Tuesday, 26 May 2009

i woke up at 4.00am and...

It is abit freaky for me right now as i woke up at 4.00am and i can't seem to go to sleep again.I was awake because i heard my Emak sort of having a nightmare or something.Yes,you didn't hear me wrong.I did slept in my parents room because my room is like a shipwreck currently.Alright?

I'm packing my stuff in my room bit by bit and it is a massive jam in there.Hehe!

Back to the story,i can't seem to go back to sleep and i felt the urge to go to the toilet.I got up and after i came out of the toilet i don't feel like going back to bed because surely i would still hear Emak's nightmare.That was 1 of the reasons why i couldn't sleep .Then another reason why was when I went out of the room and went to my room thinking maybe i could squeeze myself in any small spaces of my bed which is absolutely packed with my stuff.I was wrong tho' cos my bed is very2 pack as i'm typing this.hahaha.Guess what i found??

My bro was sleeping on my bed.Pftt!!So much for me to have a good night sleep ,huh?hahaha..

I went downstairs to switch off some lights and fans that were left on.I guess 'Oops,bro did it again!'..haha..Then,thought of sleeping in the living room (this was when the furthest back of my mind said no to myself).hehe!So ,i proceed to the kitchen and drank some water.I also thought of eating something but due to my sore throat i refused too.*suck!!*

Well,at least i can slow on the fat for awhile.*wink*wink*

Then,i thought of blogging to tell how i was stuck and how i couldn't sleep .In less than 25minutes,here i am blogging about this pathetic night of mine telling ppl how i woke up and couldn't go to sleep cause my Emak is having noisy nightmare and my bro sleeps on my bed.As i'm typing this he is still on my bed tho'.Well,no further comments on him now.huhu!I just find him hillarious sometimes.

Anyhoo,I'm leaving for uni soon.I think i'll be there this coming saturday which is soo not good.Well,i still want to finish degree quick ,so i guess i have to go then.haha..I think the majoriti of my classmate got a Dean's List for our 5th semester.Why i said so?I come to know that 5 ppl obtained 3.5 and above including me.I'm just guessing tho'.Don't know the real truth.

I shouldn't worry about other ppl's results.I have to worry about me and not nose around in ppl's matters.haha..Yea,that's right!!Other's results won't bring any diffrences to me because i'm fighting with myself and not anyone else.It's just that knowing ppl's result can boost myself to work harder that's all.

I'm hungry.DAmn it!~sigh!

I think i better sleep on this one.Gtg.It's 5.03am.I think i hear my bro making sounds.Please don't say that you're in a nightmare as well.i better get out of my room now.huhuhhu...

Sunday, 24 May 2009

As trembling as i was!

I was trembling when i switched on my laptop just this evening around 4pm.I had to find an excuse so that i can buy time not to open the UNiSEL web just yet..Hehe!So,i opened FB instead of the actual website i should've gone to.My heart was beating faster and faster every minute that i delayed.I'd text K.Lina but there was no reply .Bdk kecik was online in Yahoo Messenger so i gave her a buzz and her told her that i was afraid to check my 5th semester results.My fingers started to shake and my body started to shiver even though it was freaking damn hot in my room at the time.

I couldn't waste anymore time and so i did go to the website and key in the student ID .When the page opened,i clicked on the 'EXAMINATION' button.I covered my hands over my eyes and said some prayers.The results was right in front of my eyes and it's actually on the screen when i was not looking yet.I was trembling.In my mind i thought,'Did i do good for this sem?Is my results okay as some of my classmates that told their results earlier to me??'

i was so dramatic and overreacting.Yes,i know that.About 2 minute of not looking to the screen of the comp.....I...I...gently put my hand down and saw my results.

hahhahahahhahahahhaha...I have a Dean's List.hahahhahahhahahahhaha.....

