mErdekaa!!!

As written on Fb status 'On this date Malaysia celebrates Merdeka from colonisation,on this date i celebrate my Merdeka from that freak~yippee!=)

This is soo cool!I feel so free..like i don't hv to be so beware anymore.When i'm in the same room as that freak i would always feel so uncomfortable.I feel so insecuredNow,i am freee!!hahhaah...

Ok2..the thing is i've moved into a new hostel block and also room.I just met my roomate just a minute ago.Well,she seems ....err...reserved.Maybe that's just my 1st impression.Janji xmcm that freak sudaa....

I just arrived to Uni at 8 somthing just now around 8pm.Abah and Emak helped me to carry stuff up this 4th floor house.Phew!poor them.It's high and they had to help me.Sigh!i tot i could carry it by myself but thn i still needed their help..huhu..Thanks a bunch me beloved!

I spoke to my roomate..she's only 20 years old..Sounds cheeky!WEll,she's ok..i hope another 3 months together sharing the same room with her will be just fine!(*sigh* in relief)

the freak a.k.a my roomate

She freakin' KISSed me!!!EUUuuuUUUUUuUUUu!!!!!

Few days back..i guess it was yesterday or last to days which was sunday....SHe wanted to go out n out of a sudden she kissed me on my left cheek almost to the ear.I was like busy looking at my laptop and suddenly..'MUAhkss!!

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bLUwek!!!

I was so stunned and i was so blurr...WHen she left i wipe it like i hv mud splashed on my face.Euuu!!!

I couldn't bare it ..so i told my classmates.They was like...'EEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!'

Don't get me wrong..i like ppl to kiss me or hug me but pls let me know u well 1st to just jump into tht area of kissing n hugging.I barely know her and she acts as if we know each other 4 years.It's not tht i hate tht 'been known for years instead of just met for 2 weeks' kinda feeling but thn...she's not straight...i don't like it at all.

You know what..i only know her like what??2 weeks n she's like all over me n calling me 'syg' n all..pls laaaaaa........euuu!!

sorry roomie..if ur straight mybe i'll consider what u did but ur NOT!i really really really really hate what u just did to me the other day..I was speechless when the incident occured!DAMN!!!

In the last post i said tht told her in the msg tht i don't want friends always be coming over..so when i reached uni last sunday i saw that bloody 'pengkid' her ex- bf (as if) in my freaking room i was like....'calm down reena,be cool!'

Then ,she said that bloody bf of her is only there since sat night n i was like..'who cares???(in my heart)..'i just want no friends of u to always come over n disturb my privacy,freak!!'

U gotta believe me,in my situation i can't do anything but to pretend.It makes me feel so damn sick to always pretend like tht...damn!!(i hate not to be myself)

Ok to cut this short....i am moving to a new house n room this coming monday..so!!!NO more FREAKS!!!!

I'm sorry freak tht i need to call u freak cos u don't see tht u are throwing ur life away with all the smoking,sick lame friends of urs,going to night clubs,being a lesbian...for all i care i don't give a damn what u gonna be but thn ur just throwing ur life n destroying it simultaneously gal!

BUt!I must say..THNks to her i get to change houses n rooms because she has someone like 'org dlm' to help her do all those under table works which are related to hostel matters of cos!

If not i gotta go to alot of departments b4 i can go and chnge rooms n i might get the freak into trouble cos the core reason to get me out is by telling the truth of her smoking n bringing friends etc but tht didn't happened so i'm grateful it didn't cos the freak will always find me to get me!(as in ask me why i did tht or move outta room or what ever..u get me rite?yes?no?hahha...good!)

I know i've said alot of bad stuff about her but thn i just can't bare it..I don't know y i gotta be like this n pretend tht i like her instead i don't really fancy her way at all..Maybe i tot if she didn't get in my way ,i won't care about anything but she definitely distracts me (how she is).That worries me alot.This sem i can't fool around or fail any subjt (not tht i failed anything b4 but just to b safe).If i do fail any sbjt this sem,i'm doomed!!

