, ANONYMOUS u think about it.I can't show everything u (jananiaga) needs to improve on.
As what my mom always say,'Muhasabah diri dulu br tgk pe slh org len'.
If i offended anyone please forgive me.I wrote tht previous post when i was angry and i was referring to Bestari Jaya Jananiaga k...it has nothing to do with the Shah Alam hostels.huhuhu...
I admit i said bad things but that is not the way to handle things ,ANONYMOUS.Coming to ppl's blog and calling them stupid won't do any good.haha..and if the reply on ur (anonymous) comment was harsh i'm sorry.I was just being sarcastic.huhuhu....
Saturday, 20 June 2009
time is not with me..
It's been altogether 10 days since my last post.Unfortunately,my lappy is still not with me.It's motherboard was the cause of the hanging and it wasn't caused by the ram.I had a hard time doing my asgmnt so i had to buy a new lappy which i don't fancy so much.It is nice but vista kills everything.
VIsta sucks big time!!!!!!
Anyway,i've been itching to blog for the past 10 days .I've even typed in Microsoft Word to let the urge of blogging away for awhile.How addicted is that?!haha..I guess i am very addicted to blogging..huhu..
Time is limited now.I'll tell u what happened in the last 10 days but not now.NOw,i have an asgmnt in line to finish up.I hv been delaying it because of my 1st lappy status was idle in the comp shop.That is also another long story.(quite long)
In tht case i'll list down what i must talk about when i find time to post it up k..
1)my bus from KL-KTn broke down (lame reason for it)
2)my house (tot of doing a tribute for my house cause i'm moving real soon)
3)my new lappy
4)my feelings that i typed in M.Word b4 i copy n paste it in here..
Well,i think tht's about it.Now,back to the asgmnt.
Tata~
p/s:Rmember i mentioned about mUrni,my roomate?OMG!She won't stop talking once she starts to talk.SHe distracted me when i was reading for my test.I was like 'can u pls stop!!'
She talks on everything she can think of..hahah..i'm so bad of talking bad about ppl.I just wana say tht she annoys me sometimes that's all.I think i'll speak up when ever she repeats this again.
VIsta sucks big time!!!!!!
Anyway,i've been itching to blog for the past 10 days .I've even typed in Microsoft Word to let the urge of blogging away for awhile.How addicted is that?!haha..I guess i am very addicted to blogging..huhu..
Time is limited now.I'll tell u what happened in the last 10 days but not now.NOw,i have an asgmnt in line to finish up.I hv been delaying it because of my 1st lappy status was idle in the comp shop.That is also another long story.(quite long)
In tht case i'll list down what i must talk about when i find time to post it up k..
1)my bus from KL-KTn broke down (lame reason for it)
2)my house (tot of doing a tribute for my house cause i'm moving real soon)
3)my new lappy
4)my feelings that i typed in M.Word b4 i copy n paste it in here..
Well,i think tht's about it.Now,back to the asgmnt.
Tata~
p/s:Rmember i mentioned about mUrni,my roomate?OMG!She won't stop talking once she starts to talk.SHe distracted me when i was reading for my test.I was like 'can u pls stop!!'
She talks on everything she can think of..hahah..i'm so bad of talking bad about ppl.I just wana say tht she annoys me sometimes that's all.I think i'll speak up when ever she repeats this again.
Tuesday, 9 June 2009
What the hell??!!
The fan freaking moved!!!
REwind>>20 minutes earlier...
My roomate is now in.haha..She is very2 talkative..wow!talks really fast too.She's a socialized kinda person tho'.
Anyhoo,she invited her friends over here and one of her friends turned the regulator to zero and it moved.I was like...what the hell?!!!
hahaha...well,at least i can sleep inside my room tonight.i thought i had to sleep outside in the living room until next tuesday.O yea,i forgot to tell you that i went to the 'lame department' and they said they could only come next tuesday to fix the fan.I was like damn it!!
Then again the fan is okay now so if they come ,i'll just ignore or i'll just stay out at that time maybe..hahahhaha...I don't know how many times i hv said this but i have no freaking life here.Maybe last sem i was very busy and this sem it turns out that i am too free,that is y maybe i feel as if i hv no freaking life.I'm sorry for whinning alot but i'm so needing someone to go out with.Argh!!
Okay,ignore whinny me.hahaha...
