Tuesday, 28 July 2009

new beige house....

'THis is the sempit-est room i have ever had!!'said my Emak...hahhahaha....

'Sempit-est' was so damn funny when Emak said it.I laughed so hard that i teared up.hahah...

WEll,Emak said tht word when we were in her room.She was tidying up some stuff and i was laying bck on her bed.(i know some of u might say,"HEy,isn't she too old to even lie on her parents' bed??'WEll, 1st of all i had to sleep in my parents' room for another 1 month or 2 because my bro n her wife can only get into their house which is next door in 1 or 2 months time..So ,my room is taken,i had to retreat into my parents' room....Go figure!)

Thn ,bck to the story she said because her current room is very small then the room in PINKY n if there is abit too much stuff in this room it will look as if WWIII has been released..heheh..

Earlier this afternoon i accompanied my parents to go out.THn without any intention they said they wana go to PINKY and check if there are letters in the letterbox there at PINKY's.Well,i felt gloomy as i watched that empty house.All trees have been cut down n the house just seem so empty.*sigh*

i'm moving on lil' by lil' but thn ...It does takes time for me to forget that PINKY is not my home anymore.I know i can nvr forget PINKY but i just hv to admit tht i am no more an owner of tht house.*sigh*..well,lets drop this topic....


JUst now too...my Emak n i was arguing.Not about anything important ,just some silly matter.OKay!i wana ask u.IF u just bought a new dining table would u use it when u are having dinner or would u buy a new smaller table to put in the kitchen?

U c my parents jsut bought a new dining table for this beige house n they don't wana use it because they ' sayang' the table.They said they wana buy a smaller table n put in the kitchen if we are having dinner at home.I was like...what??

What for u wana buy a table but not use it???Whenever ppl come they will sit at tht table n we serve drink and they will also eat at tht table but thn we as the house owner are not making use of tht table...sometimes it is absurd!argh!

WEll,to me if u buy stuff n not use it fully ,ur wasting ur money!!well,whatever!!It's their money!

*I miss moments of the usual time n things we do!I miss HIM!!so so so badly!!*

Sunday, 26 July 2009

blog to dodge boredom!

In my previous post i asked myself whether Ajoe went to KTn 4 real or not?Well, guess what?He did.HE called me up at around 11pm++ tht nite n said he was otw to KTn.He said he was wit his bro n later in the conversation only he said he's going to send his uncle n auntie bck to Ktn.huhuhu...he just came bck from KTn last sunday n thn was on his way to kTn tht very tues..pergh!

WEll, anyhoo...didn't manage to meet him..as i reached KTn on wed at 3pm++ n i drove!!yay!!he left for KL at 6pm..i didn't know about tht not until the next day on Thursday tht he called me up just toask me to look at the Gerhana matahari at about 8pm++.I was at the movies watching HArry putar wit k.lina n suddenly he called n telling me to do so.I can't hear him too well so we ended the conversation really quick.Thn ,i called him bck after the movie which thn only i know what he was talking about.HE's continuing for a diploma soon i guess because he asked me to wish him good luck.He hasn't been online for a few days now..hmmm?wonder where he is...

Anyhoo,i went to the ranch just now.I took alot of photos but too lazy to upload it.*sigh*..

heheh..k.dd said i'm pretty!huahahhahahhahahha..i laughed like there's no tmrw siak!huhuhu...
well,i did save our conversation on msn.It's nice to hear some compliments from someone sometimes.It sort of freshened up our inner soul!huhuhu...She gave me a few tips on dieting.I shud say tht it's a good one.Hv to strt keep my body healthy!

Thnks k.dd!Appreciate it alot!

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

20th July 2009~the need to whine and rant!!

Yesterday is 'ISrak Mikraj' when Prophet of Muhammad s.a.w went up to heaven.Well,it was a sad day as i can't meet HIM to tell tht i'm leaving for KL.I'm ok not that bad as i'm going back to KTn tmrw tho'.

i miss HIM sooo much!!!

Yesterday was also went the bus broke down again!!!!This time is the BUs selangor to unisel .I took a pic of the bus but i'm so lazy to upload it.I'll upload it after i finish writing this post k?err...The bus broke down because the gear just won't function.The driver said that the oil for the gear just ran out.WTF??All passenger had to go off the bus and wait for another bus.SHIT!!SO,i had to change bus twice that is one at the side of the road and second in BB a.k.a Batang berJuntai!I arrived fromKtn yesterday at around 3 something n waited for the wrecked bus about 30 minutes thn after that bus broke down i waited for another bus for about 20 minutes and it was 4.30pm++.Then ,had to go downof the bus in BB and it was 6pm++ and waited for another 20 minutes for the bus to go into Unisel to come .Thn ,board that bus and waited another 30-45 minutes for the bus to move....it was like i hv the whole day in the bus...like F***!!!!