Semester 5/2008/2009-GPA~3.67~CGPA~3.49......About 0.01 to get into 3.5 tho' but i think if i work harder and smarter next sem ,i think i can achieve 3.5 for my CGPA.WEll,at least i improved myself from last sem.I had 3.28 for last sem's GPA which i felt that i suck-ed *period* and not forgetting my CGPA dropped like hell as well.Last sem ,i sort of played around too much.Well,i want to achieve more and better.SYukur Ya Rasulullah~

I guess that's about all.

O yea~my new house has received it's CF.Practically , i can move into that house at about anytime now.My room currently looks like a messed up cave now.

hahhahahhaha...no kidding!!hahhahahahhahahhaha....

i really gotta pack and clean all this mess up into a box really really really soon or else..i'm in trouble.Time is 'tick tock'-ing on me.

aaaaaaaaaAAAAAaaaaaaa!!!!

Friday, 22 May 2009

Have You Ever?

Hey,have you ever feel that somehow you can't depend on your friends?Lately, I have this feeling or maybe these thoughts that in someway or some how i find it very difficult for me to make decisions.It's because they are my friends and i hate that sort of feelings.Sigh!

I have plans and i want to do it with my friends.I was thinking of starting it in KL instead of doing it in Ktn first.Well,sometimes not everything we want is what our friends want.I have to make a decision soon either to do it with them or alone with others (the outsiders).I wish sometimes people would see what i'm trying to achieve here.

It's not that i don't want to start in my so called hometown.It's just that i'm looking at the market here.I just don't know whether it will really2 work here.So,if i strt in KL first i'll have back up if anything goes wrong financially in KTN.

Well,they have their own priorities.I guess their life now is worth while.I guess it's enough for them this way.It's great to be near HIM.I totally agree with that but i just think...


I don't know what i'm thinking.What the hell!!It's my dream not my friends' dream.I asked them to join me in everything that i might come through either in hardships or happy times but if they refuse...I can't force them because this is mine.I can' t go forcing people to do what i think is right if they don't believe in what i believe in doing,right?Yea,i'll leave this to them to decide either to follow me or not soon in the future.Follow my plans or not it's their choice.

Well,for the time being the percentage of they not following me is almost to 99.99%.So ,i doubt it will happen anyways.It is sad when your own friend refuse to join you when you think they might be the key to what you plan to do.I know the key to life is always pray and ask from GOD but friends is one of the source (through them) GOD sends his help to us.

If i go alone later.It is a sad thing to do.Almost disappointing thing to do.*sigh!*

Monday, 18 May 2009

MSCL~picnic!

MSCL stands for My So-Called Life.It's a tv show aired in 1994.I was only 7 years old when the show was on air.I still can remember it.WOW!

It talks about this one girl whose life is just as everyone's but she showed more on the ignorance side.How things come to her instead of she going after anything.She is simply herself.

''What's amazing...is when you can feel your life going some where
like your life is figured out how to get good"

~quoted from Angela Chase's line in MSCL.

This sentence above is similar to what i often feel.I feel it when i am going some where or doing something and when that happens...I know i am doing the right thing and it feels really good.


I think there are more to come which lines i will write it out here in my blog.It's like a happy thing for me to do.

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I went for a picnic yesterday.I woke up at 7.20am to get ready and fetch K.lina,Layli and Aida.I know it's not a lot of people but we really had fun.I know i really did.I didn't thought of any problems at all when i was at the beach.I can't wait to do it again and again anda again but that may happen in another...what?a year or two maybe or during eid i guess.When people have holidays and they a re free most of the time during eid..heheh~

So,K.lina brought egg sandwiches,Aida brought telo msk kicap wit rice ,Layli brought potato salad and nuggets.I bought various drinks.heheh!

We went to Sepat Beach .It is very nice there and still not polluted like other beaches.Well,i hate to admit it but beaches in Kuantan are abit dirty i have to say but Sepat beach is rather clean.I guess it's because it's not commercialised yet...at least not too much!I hope Sepat beach will always be at it is now and forever.

It was an amzing feeling when i'm there.The wind was very soothing and blew my hair in a direction which changed every minute of the day.I felt so relaxed and problem free.How i was longing for that to happen for quite some time.