It was terribly hot today.I was walking for only about 10 minutes and i was sweating like hell.Wow!I feel like i need a hair cut,thought of cutting my hair short like a tomboy or something tapi sayang.Sigh!this hot weather in BB is driving me nuts.(okay ,i'm whinning again..hahaha)
Plus,the heat is the cause of me having a headache now.Sigh!Sabar je la..
REwind>>20 minutes earlier...
My roomate is now in.haha..She is very2 talkative..wow!talks really fast too.She's a socialized kinda person tho'.
Anyhoo,she invited her friends over here and one of her friends turned the regulator to zero and it moved.I was like...what the hell?!!!
hahaha...well,at least i can sleep inside my room tonight.i thought i had to sleep outside in the living room until next tuesday.O yea,i forgot to tell you that i went to the 'lame department' and they said they could only come next tuesday to fix the fan.I was like damn it!!
Then again the fan is okay now so if they come ,i'll just ignore or i'll just stay out at that time maybe..hahahhaha...I don't know how many times i hv said this but i have no freaking life here.Maybe last sem i was very busy and this sem it turns out that i am too free,that is y maybe i feel as if i hv no freaking life.I'm sorry for whinning alot but i'm so needing someone to go out with.Argh!!
Okay,ignore whinny me.hahaha...
It was terribly hot today.I was walking for only about 10 minutes and i was sweating like hell.Wow!I feel like i need a hair cut,thought of cutting my hair short like a tomboy or something tapi sayang.Sigh!this hot weather in BB is driving me nuts.(okay ,i'm whinning again..hahaha)
Plus,the heat is the cause of me having a headache now.Sigh!Sabar je la..
Sunday, 7 June 2009
was home and back to uni
i was home last wed and today i reached uni at about 6.40pm.The bus from pudu -Unisel was really cramped up.I actually could feel someones butt and dick rubbing against my shoulder...GROSS!!!!!(can't do anything about it,i only could move to the right 2cm n left 2cm..hahaha...)
Initially,i was supposed to return to uni on tues because of the Agong public holiday but it was a false alarm.My friend told me that it was a public holiday because u c..the holiday falls on sat so i tot it will be replaced on monday since sat is an off day.(okay,this is getting complicated..huhu..)
Anyhoo,i'm back in uni now.So,back to the 'no life' situation in my room.The fan is not fixed yet Perthie..haha..My roomate is not here yet and by now you should hv the idea of who is going to the lame Jananiaga a.k.a lame department again right?hahaha..yea,it's me.Great!!How i hate it there so so badly..argh!!Tmrw i hv to go..Tonight i hv to sleep in the living room.sHIT!
While i'm typing this i'm basically sitting in the living room at this dining table instead of my studying table.Sigh!
Initially,i was supposed to return to uni on tues because of the Agong public holiday but it was a false alarm.My friend told me that it was a public holiday because u c..the holiday falls on sat so i tot it will be replaced on monday since sat is an off day.(okay,this is getting complicated..huhu..)
Anyhoo,i'm back in uni now.So,back to the 'no life' situation in my room.The fan is not fixed yet Perthie..haha..My roomate is not here yet and by now you should hv the idea of who is going to the lame Jananiaga a.k.a lame department again right?hahaha..yea,it's me.Great!!How i hate it there so so badly..argh!!Tmrw i hv to go..Tonight i hv to sleep in the living room.sHIT!
While i'm typing this i'm basically sitting in the living room at this dining table instead of my studying table.Sigh!
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I hv 2 classes tmrw and i think for public speaking class i 'm gonna talk about coffee.I haven't decided yet but coffee is the best topic so far tht i can think of.Did u know that coffee reduces ur chances of having diabetes??hahah..maybe if u take it without sugar..heh!Did you know that coffee also reduces your chances of getting Ostheoporosis(did i spelt this word correctly..?haha..)
It also perks your memory up especially short-term memory.That is only a few of it's pros,there are more.Well,every good things has it's bad side.(not backside okay??!hahaha...)
One of the cons for coffee is that it makes us age quicker.(imagine a 22 year old that looks like a 52..hahaha..)The obvious thing about coffee is that it makes peeps teeth turn yellow...like duh?!haha..
There are more to it tho'..maybe when i'm done with the speech i'll post it here..huhu...
I guess i'll stop here for now>>going for 'coffee info' hunting~lalalala!!
It also perks your memory up especially short-term memory.That is only a few of it's pros,there are more.Well,every good things has it's bad side.(not backside okay??!hahaha...)
One of the cons for coffee is that it makes us age quicker.(imagine a 22 year old that looks like a 52..hahaha..)The obvious thing about coffee is that it makes peeps teeth turn yellow...like duh?!haha..