This sem is very5 important so all the things tht might distract me i need to get rid of it as soon as possible like the freak here i'm telling u about...

well,at 1st i tot of changing rooms wit 1 of her friends .I talked to her n she agreed to change rooms wit me without me knowing tht my roomate was planning to chnge rooms herself too.She said she didn't want to trouble me anymore so she decided to chnge rooms.Thn ,i go n opened my big mouth tht i wanted change rooms as well with her friend n now i'm the 1 gonna leave this room to a 4th floor house.*sigh*

My current room is at 2nd floor.It's gonna be a slim sem for me soon..hehhe...(^__^).Climbing to 4th floor in hostels here is something u don't wana practice cos the stairs are quite high n tiring if u go up 1 time.Imagine if u do it more thn 1 time?..heheh!well,to be on the positive side...

1.The freak will not be in my life anymore.
2.I get to be slimmer.
3.I might get a roomate tht is more sensible thn this current freak.(hopefully!)

The freak told me tht there is 1 thing she wana do wit me if we are in different rooms ,tht is to break fast together which i doubt i'm gonna go..hahhahahahaha.....Hey,i'm a very busy person u c..hehehhehe....

My new room is at cluster G4F4U3!

FReak pls don't come n visit me ok?i don't need it.

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2 weeks here wit tht freak probs n fasting month n classes makes me feel like it's been 2 months.
I can't wait to go home this thursday.2 more days baby!!!

Haaaaaaaaa!!!!

DONE~

disappointed or purely sad?i'm indifferent..

I feel sad i guess for D's attitude towards me.He strted to ignore me now.I hv no idea why....I hate ppl who ignores me.Well,i nvr tot he would act like tht which makes me feel so disappointed towards him.I expected more then this i guess.

Did i said something tht made him change?Is he too busy to even reply my msg in ym n fb chatbox?Sigh!

I want to get this thing outta my mind n forget about 'this'....BUT deep inside my heart ,it's like asking me to not let 'this' go...shish!This is when 'i hate waiting' comes in handy..heh!

I know that i'm sad but i still make jokes out of the most serious things that happens to me.Well,i don't really like to hold any grudge,anger and sadness upon ppl.Thus,making jokes enlightens the burden on my shoulders sometimes.(It didn't work this time tho')

This silent treatment happens to me now,imagine what will happen if i confessed to him about my feelings?(k.lina,if ur reading this...yes,i do hv feelings towards him but i'm afraid to confess but thn again don't worry..i don't think our relationship ever gonna happen or even last if it does....haih!)

It's rather *sigh*....lame i guess.I hv so much to say but it's like it's all crumbled up n too thick to come out through words.

As i type this i wrote 'sedih ngn sikap seseorg' at my fb status..hehehe..n 4 ppl responded to it...hahah....it's good tho' cos they sorta cheered me up...huhuhu...

well,maybe it's not a thing to be!Gotta move on with life.I'll may take a lil' time to cure from this 'disease' but thn again it's waste of time even if i wait.

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Anyway,rmmbr from my last post i said about my roomate wanted to hv her 'bf' to stay in our room til the sem ends??Well,,guess wat??She broke up wit that 'pengkid'!!!!!I was hillariously happy when she told me but i was jumping for joy in the heart of cos!!i can't be going laughing with joy cos she just broke up (to her the break feels like a break up wit a real boy ).So,i had to pretend tht i'm sad for her.I know that it's not a good thing to act like tht but thn again i dont fancy it from the beginning.(the 'pengkid' staying in our room and all!)