Well,it was abit dull in the beginning but we managed to make the day alive .Tons of pictures were taken.Posed in every possible ways and most of the pictures were beautiful and with addition of beautifool sceneries the pictures looked even better.

Later that day we went for a movie~watched Angels & Devils starring Tom Hanks.It was nice.Needed alot of thinking but it was a good movie to watch.Recommended for people who love mysteries and action.

Altogether,yesterday was a blast!I loved it soooo much.It was a great experience,simple but GREAT!heheh!

O yea,about the pics.I'm too lazy to upload it here because the procedure of uploading it here is abit lame for me.Sometimes i wonder why only 5 pics can be uploaded at a time?Can't blogspot change to Java uploader like the one in Facebook??It is much more quicker and not too slow.Besides,there are alot of people who use blogspot and some even do business with it.How i wonder~sigh!

p/s:my skin is abit sensitive to scratch on after i came back from the picnic,it's like i'll feel pain when i scratch it~hmm..

Basically , i did 3 activities yesterday~Picnic,watch a movie & went for kompang~at night aku pengsan xingt dunia but woke up at around 11pm to bathe and sleep again..hahaha..tired seh!

Sunday, 17 May 2009

untitled

I have no idea what to write out for the title of this post.So its untitled.

I got a hang of an old childhood tv show that i was very fond of....i really liked that show when it was aired on Metrovision, a tv channel that closed down when i was younger.So,that tv show eventually stopped as well.I didn't get to watch it anymore after the channel closed.

Anyway ,i found it in youtube.It's not in order but i'm still trying to sort it out on how to find the full version of the show.It seems like it has many seasons .O yea,the name of the tv show is 'My so-called Life'.About the life of a teenage girl who always thinks from out of the box.I would always say 'hmm..i nvr thought of it that way~'haha...

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i got myself pissed off just now.I am pissed off because of a f***ing lame brochure of theatre.It's not the brochure that made me pissed off ,it's the ppl asking and commenting in the FB area that made me be.sigh!

Well,than again i think i'm over sensitive and exaggerating on it.Well,i don't know.

F***!!!!

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I'm going for a picninc tmrw.Just with k.lina,aida n layli.Just the 4 of us.It's not a crowd but for me i just want to relax and lay back at the beach and dip myself in the water..hahaha..

i better go to sleep now.I'll update on the tv show i talked about earlier and also about the book A Seal UPon My Heart.I've finished it.Yay!

Alright then,night2~!

BUbye~

Thursday, 14 May 2009

High~

Currently,i am feeling so high!High in caffein that is..hahahha....

I drank Neslo just awhile ago.I am sorta addicted to it.I'm trying to control it and I dont' wanna get stuck to it.

Okay,i'm about to get very emo.Really emo~

I saw a part of today's grey anatomy's episode.I'm not a follower of that series but i like to watch it eventhough i usually missed it.I don't really know when it's aired on tv and plus i don't hv AStro .I saw it on Nt7 just a while ago ..heh!

In this episode,there was a patient who died during surgery and one of the doctor (whose name i can't recall) cried because she re-build the patient's bones but the patient died because of a heart failure.She was so sad that the patient died ,maybe she cried because she did her work too hard that it's too much for her to bare that the patient really died.Well,maybe~

I want to realease my sadness that i know i've been keeping in myself but it seems like i can't.I have no idea y..

Lately,i come to notice that i am not really close with my brothers.Each and everyone have their own families.We sorta grew apart.Is this y i'm feeling down?Is this the reason?

I,myself don't really know myself sometimes,what do i really feel inside especially.Why do i say so?It's because there are once or twice that i tend to cry heavily over some things that are stupidly simple.

Maybe i lack friends who i can really share what i feel.I don't share with Emak so often now like i used too.Maybe i just don't want to burden her.Maybe it's just not a story i want to elaborate further with my Emak.Maybe my 1 close friend don't always understand what i feel.So ,there is no use of telling her anyways.*sigh!*

Emak told me to ask that person who once said 'JGN GANGGU HIDUP AKU' to me to the picnic this sunday that i organise for close realtives and friends.I don't like of asking her.It's not like i'm holding grudges against her but i don't want to be aorund her anymore.Why?