There are more to it tho'..maybe when i'm done with the speech i'll post it here..huhu...
I guess i'll stop here for now>>going for 'coffee info' hunting~lalalala!!
Tuesday, 2 June 2009
Adeh!!
I was about to tell u something funny but then bad luck strikes me.I think again~First was the curtain and now the fan in my room.*sigh!*
I'm sweating while typing this.Shit!Well,I think this is what i get for doing something bad.Buat jht bls jht.It's karma i should say..
You're wondering what the hell i'm crapping right?haha..
Okay,previously i told you that i had to go to Jana niaga right?So,for not having that form with me i had to do something to get a part of that curtain.So what i did was abit bad i must say.I went to the block which is not occupied by anyone yet and took the curtain there.Hey,i'm not stealing i'm just putting it in my room which is still in unisel grounds.Basically,i'm not stealing from Unisel.The only bad thing here is that the person that is going to be in tht room that i took the curtain from will have a missing curtain in her room.I feel bad but i had to do something.Well,it's done.haha..
Now,the fan of my room is out.No wonder there was this smelly stink.I was wondering if the smell was from the fan and i was right.Suddenly,it just stopped moving.It slowed down and just won't move anymore.Guess what??
i hve to report this bloody prob to that lame department again to get it fixed.*sigh*Sabar je la..
So ,tmrw when i go back to Kuantan i'll go get the form from Abah.This is so freaking sick!damn it!
I guess this is what i get for doing bad..haha..Well,thank GOD it's a lil' windy.Syukur!
I'm sorry God for what i did previously.
My roomate is not back yet.She said the day before that she'll be back yesterday night but then she didn't came back yet.I hope she come back tomorrow and fix this fan prob so that i don't have to go there anymore.Urgh!i so hate it there.
Anyhoo,her name is murni.I don't know her.She's my new roomate for this sem.I only know her name and she is from perlis.Quite far also..huhu..
Well,i think that's all for now..Phew!i am so sweating right now.I think i'll sit at the hall for awhile.The fan is okay in the hall and other parts of the house except for mine.Go figure,huh?haha..
Nvm,sabar itu separuh drpd iman.hehe!
I'm sweating while typing this.Shit!Well,I think this is what i get for doing something bad.Buat jht bls jht.It's karma i should say..
You're wondering what the hell i'm crapping right?haha..
Okay,previously i told you that i had to go to Jana niaga right?So,for not having that form with me i had to do something to get a part of that curtain.So what i did was abit bad i must say.I went to the block which is not occupied by anyone yet and took the curtain there.Hey,i'm not stealing i'm just putting it in my room which is still in unisel grounds.Basically,i'm not stealing from Unisel.The only bad thing here is that the person that is going to be in tht room that i took the curtain from will have a missing curtain in her room.I feel bad but i had to do something.Well,it's done.haha..
Now,the fan of my room is out.No wonder there was this smelly stink.I was wondering if the smell was from the fan and i was right.Suddenly,it just stopped moving.It slowed down and just won't move anymore.Guess what??
i hve to report this bloody prob to that lame department again to get it fixed.*sigh*Sabar je la..
So ,tmrw when i go back to Kuantan i'll go get the form from Abah.This is so freaking sick!damn it!
I guess this is what i get for doing bad..haha..Well,thank GOD it's a lil' windy.Syukur!
I'm sorry God for what i did previously.
My roomate is not back yet.She said the day before that she'll be back yesterday night but then she didn't came back yet.I hope she come back tomorrow and fix this fan prob so that i don't have to go there anymore.Urgh!i so hate it there.
Anyhoo,her name is murni.I don't know her.She's my new roomate for this sem.I only know her name and she is from perlis.Quite far also..huhu..
Well,i think that's all for now..Phew!i am so sweating right now.I think i'll sit at the hall for awhile.The fan is okay in the hall and other parts of the house except for mine.Go figure,huh?haha..
Nvm,sabar itu separuh drpd iman.hehe!
Monday, 1 June 2009
Jana niaga bangang!