1 problem solved!!Syukur!(In GOD i trust~)

Another prob wit her is that she always comes into the room wit a fren wit her.I don't like tht as well.I like my privacy to the room.I don't need anyone to be there to sibuk2 wit me in the room.I hv been out the whole day wit class n i expect to hv my time alone in the room without anyone else to be there .I've been patience this few days when i'm there in uni but thn yesterday i came here to my aunt's house in Shh Alm without telling my roomate cos whn i left the room for a morning class and she was asleep(cos she came bck around 5-6am tht morning so i didn't wake her up).So,she msgd me yesterday nite asking me where i am n wishing me on fasting.I replied and to cut it short i asked her to limit her frens from coming into the room.She said,'ok bos!'

She said tht in the msg but I don't know her real reactions towards my msg in the hp.iI hope all will turn out well whn i go bck to uni tmrw...Well,it's ok..TRust in GOD!Everything will be fine~

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Yea~i hope my net gonna be ok too in uni cos lately the net sux big time at night.I do most of my work at night.During the day is class n rest time for me, most of it~

Asgmnts are starting real soon now!!1st week pn ade kj da!ORg len relax2 lagi...Right now i'm supposed to finish some work but i don't feel like doing it cos it's weekend.I wana play around on weekends.heheh...Nvm la..tmrw i'll continue wit the homework tht the lects gave me.

My left foot hurts due to standing for too long when i was from uni to shh alam yesterday.I stood up in the bus for 1 hour n also stood up without sitting down in the train for 40 minutes whn i was from kl central to shh alam...Tht's y it hurts!

Tmrw i hv to fast n walk to pudu..i mean after i take the LRT from Kl central to MAsjid Jamek of cos...pergh!

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i better get some sleep.I gotta wake up at 5am to eat b4 i fast for the day.WEe~(^__^)

Wish me luck to forget him as tht is y i came here tonight to blog about...

i'm soooo freaking bored!!

OKay,first of all the topic is partly nothing to do with what i'm to pour out here..I'm just so freaking bored right now!When i'm alone like this i feel lonely and i want to be home with my family .Sigh!I'm soo like a baby now!

And soo the topic of the day is about me yesterday.I just reached my uni yesterday morning.I was supposed to come back on sunday but I made the decision on last Friday to go bck with my parents to Kuantan after the registration day.So,i tot to make it slightly longer for me being there in Kuantan,i told my parents i would come to bck to uni on MOnday which was yesterday by bus.at that time i still didn't know about my class time table.When my parents and i reached Kuantan tht Friday afternoon we went to the BUs terminal for me to buy the bus ticket on monday.I bought the 10.30am bus but little did i knew tht the class will be on at 5pm on MOnday which was yesterday.

On another day ,my parents and i went to chnge the ticket to the 8am bus but thn my class rep msgd me tht the class would be at 2.30pm .It was changed bcos the lect couldn't make it at 5pm and it was then tht i was told tht the time would be a permanent time.At tht moment i was too lazy to even go and change the ticket again but my Abah was willing to go and change it for me.I don't blame him.I know he don't want me to miss any classes.Later that afternoon ,Abah called me n told me tht my bus will be at 6am.BUT!!!!!!


When we went tht morning ,the bus was not there and there were no one there to board the bus as i was....We were wondering if the ticket was really at 6am or was it 6.30pm ticket?!!

Guess what??

THe ticket was a 6.30pm ...Shish!#$!@!!~

Abah did not check the time when he chnged the ticket.I was like....i can't blame him....I was the one in the 1st place wanted to go bck on monday instead of staying in on friday after the registration day....pergh!


There was no choice but to send me to UNI...My parents with Abah just wearing slipers and my mom not ready for the journey went along and sent me bck to uni...I was feeling all guilty but i can't do anything about it.I asked if i cud drive myself to uni but my parents refused to allow me too.I know they will worry even more worse if i drive to Uni.Well,the Rm30 ticket was burnt just like tht and to think of it tht we changed the ticket twice was like so much time n money was wasted.@#%@#%@#....lame!

I know it's all my fault!I did admit to my parents about it but the fact tht i'm staying here in uNi is like having to stay in a desert for 1 week without water.YOu get me?hahha....