It's because once i put those words she said behind me,i'll get into her life once again.I'll go nose around in her life which she doesn't like me to be doing.I'm that kind of person.Once i forget,i'll do the things that i'm not suppose to do all over again and get myself hurt all over again.I will never learn.That is why the best way is not to be around her.

Monday, 11 May 2009

happened in the hostel~

I woke up a little late 1 morning when i was in UNi..

It was during this semester when this incident happened.Okay,to those who are not familiar with the hostels there,here are some descriptions of them.One block or we call it 'cluster' has 5 -6 buildings and each buildings have 4 floors.Each floors have 4 mini apartment which consist of 3 rooms,mini kitchen,laundry space,mini balcony,living room and 2 bathrooms.Each rooms can fit 2 person.OKay?Now u know a little on the hostel i've been staying in since i've been studying in UNiSEL.

NOw,about the 2 bathrooms.We will use either 1 of them if 1 or the other are occupied.So to happen ,that morning 1 of my housemates was using the bathroom i usual used.I thought of using the other one but was thinking twice.hahahaha...WHy u asked?

THe other bathroom was often used by these 2 housemates of mine.They seldom clean that bathroom unlike the bathroom i always use ,it's far too clean then theirs.I had no choice because i was running late.My class was at 8.30 -9am ...i couldn't rmmbr!So,i did went into that smelly bathroom but in less than 5 seconds i couldn't take it.I rush out of that bathroom..OMG!!!it stinks in there.I wonder how they could bath in that smelly washroom.EuWwW!!

I thought to myself,"The other bathroom is still occupied ,this bathroom is too smelly that made me feel like vomitting and i am late!!!"

I can't do much but go to class..i know it's embarrassing but this was what happened.

hahahhahaha~ppl would say i'm disgusting but at least i did brush my teeth,wash my face,put on perfume ,comb my hair and most importantly i was all cool about it.:P

NO ONE noticed anything weird about me that morning.hehehehhe~

I HAD NO CHOICE !!!hahahahhaa....BUT that was the 1st and the last time i'm doing that!i promised myself to wake up early after that.Tee hee~

Tragic isn't it?:P

Sunday, 10 May 2009

4 in 1 stories

Finished blogging up this stories at 12.59am~11th May 2009..heheheheheh...i'm done for today!
Read up and enjoy my so called stories!heheh~



'LEPak-ING' just b4 the theatre started~




me~taken by Togap
(please scroll down to story no.2 for the scoop)


a day before the real day


the brochures~lovely!
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STORY 1

The 1st is about wolverin movie that i watched lately.Little that i know that the dvd i watched was the leaked one from hollywood.WHy leaked you might asked?It's because all the cam tricks sucks .Imagine when Wolverin's claws came out of his fist,there were no claws instead you could only see his hands in the form of a boxing style..hahaha...Then ,when they are fighting or flying here and there you can see the wire that was on their backs.hahaha..hillariously shits!i thought the movie as out like that and i was disappointed with the movie.The story line was fantastic but the camera gimick was a failure~i tot!hahha....
Then ,i asked my friends who went to the cinema and they told me that i saw the leaked version of the movie and the real movie in the cinema was not even close to the word failure...hahha... i was so blur,couldn't think of anything and just laughed at myself...hahaa..my friend kevin told me not to buy pirated anymore but hey,i didn't hv much choice.I hv no one to go to the movies with.
TEe hee~


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STORY 2

OKay,next story was a surprise i got when i glanced tru pics in FB.Togap (a person's name) who is my co-actor's housemate in theatre.He took pictures using his big ,attractive,wonderful cam which i don't know what's the brand of the cam..hehehe..Anyhoo,he took pics of all of us who were involved in theatre.HMm?Pics of peeps who were not involved too he did captured like the guards' pics.hahahha...well,he did a great job for those pics.All of the pics were beautifool.