SO thn at aroun d 7-8pm++ only i reached unisel n hostel.I was exhausted but thn i went and bathe and study.I wait...i read abit but i went to sleep at around 9pm and woke up at around 11pm++ to study and stayed up til 4am i guess.WHoah!yesterday was really tiring seh!

Next time,i promise myself not to get myself that tired anymore.If anytime soon Ajoe is going bck to KTn..i must not follow.IF i'm very free thn only i'll follow him.

Just now happened to be my last paper for Sem 6...i did ok i guess..hahhaha..not so bad la...i'm on holiday now,about 3 weeks of holidays i guess..Thn,inot semester 7 which will be a very very very very busy semester.There will be 4 teaching courses that i hv registered for.The subject registered was set by our Head of Programme so it is a must to reg those subjects for next semester.So it's gonna be a hell of lesson plans next sem...aaaaa!!!!

well,to be positive on it...lets say:BRING IT ON BABY!!!!


hahhahahhaha...ok la..i dont know what to crap about ady so until the next post!

o yea,ajoe said he's going to ktn tonite..is he for real???it's tuesday nite for GOD sake!xkj ke?hmm?well,let's just c tmrw if i get to meet him in ktn ...hahhaahha...

Saturday, 18 July 2009

met HIM

yay!i met HIM...the time when HE came into the 'kitchen' at the ranch i started smiling all the way.I was washing some dishes at the time HE passed by behind me .I was relieved to c HIM.heh!
It's nice to meet HIM after for quite some time.I'm grateful for it.

O yea!About the lift that Ajoe gave me is not really a planned thing.He told me earlier this week that he might come to Ktn on the weekend which is today n tmrw.At 1st i didn't wana go home because of my new hse condition all messy n dusty so i decided not to come home until my final paper finishes but....the plan changed.I was suppose to stay at my aunt's until Sunday but Ajoe said his trip to Ktn was cnfrmed so he asked me if i wanted to follow him cause earlier i said i wanted to go with him if he don't mind and he said it's ok.(eventhough i said i didn't wana go home but thn if there is someone going ..u shouldn't i not come home,right?wrong?hahha...well,it's done now anyways...hahahha...)

Now,i'm waiting for wendy my classmate to come online to discuss about our finals.I'm like sooo lazy to study,so if i discuss with someone we can brainstorm n understand more quickly thn studying alone.heheheh!

Well, i had a great time at the ranch just now.I woke up at 7.30am++ and i reached there at 9 am something.IT took me about 40 minutes from Damansara Ktn to Sepat.If by kilometre i guess it's about 36km.WHoah!i did feel the short yet long journey while driving just now.I came home early at abround 2pm just now from the ranch because had to fetch cobra from the clinic.He was there since wednesday so it was time to take him home.If too long in there he can get sick missing us and my father's pocket will burn..(it did 'burn' tho'..hhahah..but it was ok since it's not always tht cobra goes to the clinic..hehehe....)

i think that is about it ..don't know what to talk about anymore but my heart feels so unstable...and i hate it...because i feel 'sick'....kejab suka,jab sedih jab rase jealous because of D...aaah!whatever!talk to the trunk as ellie in 'ICe age3' have said...hahahah...

had a lift

i came home to my new house just this afternoon which is yesterday 17th July 2009..huhu..Ajoe gave me a lift home tho'..It was nice of him to fetch me at UKM comuter station and get be back to Ktn.Well,it was really nice eventho' it was my first time going to KTn with him n dik wan..huhu..

All the way they were listening to those 'JIwang' songs that they have on just now.i was so bored listening to 'em but thn at the same time had tons of laughter cause they were singing and i couldn't stand but laugh at them..hehehe..loudly and quietly...(not at the same time of cause..)

We reached Ktn at around 5-6pm just now.Ajoe is good at driving i must admit that...huhuhu...eventho' he sometimes likes to tailgate....

I just got home and i showed thm to the main road after they sent me home.Coincidencely ,my abah had to fetch k.quna ,my sis in law from work so i said it's better if i went and at the same time i can show ajoe the way home.So, we went n after fetching my sis i started to tidy up this new house wit my parents.Whoah!!!really4 tiring n painful..I had to carry heavy stuff and i got bruises all over my fingers ,hands and legs.My back bone hurts like hell too due to lifting heavy boxes such as power amps,tv,tables etc.Well, the tidying up is not finished yet ,maybe when i get back on wed nex week i'll strt putting my clothes at it's right place in my wardrobe.Now,i can't do much cause i need to prepare myself n study for the finals.Eventho' it's only 1 paper but there's a handful to study for that paper...huhuhu...