I cn't stay here for a long time without my family.I'm like tht.I hate to be away from my family and especially from HIM!

ok end of the 1st story!

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The next scoop is about my new roomate who smokes and befriends a 'pengkid' who is a girl who wears ,walks,acts and etc like a boy.My roomate is ok and very caring(well,so far she's like tht..heh!) but she said that so-called bf of her's is going to stay wit us and tht means in my room until the semester ends.That is like 3 months in the same room!!!WTF!!

I don't fancy tht at all but thn she said if ever i am distracted ,she said just let her know.I am going to use all my might to do tht.If i'm not ok with anything i'll say it straight to her.Well,maybe i'll do some slow talk more i guess..hehe..I don't want to hv any arguement or quarelling or fights to happen.I hate all those stuff.I hate to be angry.I truely hope tht everything will turn out fine.Syukur~!

Sigh!da la subjek sem ni ssh nk mmpus!!!I am soooo afraid i will score less thn B-.I wish i can score for all subjects an A or paling chekai pn A- la...Hopefully!This sem ,for most subjects i hv a powerful group members.I sure hope it will be fine with them.

Don't worry ROzLIna!!It will be fine.Trust HIM.HE will always3 be by ur side!!KAlo nk blaja,blaja tul2.Jgn men2 buang duit!

(=**(^__^)***=)

KL trip~07-090809

Giving you some heads up of my life.Recently,i went to KL and as requested from K.lina we went to petrosains (she was ever longing to go there since primary..hahaha..).Well, we departed from KTn at 8pm on Friday n reached KL at around 11pm++.Thn,K.siti came n fetched us not long afer tht.Later we went to Ampang to some jamming studio where k.siti wana meet up wit her friends who wana jam for an hour there.I was told my k.siti tht place was very near to her office.

Going around wit her in her car for 2 days an a half sure made me abit more wiser about the directions to the roads in KL.It's cool actually for me..heheh!

Thn,at around 2am or so we went bck to her hse to call it a night.She lives in Selayang .Her bedroom is cool,i must say!heheh!It's in the roof top!huahahah...

The next day woke up at around 9am to get ready for Petrosains,KLCC.The place was huge and informative.I did not really read all the information they offered us but thn the demonstration set they put up was awesome.A lil' note to them tho'...'can u chnge the vids u showed us?i think it was recorded like 10 years ago cause the buildings n scenery looked so outdated'=P

O yea,K.lina n I went there wit k.IJu ,k.nurul ,azra n adam..heheh!K.iju drove us there..

HEy,Izan!!Aku pnjam Azra n Adam 2 ari best gile ngn diorg..hahahha...Jgn jealous yek!!huahahha...

We finished going around PEtrosains at around 2pm i guess n later took our lunch .WE went for window shopping and went home at 4pm++.Reached home and k.lina went to dose off a lil' while i went on and watched Tv..'Wanted' was on starring Angelina JOlie.I nvr watched tht movie b4 so i didn't feel tht tired or sleepy to go up and sleep.O yea,K.siti was out to work til 6pm she came home and took us out for a movie of "G.i.Joe"..heheh!

I called up Ajoe went i was in KLcc asking whether he wana join us .He n Iwan did join us for the movie.We went to Mid Valley for a 12.10am show.The movie is a must watch!U gotta go n c it!I like the movie eventho' i was fighting wit my eyes to watch it.I was abit sleepy bcos i did not rest in the afternoon rmmbr?hehe...Not to mention the comfy seat.OMG!I was really fighting my way tru the movie to not fall asleep.The movie was great it was just me cos i was tired.heheh!My bad!Thn,later after the movie tot of going to downtown in Cheras but thn it closes at 2am.We went out of the cinema at 2.22am..heheh..So we went home since there's nothing else to do.