O yea,back to the story.So i was going tru FB and i wanted to upload pics of me or maybe something else..ahh!i couldn't rmmbr and so i saw his albums of pics on theatre and i saw my face for the main pic in the 1st album.The pics are as the above.
There are 3 albums that he has uploaded.Thanks Togap for uploading.(^__^)


Next!!
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STORY 3

The third story i would like to share with you is about a book that i'm reading currently.The title is A SEAL UPON MY HEART by Conrad.The story line is great.Almost every line has description of everything.E.g:how the Aunt May looks like,how the zoo's beings or a person's feelings.
There was one line i came across that fascinates me '..like popcorn behind the tooth..' which means the more you try to get rid of something the harder it gets or the more you try to forget the more the memory deepens into your heart and soul~
i haven't finish reading it tho'.In short,it's about a girl name Darcie who is angry with her mother who left her with her Aunt May to go on a honeymoon with her new husband and not Darcie's father.Darcie never knew her father and is eager to find out the story she never knew for 16 years since she was born.She didn't wanted to ask b4 but after she started to stay with her Aunt May ,Darcie tries to uncover the mystery of why her father didn't came back for her after their 1st meet when Darcie was just 3 weeks old.
I'll tell you a little more on the book when i finish reading it,okay?It is rather interesting for a person like me who do not fancy reading as a hobby..heheh!Maybe it's good for me to take up a book or two ,so that i can brush up my vocabs.I don't know why but my brain can't easily recall words when i write an essay.Pftt!haha...I hope taking up this hobby will help me soon.
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STORY 4

I have been home for a week now.The last 3 papers was okay.I think this sem was the 1st sem i ever struggled so hard to study.I was very much distracted as from b4.Never that i knew i would study that way.Want to know how?haha..I studied and sleep at the same time.
Sounds stupid but i did that.I would do short notes either with full concentration or 'cincai' and then i will study only that.When i study,that was when i practiced the sleepy strategy.(:P)When i am sleepy ,i'll sleep while remembering the points or mneumonics.Sometimes if i'm not lucky i'll dose off till morning BUT i'm lucky enough to sleep after i'm fully done studying while sleeping..hahaha...
That is why i said that i've struggled.It's more to a last minute studying and making short notes.Hopefully i can score.Well,i don't know.Trust in GOD and hope for the best.
Syukur Ya RAsulullah.
Since i've been home,i've been doing nothing but going out.Did some chores here and there but the major thing i should be doing now is clearing my stuff into the plastic boxes.I'm moving to a new house soon and i'm toooo lazy to pack things up.I HATE packing up my stuff..ARGH!!
Well,i think i'll start doing it tomorrow,hopefully!heheh!!
THE END~(^_^)

the net sucks!~MOthEr's day n zakk's bday!

It's been 2 days or more now that the internet is troubling me.I don't know whether the line,this broadband or the network is the problem..hmm??well,whatever...

Today is a Mother's day and also zakk's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAKIAH!!hehe..

Anyhoo,about mother's day.I don't really like ppl wishing their mothers on this day.It's not that i envy them or what but it's like~don't u wish or love your mother every other days too??I kiss ,hug and tell my Emak that i love her almost everyday.So,a mother's day is nothing in our lifes.Everyday is a mother's day for us.tee hee~


That is why i feel that it's a lame thing to go wishing and buying presents or flowers for your mother on a single day that is only once in a year.Why don't you wish your mom and do it frequently?Is it because you want to have a surprise for your mom?so that's why 10th May on each year is the date to surprise your mother?is that the reason?

It's not that i want to argue on this but why must have a date for our own mother?We meet them almost everyday of our lifes except for the peeps that stay away from theirs BUT i don't think that's even a reason.Peeps who are millions miles away from their mothers can simply pick up the phone and call their beloved mothers .Right??

