SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

Hi! I'm just dropping by just to wish every Muslim peeps out there, Happy Eid 'Ul-Fitr or.....

. . .SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!! May this beautiful syawal month brings more happiness into our life and makes us forget or be relieved upon the bad things that we are about to leave behind.

Even though I don't really feel like it's Eid but hey! It's not me to lose a chance to hang out with all my family members and pals,right? It's not like we always have this moment every week or month.

I would like to take this opportunity to apologise to anyone that I have hurt or mistakenly hurt them. No matter how it happened, I'm sorry if I have hurt you. I too would like to forgive everyone who have hurt me or made me gradually hate them. I forgive them. I may not forget the things that happened but I don't want to keep the grudge in myself towards others. The bad memories will always make me be on the look out but no grudge.

For that, I wish everyone a joyous, harmonious, beautiful, fantastic and everything nice on this GORGEOUS RAYA!

I planned some BBQ sessions with my pals. Hopefully, it will be awesome!=) C ya!

How dumb can a person be?

. . . .to tell you the truth, I find it hard to write implicitly so I will write as explicit as I can and also not spill so much beans from my mouth or hands (cause I am typing here,right?HAHA. . .). . . .

. . .and so the story of that man i told you before goes again as I'm typing this. . .

It seems that the bitch was not a problem after all as the bitch could understand if the man chooses his wife over her. Moreover, that bitch seems to be a distraction for the man and also to make his wife jealous and get her to care thus show her love to the husband again. I guess that strategy failed.

Now, the problem is that the wife asked the man for a divorce even though the man wanted to start fresh again, close the old book and open a brand new one but the wife insisted on the divorce. What is more insane then a wife to ask a divorce from her husband who loves her so F***ing much? It sounds so absurd that it's also stupid simultaneously and I mean that to the wife of course. We will have to wait and see. Let GOD help them to the best of everything.

Moral of the story: Do not rush in making decisions because if it's a wrong turn, you will regret it soon in future and also forever to infinity.

Complicated

We often refer the word 'complicated' to issues that some sort will turn out to be a problem in our life. Sometimes problems in our life get so complicated that we refuse to think and settle it because sometimes when we try to resolve it, it will only get worse.

I pray to GOD that I won't be so egoistic as that; that my life will never turn into that complicated path, that I will live a harmonious life when/if I'm married and I won't be so stubborn as that. I pray to GOD that I will be as humble as I can to the man I love and whom in future will be my husband. I pray to GOD that my future husband will love me for who I am and not take me for granted as that. I also pray to GOD that everything will be alright soon. May everyone be at peace and quarrels will end.

May 'The Old Ones' be happy and not think so much on this complicated issue. May GOD give them and myself the strength to undergo any obstacles that are here upon us and also the ones that are coming our way in future.

I don't know what will be reaching for me soon but what ever it is, I thank GOD that I'm experiencing it. It makes me the person I am today and I am grateful that I am getting stronger day by day. Getting more thoughtful and mature.

I may break down and cry but it's just my way of letting the negativity out of me. I read a post from this blog and crying is the best way and also the fastest way to get the bad issues out of your system. Even though initially it regards to crying for heartbroken girls but through out the end it relates to how we can let go of the bad things that happen in life.


I pray for the best of everything. In GOD I trust. <3 Peace~!

When I saw you. . .

Seriously, my heart skips a beat when i saw you,D. Is it because you always came unexpectedly? I just don't know what I feel no more. I'm confused. Are we platonic? I feel like we are. . . .

Iris Nadhifah

A name with a meaning of ' Bunga Yang Bersih'. A baby that lived only for 38 days but will live in people's memories until the day they die.

It just broke my heart watching Azgar's family break into tears; though we know that GOD loves Iris more and she left without any sins, she's basically pure clean. I couldn't help but cry during the funeral. I usually could refrain myself from crying but yesterday was too hard for me to hold the tears in. I just cried.

I don't want to elaborate further on this because it is too sad. We should believe in GOD and everything happens for a reason.

For now, I wish the best health to Abg Zahar and Kak Ima. May both of you be strong and never stop saying prayers for the best of your future, guys! Remember! GOD loves her and HE loves you guys too!=)

Beautiful

Iris Nadhifah bt Zahar <3

30062011 - 06082011

Accept the fact.

Sometimes or most of the time, it's hard to accept some facts especially when it regards to yourself. It's either about you, your problem, your family etc. In my case, my problems are the fact that I have the difficulty in accepting them. I had numerous times ventured the road of my problems and some how overcame them but they kept letting me into the first door that I left. Simply put, I'm always back to square one which is always making me do the deep heavy sighs to relieve myself.

It has been a very rough two years now since I've moved into this beige house. I have to agree that there are ups and downs but I also believe that there are more downs then ups. I'm sorry dear GOD but I just feel so down when I'm all okay and stuff with my stress level but then someone had to brag about the things that she used to have and now she's left with nothing and stuff. These things bring me down. It's as though I'm not trying my most hardest to get things right to what they used to be like. I'm tired. I'm tired of putting my head up and acting as if I'm very strong, that I could handle all this pressure. Deep down. . .I'm so weak dear GOD.

I know I have nothing to worry but sometimes, this adventure I'm in seriously is holding me back. From what you might ask? Holding me back from myself to be precise. I'm not me. Experience in life changes people they say. . .Yes!I have to agree but I don't want it to change me totally. I used to all fun but now I think fun is now only 30% of me in my life.

I pray to you dear GOD that I will face this adventure with full strength and bravery that is given by you and I trust that I will hold triumph and also run towards the victory no matter how hard this journey will be soon in future.

Syukur Ya Rasullullah! I trust that all that happens, it happens for a reason.