I didn't go to bed straight away yet because there was a movie on tv.I nvr watched it b4 and so i stod awake .At the same time, i was feeling a terrible heartache.My heart hurts so bad.That night i cried.I tried to refrain from crying but i just need to let it out.I said to myself i'm supposed to b happy but y am i sad and crying??Well,i know the answer very well .It's ok if u out ther dont get wat im trying to say.I just need to let it out and express myself in my blog.

I wasn't crying because of the movie but thn..there was some stupid matter tht now i kinda promise myself not to care to much for tht person.He often dodges me.So i will pull myself back from being to caring to the person tht do not want it!Ok!Let's go on about the trip!

And so,the movie is called 'Water Horse'..It was nice.It is fiction because it tells us about a creature tht not anyone can c and this boy in the movie found it's egg and raised it till it was too big for it to stay in the house.In the end ,the creature tht is known as the 'Water horse' with the name of Crusoe went free because it was not safe to live near humans because they tried to kill tht poor tame creature.

Thn,after tht movie ends i went up to sleep at around 4am++.My heart was still hurt and my eyes was vry puffy but thn i think as i went to sleep the pain rushes away wit the helo from HIM.

I would like to keep this as low as possible.I don't want to waste my time on a person who is not ready to care for me as i'm trying to care for him.Well,let it be.I am not alone!

The next day we woke up at 11am.K.lina n i decided not to go back Ktn at 3pm.K.siti took us to PUdu and we tot of changing the ticket but thn it was too late cos it was almost 3pm and it was almost impossible for the ticket man to sell the ticket back.We decided to buy the 11.59 pm ticket.(i know it's abit odd.WHy 11.59pm right??TRust me.I too hv no idea on tht.The time is written as tht.huhu..)

Thn,we went home and made KUih gunting...heheh!!It was great!Evntho' k.lina fried it until it almost burnt but thn it still taste good.K.siti is good at making the doe firm and soft.hahahaha...Good job k.siti and k.lina.I just did some cutting of the doe b4 it was fried.huhuhu!

Thn,at 7 something we got ready to go for dinner and bowling.Dinner was on K.lina and i.It was the 7 of us:K.iju,K.nurul,Adam,Azra,K.Siti,k.lina and me.Dinner was delicious.It was Pappa Kopitiam in Selayang Mall.Sdp gile la!hehehe!Thn,we went for bowling K.siti treat again.(i think she treated us on almost everything..hahah..thnks k.siti n also k.iju for the pretzel.YUM!)

To cut it short,K.siti won for bowling.K.siti:138,Me:101 & K.lina+k.nurul+k.iju=60+(the 3 of 'em played under one name tht is 'JNL' if i'm not mistaken which stands 4 Ju n Lina)

Thn,we took some pics and parted.K.nurul and k.iju went home and k.siti sent me n k.lina to pudu.We parted at pudu at 11.50pm.K.siti went and we aboard to bus .Reached kTn at 3am++.i called up Abh and my parents came to fetch us at the Terminal Makmur here in Ktn.I went to bed at 5am++ and woke up at 9am++ because Faris my nephew came into the room.Adeh!!i can't sleep until now..sigh!i feel like i'm sleepy but i can't sleeo when i lie down.WTH!!

Anyways,that was the whole trip and what i did during the trip.I hope k.lina had alot of fun cause i did.I may seem very simple but the ppl tht were around me tht made me so happy when i was there.heheh!Thnks K.siti,k.nurul,abg adin,k.iju ,adam and azra.It was agreat weekend.

muahks!!(^__^)

current feeling~mad,sad and so much more...

IN life there will always problems or some sort of a lame thing will happen in your life but tonight i just found out tht i can do tht thing i wanna do but my parents told me tht i can't.I am so angry.I admit that i dont always rmmbr HIM and tht HE told my parents not to come until further notice.So i stand wit tht order.I will nvr go againts tht rule if it is stated from HIM.Tonight only i knew tht i cud come maybe once a week to meet HIM.I feel so angry and frustrated.I am so freaking pissed off and sad simultaneously.My blood rushed through my vessels and my tears started to run down my cheeks as i could not hold it in.I cry of the anger within me.I was told not to do but in end i could do it if i wanted.I feel like cursing the hell out of this house right this fucking moment!!!!!