SO u see..having a date set to wish our mom is very lame and i think it's stupid.It's different from teacher's day because after leaving school you don't meet your teacher anymore so if you hv their number-go ahead n call them or meet them in school-they are ppl we don't really meet after school years are done.

Our MOTHERS are always with us.So u tell me..WHY must there be a date for them?A simple kiss every now and then or whenever you leave home or even misses her...pick up the phone and call her or better still go and meet her.Tell her that she is the best mother you could possibly have.HUg her!

Maybe not everyone are like me.I guess!I always come to that conclusion.I would always let my EMak know that i love her.I hug her and i kiss her.So if you love your mother-don't just wish ,kiss and hug your mother only on 10th May..do it everyday when you meet her.She gave birth to you and that is very HARD.The least you can do is tell her that you love her on every single day ,that is very EASY and far too simple from the word 'HARD'.(^__^)

Saturday, 9 May 2009

to blog~

i'm very into 'reading a book' mood now..so not really into blogging now...

let's just list down what i want to talk about later so that i won't forget what to blog about..heheh!

#1-wolverin movie~thought it was disappointing but i was wrong..heheh
#2-togap (a person's name) & his pics
#3-a book i'm currently reading
#4-lazy-ness to pack by stuff because i'm moving into a new house in a couple of months
#5-how was finals for the last 3 papers n how my holidays are going about.

i guess tht's all.I'll add up if there is anything i would like to say later.OK then,i'll elaborate on these topics above soon.*wink2*

Wednesday, 6 May 2009

fighting the boredom~

001. Real name → Rozlina bt Mohd Ramli
002. Nickname(s)→ Reena,Roz,Girl and lately JUan tomas..:P
004. Zodiac sign → pieces
005. Male or female →female
006. Elementary →SR Sri KL
007. Middle School → SM Sri KL & MGS,ktn
008. High School → (Secondary) MGS ,Ktn
010. Hair color → burgundy black
011. Long or short → long
012. Loud or Quiet → both
013. Sweats or Jeans → sweats
014. Phone or Camera → both
015. Health freak → not really
016. Drink or Smoke? → u think?!
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → lately just fancy someone but not tht serious
019. Piercings → 5 piercings on ears
020. Tattoos - i want too but i can't

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → lil' kid age around 8..i guess
026. First crush → during primary
027. First pet → a cat i guess..had too many pets..i go way back with the leaving things called animals..hahahah
030. First big birthday → 8 years old
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → nothing
050. Drinking →nothing
052. I'm about to →go to doze off,i think..
053. Listening to → nothing
054. Plans for today →accompany K.lina to the celcom network centre
055. Waiting for→3pm to bath..hahahah

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → yes n no..
059. Want to get married? → dunno
060. Careers in mind → businesswoman
068. Lips or eyes → both
070. Shorter or taller? → taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms →dunno..i would prefer nice heart..hahah
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → never
081. Ran away from home → er..lots of time....like hell i didn't..r u insane?!!!
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → held knife to cut the fishes' guts out de la...hahaha
083. Killed somebody → yea!in my dreams
084. Broken someone's heart → er...dunno
087. Cried when someone died → yea..of cos

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → yea
090. Miracles → yea,happens to me all the time
091. Love at first sight → yea
092. Heaven → yea
093. Santa Claus → yea..
094. Sex on the first date → hahah!like hell no!!
095. Kiss on the first date → i don't think soo..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → no..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → yea..there are ups n downs but i'm comfy here..
099. Do you believe in God → YES!definitely..
100. What do you want to do after this truths is posted?→sleep for an hour

Monday, 4 May 2009

me

Name: Rozlina
Shoe size: 7,8,9..depends to the brand..heheh!
Height: 167cm
Where do you live: Kuantan
Favourite drinks: milo ice

Have you ever -
Been on a plane: Yea
Fallen asleep at school: Yea
Broken someone's heart: err..not tht i can think off..friends?yea~
Fell off your chair: heh~yea
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yea..very pathetic
Saved e-mails: yea

