Liking!

Why is it so painful to like someone sometimes?Why is it so hard to tell ?Why does it feel like a dead or alive kinda thing?Why is it so dreadful?Why can't we just admit?Why are we so afraid of this innocent feeling?Why?Why feelings tend to kill the inside of us slowly little by little?Why does it hurt?Why do we become dreamy?Why can't it be easy?Why does it has to be like this?Why i'm always stuck in the middle of no where?Why do i feel so sick when im alright?Why sometimes i feel like dying ?Why?

So much questions.So much questions i myself sometimes don't understand.Sometimes i can't answer.Sometimes i am so puzzled 4 all of these questions in my mind.Am i destined to be alone?If so.....I am not alone!I know that!I will nvr be...

Why do i feel sad when i'm happy?Am i insane?AM i crazy ?Am i not myself?Am i ?Sigh!

I'm sick!I need some medicine to be taken.I need to forget this as soon as possible.I don't think i can go anywhere with what i feel now.

It's killing me bit by bit!It hurts so bad.I need to get out of this soon.I hv done this b4 and i will get out of this mess .Yes,I will!

I cannot proceed with this.It hurts.I would loved to stay but i can't take the pain.I hate being in the middle of nowhere.I need answers.I know the answers would not be answered even if i stayed for another year.I think i know but....sigh!


Left unknown!i hv been hving the same feelings over n over again.Even if it's not the same person but the feelings is the same and when ever i hv this feelings the signifant other will always make me feel like i'm 'nowhere'.....

I'm sorry if u don't get what i mean in this post but it's just what i feel.It hurts inside!I needed to let go.I hv to move on.I know this won't go anywhere.I hv to be focus on my career.I can't play around.

i hv to delete this from my heart!