Shit!!Fuck!

I can positively say tht i am not afraid of anything but HIM!So with HIM by my side i hv no knowlegde of fear in my mind.So what if they will stop me and ask me questions??I have HIM.I know tht i am weak and i may not answer them but thn everything happens for a reason.I WAS TOLD NOT TO COME for about 2 weeks now!wasted the nights here in this freaking home doing nothing and i feel so.....argh!!!!!!Forgive me GOD!I am so sorry i hv said these words.I can't scold my parents as they too just knew about it.I am angry..i think i am angry because i followed my parents.I didn't think for myself.*sigh*I am angry to myself .I understand now tht this is something made for me as test in my life.I must take this as calm as i could.

i needed to pour this anger out as soon as i cud.I hope this will end as soon as possible!I will come and meet you very soon enough!Syukur for the great news!Syukur!I will nvr stop believe in you dear GOD!

NiSfu Syaaban

I took this from here.I just wanted to understand more on it.An Islamic thing i long to learn in-depthly as i could possibly can.It is for my future ref and this is a tribute to HIM.*I love u!*Eventho' we seldom meet i hope i will always have your blessings and love.Syukur!

Fadilat Nisfu Syaaban

ESOK umat Islam akan menyambut malam pertengahan
Syaaban, Nisfu Syaaban. Malam Nisfu Syaaban memiliki banyak fadilat dan kita digalakkan melaksanakan beberapa amalan termasuk solat dua rakaat, membaca Surah Yasin dan lain-lain.
Pada malam itu adalah lembaran baru bagi catatan amalnya untuk setahun ke depan di mana pada siang sebelumnya adalah lembaran penutup bagi catatan amalnya setahun ke belakang.
Di antara fadilat malam Nisfu Syaaban adalah pengampunan Allah ke atas umat manusia kecuali orang musyrik, orang yang bermusuhan, pembunuh diri dan pelaku zina.
Nisfu Syaaban adalah akhir laporan amal manusia pada tahun lalu dan
permulaan laporan amal manusia pada tahun depan. Agar sesebuah laporan elok dan baik mestilah ia dimulakan dan diakhiri dengan sesuatu yang baik. Satu daripada yang baik untuk menutup dan membuka laporan tahunan kita adalah meluahkan cinta kepada Allah, Pencipta dan Pemberi rezeki kita. Dia yang mewujudkan kita daripada tidak ada menjadi ada. Dia yang menghidupkan kita dan kemudian Dia akan mencabut nyawa kita. Ketika nyawa bersama kita mesti berpada-pada memanfaatkannya kerana ketika dia tidak ada lagi bersama badan kita, segala sesuatu sudah tamat. Ketika nyawa bersama kita masih boleh memilih untuk berbuat baik atau buruk tapi ketika ia tidak bersatu lagi dengan jasad, maka yang tinggal adalah hasil daripada yang baik atau yang buruk yakni syurga atau neraka.
Dengan cinta Allah pada akhir dan permulaan laporan seorang hamba sudah memiliki tanda dia akan selamat hidup di dunia dan akhirat. Cinta kepada Allah akan direalisasikan dengan keimanan sempurna tidak berbelah bahagi kepada-Nya; melaksana semua perintah-Nya dan menjauhi semua larangan-Nya.
Cinta kepada Allah tidak cukup hanya dengan luahan kata-kata tapi ia
mesti dibuktikan dengan perbuatan.
Apatah ertinya mengucapkan aku cinta Allah tapi dia