What is
Your room like: messy
The last thing you ate: chicken rice
Ever had chicken pox: surprisingly~no!heh!
Stitches: yea..3 above my left eyebrow

Do you
Believe in love at first sight: yea..
Like picnics: love 'em..thinking of doing 1 during this holidays

Who was/were the last person/people
You dance with: can't rmmbr
Last made you smile: parents
You last yelled at: err..cn't rmmbr

Today is 4th may, 8:03PM, did you -
Talk to someone you like: naa~
Kiss anyone:nope
Get sick:err..no?!
Talk to an ex: no
Miss someone: yes
Eat: alot..hahah

Best feeling in the world: the taste of success
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:err..yea..heheh
What's under your bed: my bed has no under..a build in~
Who do you really hate: you!hahha..maybe stubborn ppl who too thinks they are smart..cam sombong bodoh cmtu
What time is it now? 8.07pm

Random -
Is there a person who is on your mind now: not really.. a headache is..
Do you have any siblings: yea..
Do you want children: yea n no..haha...
Do you smile often: i crap alot so i guess i do
Do you like your hand-writing: not really
Are your toe nails painted: nope
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my parents'..heheh!tilam tu empok gile siak!heheh..
What color shirt are you wearing now: heheh!no comment..
What were you doing yesterday: read my notes while sleeping and vice versa..
I can't wait till:the next time i can hang out wit my friends
Are you a friendly person: i don't know..u tell me..huhu
Do you have any pets: yea..overall..4..
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: KL..
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: just one of my girlfriends
Do you sleep with the TV on?: sometimes..tp memekak je..so it's very rare
What are you doing right now?: doing this while watching news on tv
Have you ever crawled through a window?: heheh!yes i hv.
Are you too forgiving?: depends..
Are you closer to your mother or father?: err..emak but oso abah..hahah..indifferent i guess
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: i cn't rmmbr siak..my pet i guess..hahahha
How many people can you say you've really loved?: around 10 and above
Do you eat healthy?: lately..my eating is not in order..
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: hmm..skip!
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yes...it did cut my heart deep...
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: HIM,emak or k.lina
Are you confident?: most of the time

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. in primary school in subang jaya
2.playing in shah alam
3. be expensive
4. very tomboy-ish
5. don't hv to think on problems

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. go out
2. meet HIM
3. top up hp
4. refresh myself
5. drive my car~

5 snacks I enjoy:
1.err..
2.toast?haha..
3. oranges
4. green bean junkies
5. salad

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1.for HIM & money for parents monthly
2. launch a biz
3. make more money
4. get a car and a house
5. save for more money

5 of my bad habits:
1. bite my nails
2. too curious
3. day dream
4. care too much
5. always get hurt but never learn

FINALLY.

5 places I have lived in:
1. Kg.Subang
2. Shah Alam seksyen 19
3. SA seksyen 2
4. Kuantan
5....err..no more i guess..hahaha

Saturday, 2 May 2009

blogging while in a sauna!heheh!

1 by 1 of my housemates left.

Only 2 of us are in the house now.*sigh*

I don't like the feeling of loneliness.I terribly3 hate it to the top of the world.

Anyhoo,i still have 2 more papers to finish then i'm off.

Previous 3 papers were alright.I'm just not so certain with Edu.Psychology because in objective section i was 'tembak'-ing alot..hahahhaha...i hope i didn't miss the right shots for most of the questions..hahaha....

Hopefully..*wink2*

I saw parents came to fetch their children.Sigh!

Why TESL papers always finish last?It's been 5 sems ady..HELLO?!!?!

This semester's papers started to cramp up together (which was like hell for me especially for the 1st 2 papers,read like i hv no eyes to sleep..hahaha..), i hope it won't be cramped for 1/2009/2010 finals but will finish quickly~heh!

No matter when we start,we will always finish last.Hmm..eh,i meant the date for finals of cos..heheh!

what u think i was talking about?hahahaha....sakit!


I have no right topic to blog about lately.Sorry for that but i just need to blog.haha..

current mood:not really happy+alone