Jana Niaga is a department in my uni where it handles the hostels .So in short if your room has no curtains or some sort ,you got to go and report to that lame department.I hate it there because the ppl who work there are simply rude.I should say tht they hv improved in their ways of speaking but their behaviour towards ppl are too far from the word polite.*sigh*
Well,just this afternoon i went there (reluctantly)to report tht one part of the curtain in my room is missing.I'm supposed to hv 2 sheets of curtains stuck on the rail of my windows BUT so to happen it's not there.I went and that b***h (believe me..she is one~looking at her attitude..she is one) said softly but the sarcastic way of her handling a person is not up to the standards of any department should handle a person.For example,you know in banks no matter how tired they handled the customers through out the day they will still talk politely to you.Yea,that is what i mean.When you offer a service or even if you work in a department that has 'service' stuck all over the job then you should act professionally and not simply think a student is not a person.
Most admins in my uni thinks a student has no feelings or something.Why u might ask?It's because when we go and claim some stuff or anything in any department in my uni ,each department (almost all) suck like hell!!They treat us like motherf***ers.It's sad to say yet it's sad to see these ppl who call themselves helping others.They don't even know the true meaning or the objective of their jobs.
I do have to admit tho' that some departments here for instances the HEP in the chancellery has politeness in them.I think they understand what they hv to do when they go to work every morning.huhu!
Hmm..i'm off track of the story ady..huhu..my bet!OKay,where was i?oOh!that part~
I said to her that i wanted to report about the curtain and she was like ,"tadi kan saye da ckpkat awk cne nk report kan?'
i was like ,'what??'
So she showed me a form and asked me to fill it and so i went to the form booth in there n get a form to fill it and submit to her BUT then only she said she wanted the form that i got earlier when i 1st reg into the hostel .I started to get pissed.I turned and crumpled the form that was in my hand not far from the counter.I guess she saw that.Well,i hope she did.hahaha...
Anyhoo,i walked out of there with a pissed off face.I noticed that i was holding something besides the crumpled form.It was a pen i borrowed from that sick place..haha..i was like,'who cares!!?Well,i do need a pen now it seems that all of my pens are broken..hehe'..
So,i just walked on~lalalala..
I guess i won't be there again for awhile now.The fact is that the form that the b***h requested from me is with Abah.Abah is apparently in Kuantan.I don't think i wanna go there again(i mean where the b***h is).I think i can survive without half of the curtain..huhu..
Yea, i know it's not a good thing to call ppl that but it's not the 1st time she acts that way to ppl.I bet infront of parents she will speak nicely.OMG!i think i'm gonna puke!!Shit!Aahh!!Lantak kau la betina!
It's so hot here in UNiSEL.phew!
O yea,went to class today and my lect asked us to think of a topic.We need to prepare a public speaking speech.HMm!i wonder what should i talk about?Any ideas?hmm??
He said we can also include singing and dancing...hahaha..that's hillarious actually.I hv nvr seen ppl singing or dancing while conveying a speech especially for public speaking..haha..
It's so peaceful now.I can even hear the sound of me typing.haha..Everyone in the house are asleep i guess and ppl in the blocks near mine are all sound asleep with lights out who would not be asleep right?haha..
I feel sleepy ady.
Aha!!i just remembered that my tim table did change again.I did told you about it changing again in my previous post right?haha..Well, my class are at 2-5pm and 5-8pm on MOnday and 9-12pm and 2-5pm on wednesday.Only 2 days per week.Sounds like i'm so free ,huh?hahahah...
i think i wanna stop here for now.My eyes are about half a centimetre now..hehe!
nite2 n bubye~!
Well,just this afternoon i went there (reluctantly)to report tht one part of the curtain in my room is missing.I'm supposed to hv 2 sheets of curtains stuck on the rail of my windows BUT so to happen it's not there.I went and that b***h (believe me..she is one~looking at her attitude..she is one) said softly but the sarcastic way of her handling a person is not up to the standards of any department should handle a person.For example,you know in banks no matter how tired they handled the customers through out the day they will still talk politely to you.Yea,that is what i mean.When you offer a service or even if you work in a department that has 'service' stuck all over the job then you should act professionally and not simply think a student is not a person.
Most admins in my uni thinks a student has no feelings or something.Why u might ask?It's because when we go and claim some stuff or anything in any department in my uni ,each department (almost all) suck like hell!!They treat us like motherf***ers.It's sad to say yet it's sad to see these ppl who call themselves helping others.They don't even know the true meaning or the objective of their jobs.
I do have to admit tho' that some departments here for instances the HEP in the chancellery has politeness in them.I think they understand what they hv to do when they go to work every morning.huhu!
Hmm..i'm off track of the story ady..huhu..my bet!OKay,where was i?oOh!that part~
I said to her that i wanted to report about the curtain and she was like ,"tadi kan saye da ckpkat awk cne nk report kan?'
i was like ,'what??'