membelakangkan ajaran-Nya? Apakah ertinya mengucapkan aku cinta Allah tapi dia melakukan larangannya. Jika ini berlaku, maka ia
akan menjadi kisah cinta yang bertepuk sebelah tangan.
Menjelang kedatangan Nisfu Syaaban, kita sepatutnya mempersiapkan diri untuk menyambutnya. Persiapan ini juga sebagai persiapan awal kedatangantamu agung berikutnya iaitu bulan suci Ramadan. Persiapan ini tidak akan bermakna jika tidak ada cinta terhadapnya dalam hati kerana cinta adalah penggerak utama roda kehidupan manusia dalam bermasyarakat.
Setiap manusia melihat dunia ini sesuai dengan perbuatan, fikiran dan
dorongan hidupnya. Apabila amal perbuatannya baik, fikirannya bersih dan motivasi hidupnya suci, maka dia akan melihat dunia ini bersih dan indah sebagaimana dunia itu diciptakan. Jika terjadi sebaliknya, dunia akan terlihat gelap-gelita dan dia melihat segala sesuatu terasa hitam pekat.
Dan akhirnya, terbentuklah dua sisi jiwa, pada satu sisi ada jiwa yang
dapat membuat sesuatu terasa sengsara, di sisi yang lain pula ada jiwa
yang mampu menciptakan sesuatu menjadi bahagia.
Bagaimana manusia melihat dunia? Orang yang bahagia melihat dunia
dengan cinta Allah dan orang yang sengsara melihat dunia tidak dengan
cinta Allah. Orang yang pertama disebut adalah orang beriman dan orang yang kedua disebut adalah orang tidak beriman.
Allah berfirman maksudnya: “(Walaupun demikian), ada juga di antara
manusia yang mengambil selain daripada Allah (untuk menjadi)
sekutu-sekutu (Allah), dan mencintainya, (memuja dan mentaatinya)
sebagaimana mereka mencintai Allah; sedang orang yang beriman itu lebih cinta (taat) kepada Allah.” (Surah al-Baqarah: 165)
Al-Quran al-Karim memberi satu jawapan mengenai cara bagaimana kita mencintai Allah. Dalam ayat 31 Surah Ali ‘Imran ada disebut maksudnya:
“Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): “Jika benar kamu mencintai Allah maka
ikutilah daku, nescaya Allah mencintai kamu serta mengampunkan dosa kamu. Dan (ingatlah), Allah Maha Pengampun, lagi Maha Mengasihani.”
Mengapa kita mesti mengikuti Baginda Rasulullah SAW sebagai bukti cinta kepada Allah SWT? Ini kerana sejarah sudah membuktikan bahawa sahabat Baginda menemui kenikmatan hidup ketika bersama Baginda. Mereka berasakan hangatnya kasih sayang dan ketulusan hati selama berdekatan dengan Baginda. Mereka berasakan ketenteraman ketika berada di bawah payung ajaran Baginda. Mereka memperoleh keselamatan dengan mematuhi perintah Baginda. Dan mereka mendapat kekayaan batin dengan meneladani sunnahnya.
Di antara sunnahnya ini adalah sambutan malam Nisfu Syaaban dengan
menzahirkan cinta kepada Allah Subhanahu wata’ala pada pandangan
sesetengah pihak umat Islam. Wallahu a’lam.
INTI PATI
Pengertian Nisfu Syaaban
* Nisfu Syaaban adalah akhir laporan amal manusia pada tahun lalu dan permulaan laporan amal manusia pada tahun depan.
* Menjelang kedatangan Nisfu Syaaban, kita sepatutnya mempersiapkan diri untuk menyambutnya. Ia juga sebagai persiapan awal kedatangan tamu agung berikutnya iaitu bulan suci Ramadan.
* Umat Islam yang berpendapat bahawa malam Nisfu Syaaban memiliki
banyak fadilat akan melaksanakan beberapa amalan termasuk solat dua
rakaat, membaca Surah Yasin dan lain-lain.