I need to rest and wake up early..maybe at 7am...need to go c HIM.I don't feel so good not seeing HIM for too long.Lil' by lil' i'm like losing my mind...hahhahaa....

ok2..nite2...eh!morning and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....(^__^)

Friday, 17 July 2009

yesterday

i called up my father yesterday and he said they finished moving all the stuff from PInKY at 4am.I can imagine how the tiredness is for my family.It's good to know that all of my brothers were there to help.Some sedara also helped out.Syukur everything is moved safely.Cobra is at the clinic and buck is at the new home....hmm..wonder where is TOrt2!(my 2 tortoises)..forgot to ask about them...hahahha....

WEll,all is there to do now is tidy up the new house which i don't really like doing.pfftt!

OMG!I GOTTA STUDY...WITH THE NEW HOUSE IN A MESS AND IT'S CONDITION NOW I DON'T THINK I CAN STUDY THERE!'huhu....

hmmm??*wondering*

Imagine*****

You are happily married with someone you love but then tragedy strikes and your lovely spouse met an accident.He or she got paralysed because of that accident.Later,your spouse learnt to be a very low self-esteem person regarding to the current condition .It is useless to live and do any work.He turns down everything that is making him go forward.He or she says life is a nightmare now.You give all the positive support but everything is turned down.

The question to this..

Will you get fed up?
Can you live with a person who thinks he or she is a total failure and cannot help the family anymore?
Can you stand the whine?
Will you leave your spouse for another man or woman?
Can the term we call 'love' safe the marriage?
Will the marriage last?
Will you stay?
Will you never give up on your spouse?

Questions that came to me and even more as i watched a show on the tv just a while ago.Can i stand by my husband if i'm married to a paralysed man and thinks he has failed in life and his family because he is useless?

haha..i'm thinking too much now...i know but i was just wondering...It is hard to tell.I cannot say that i will stay because if i say that it is as tho' i'm asking for trouble.I will nvr know if i can go thru this type of problem ...if it ever occur in my life...hahah..because in that show the wife left the husband for another man.The woman can't stand how her husband react after the accident.So,'love' failed in that situation.That is when it made me think....Not everything can be cured with love.


OR can it?hmmm....


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Wana know something?I'm feeling abit flowery now.Just called D just now.Going to Ktn tmrw with him if jadi la..heheh!

And after the call..i feel so flowery like there's something inside of me shaking.hahahha...WTH!!??hahhahaha...i'm trying to shake it off but it's still in me...argh!!i need to study now...flowery can u go away 4 awhile..and come another time?pls?hahahha.....

Tuesday, 14 July 2009

15th July 2009~a sad sad fact!


my pinky!





Tmrw is the official date that my family n i will move to another house which i dislike.I am awfully sad but thn again i can't do much about it.

You will always be rmmbered my beautiful pink home!Never will you be forgotten.*Muahkss*!!
I love you and i will mish you!!


Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.
Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.



Q: Kissed someone on your friend list?
in fb..err...no i guess..

Q: Been arrested?
Nvr..

Q: Do you like someone?
heheh!yea..

Q: Held a snake?
thought of it..so not yet..

Q: Been suspended from school?
almost but naaa..hehe

Q: Sang karaoke?
bunches of times..

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
yup..did tht as well..lots of times..still trying to refrain myself..huhu

Q: Laughed until you started crying?
yup..tht's me..

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
nvr..wish 1 day i cud..

Q: Kissed in the rain?
this too..wish i will hv the oppotunity..hehe..

Q: Sang in the shower?
rarely..

Q: Sat on a roof top?
yea,i hv..

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
err..nope..

Q: Broken a bone?
nvr...

Q: Shaved your head?
Never.

Q: Played a prank on someone?
heheh...a few times..

Q: Shot a gun?
toy gun?yes...huhu..

Q: Donated Blood?
Nvr did..

LAST PERSON.
1. You hung out with? sarah n husna
2. You texted? ajoe
3. You were in a car with? sarah n husna
4. Went to the movies with? k.lina
5. Person you went to shop with? sarah
6. You talked on the phone? divya
7. Made you laugh? umai n the gang
8. You hugged?husna
9. You miss? HIM so much!!!!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon? both
2. Winter or Fall? Winter
3. Left or Right? Right.
4. Sunny or rainy? Rainy.
5. Where do you live? Malaysia..=P
6. Club or pub? none...
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yup2...
8. Do you want to get married?err..yes n no..hehe...
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl
10. What time is it? 2.52 am as i type this..
11. Are you afraid of commitment? Not at all..
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? to c HIM soon.
13. Do you cook? hehe..no but i know how to cook a few dishes tho'
14. Current mood?plain..