So she showed me a form and asked me to fill it and so i went to the form booth in there n get a form to fill it and submit to her BUT then only she said she wanted the form that i got earlier when i 1st reg into the hostel .I started to get pissed.I turned and crumpled the form that was in my hand not far from the counter.I guess she saw that.Well,i hope she did.hahaha...
Anyhoo,i walked out of there with a pissed off face.I noticed that i was holding something besides the crumpled form.It was a pen i borrowed from that sick place..haha..i was like,'who cares!!?Well,i do need a pen now it seems that all of my pens are broken..hehe'..
So,i just walked on~lalalala..
I guess i won't be there again for awhile now.The fact is that the form that the b***h requested from me is with Abah.Abah is apparently in Kuantan.I don't think i wanna go there again(i mean where the b***h is).I think i can survive without half of the curtain..huhu..
Yea, i know it's not a good thing to call ppl that but it's not the 1st time she acts that way to ppl.I bet infront of parents she will speak nicely.OMG!i think i'm gonna puke!!Shit!Aahh!!Lantak kau la betina!
It's so hot here in UNiSEL.phew!
O yea,went to class today and my lect asked us to think of a topic.We need to prepare a public speaking speech.HMm!i wonder what should i talk about?Any ideas?hmm??
He said we can also include singing and dancing...hahaha..that's hillarious actually.I hv nvr seen ppl singing or dancing while conveying a speech especially for public speaking..haha..
It's so peaceful now.I can even hear the sound of me typing.haha..Everyone in the house are asleep i guess and ppl in the blocks near mine are all sound asleep with lights out who would not be asleep right?haha..
I feel sleepy ady.
Aha!!i just remembered that my tim table did change again.I did told you about it changing again in my previous post right?haha..Well, my class are at 2-5pm and 5-8pm on MOnday and 9-12pm and 2-5pm on wednesday.Only 2 days per week.Sounds like i'm so free ,huh?hahahah...
i think i wanna stop here for now.My eyes are about half a centimetre now..hehe!
nite2 n bubye~!
Semester 6
Sem 6 happens to be a short semester.In 2 months or more of time ,i'll go into semester 7th next.I can't wait to get out of this place.I have no life here.I don't know what to do when i finished unpacked myself earlier this afternoon.Luckily for me i have my internet.If not i think i would hv died from boredom.My parents and i slept over at the highway hotel in Rawang and came to Uni to reg myself at around 10am earlier yesterday morning.
Abah and Emak left me and i felt so empty.I didn't cry .I only felt like i don't know what to do.Maybe i have no friends here yet,i mean i do hv friends but they're not in hostel.All of them are staying outside campus .The ones who are in the hostels are just acquantainces.Too bad huh?*sigh*
Can't do much there can i?OMG!!i am soo bored.I feel so empty but while i'm typing this i feel sort of a relief.Maybe because i'm expressing what i feel now so the burden enlightens me a lil'.Ya Rasulullah~
Class suppose to be at 9am but somehow it changed to 5pm so i have a class at 2pm and 5pm which ends at 8pm.I think the time table is subject to change again.Well,i don't know if that's for sure but i think it might change again.We'll see.O yea,if the time table stays tht way.I won't hv tuesday classes but i will hv wednesday classes at 9am and 2pm.So tht leads to monday n wednesday classes only.Tee hee~
If it stays tht way i won't mind either..hehe..
I think i better go to bed now.I feel a bit tired and sleepy. Whoargh!! \(^o^)/
Abah and Emak left me and i felt so empty.I didn't cry .I only felt like i don't know what to do.Maybe i have no friends here yet,i mean i do hv friends but they're not in hostel.All of them are staying outside campus .The ones who are in the hostels are just acquantainces.Too bad huh?*sigh*
Can't do much there can i?OMG!!i am soo bored.I feel so empty but while i'm typing this i feel sort of a relief.Maybe because i'm expressing what i feel now so the burden enlightens me a lil'.Ya Rasulullah~
Class suppose to be at 9am but somehow it changed to 5pm so i have a class at 2pm and 5pm which ends at 8pm.I think the time table is subject to change again.Well,i don't know if that's for sure but i think it might change again.We'll see.O yea,if the time table stays tht way.I won't hv tuesday classes but i will hv wednesday classes at 9am and 2pm.So tht leads to monday n wednesday classes only.Tee hee~
If it stays tht way i won't mind either..hehe..
I think i better go to bed now.I feel a bit tired and sleepy. Whoargh!! \(^o^)/
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