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone? yea..my emak
2. Sang? Yup2..'PErgi by aizat'
3. Listened to music? 'pergi' by aizat
4. Danced Crazy? huhu..i did..in class..
5. Cried? err..nope
6. Liked someone you can't have? i like him but i dunno if i'll be with him..hahhaha..

25 FIRSTS .....
1.Who was your first date? Never been on a real date=P
2. Who was your first roommate?i cant rmmbr her name but i call her 'G'
3. What alcoholic beverage you tasted? a few..hehe..
4. What was your first job? gym instructor
5. What was your first car? proton saga but just for a few weeks i guess thn changed to volvo
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? when my granpa died..can't rmmbr what year tho'..
8. Who was your first grade teacher?Miss Nah n she got pregnant n many other relief teachers took over..about 8 of them..huhu..
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Singapore
11. Who was your first best friend? farhana in standard 2..
12. Who was your first best friend in high school?no best friends in highschool..
13. Where was your first sleepover? err..Mas's house whn i as in primary
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? emak or k.lina..
15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? nvr did..
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? stretched my body..
17. What was the first concert you went to? School end of the year concert..hahhaha
18. What was the last concert you went to? same as #17
19. First tattoo or piercing?no tattoo but 1st piercing was done whn i was in primary
20. First celebrity crush?err..i don't think i hv..haha..
21. Current celebrity crush? None
22. First crush? That guy's name starts with A..hahha
23. First time you tied your shoe laces? kindergarten

Five names you go by (are called, in the case of 3):
1. Rozlina
2. Roz
3. Reena
4. Girl
5. Girl Reena

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. t-shirt
2. bracelet
3. towel..hahhaha

Three things you want very badly at the moment:
1. to see HIM
2. adidas superstar!!!!!
3. to skip next semester n pass without going tru it..=P

Two things you did last night:
1. watched tv
2. played games on FB

Two things you ate today:
1.Rice with chicken and vege
2. Chicken rice

Two people you last talked to on the phone:
1. Emak
2. Divya

Three things you are going to do tomorrow:
1. Study for finals
2. eat
3. Facebook...of cos..heheh!

Monday, 13 July 2009

A triBUte for my BEloved HOME!

These are the pictures of my 'pinky'.I decided not to study for today and do this post.I told everyone that i love my home so much and i will nvr get tired saying that as long as i live.For me,this is my only house that i've love sooo much...


The pictures below are not in order..because there alot so i'm too lazy to put it in order put i'll put caption below each pics to label where is it's position my my 'pinky'.Please excuse the mess in the house as we are moving ,right?hahaha...

*playing song at the moment to get the mood 'pergi' by Aizat*


These are plaster ceiling in my living room.



the living room view from the staircase


the cute family hall upstairs


my ever messy room front view


back view of my room (so many baju kurung Yes!i know..hahah..)


my messy room from outside view


my bro's n sis in law room n also faris's


side view


outside view


the two rooms are right beside each other...
the toilet is joined in the middle


the door to my parents room...master bedroom


the family hall window view


side view


the staircase

the staircase view from below

the middle room downstairs

inner view...

from outside view

the back room downstairs slidely larger than the mid room..
front view


back view


view to the kitchen from outside


the wet kitchen


another toilet outside


the wet kitchen side view

I LOVE MY PINKY!!


the fans to cool cars down...=)
basically a place as a car garage and to dry clothes



garage side view


garage front view

garage view from behind



garage view from front
(my car=P)



garage side view




garage another side view


garage from behind



kitchen from front view


try n guess what's this?hahahha...combined with the toilet..



the dry kitchen and living room view from there...


the kitchen from the room view


view from outside


family hall downstairs


hall from staircase view



the LIVinG ROOM n my emak..hhahaa=)


living room n staircase n Emak...hahhahaha











BEHOLD!!!MY PINKY!!!




THIS photo was taken when it was about to be advertised!




My pINKy and abah's BMW 525i 1989..BOTH are were!!


Living room again with the beautifool lights!


The kitchen side view


another side view


parent's room..me on right corner in the mirror..hahahha



the study table n window view



the living room from staircase view


view from mid hall downstairs..




Wellm i think that is all..I hope now u know y i love my pinky soo much!This house is too much for me to lose but...i can't do anything!Feels like cursing right now but i want to leave pinky as peaceful i could possibly can.Cross ur fingers n hope i'll get ovet this A.S.A.P!!

donE!