new beige house....

'THis is the sempit-est room i have ever had!!'said my Emak...hahhahaha....

'Sempit-est' was so damn funny when Emak said it.I laughed so hard that i teared up.hahah...

WEll,Emak said tht word when we were in her room.She was tidying up some stuff and i was laying bck on her bed.(i know some of u might say,"HEy,isn't she too old to even lie on her parents' bed??'WEll, 1st of all i had to sleep in my parents' room for another 1 month or 2 because my bro n her wife can only get into their house which is next door in 1 or 2 months time..So ,my room is taken,i had to retreat into my parents' room....Go figure!)

Thn ,bck to the story she said because her current room is very small then the room in PINKY n if there is abit too much stuff in this room it will look as if WWIII has been released..heheh..

Earlier this afternoon i accompanied my parents to go out.THn without any intention they said they wana go to PINKY and check if there are letters in the letterbox there at PINKY's.Well,i felt gloomy as i watched that empty house.All trees have been cut down n the house just seem so empty.*sigh*

i'm moving on lil' by lil' but thn ...It does takes time for me to forget that PINKY is not my home anymore.I know i can nvr forget PINKY but i just hv to admit tht i am no more an owner of tht house.*sigh*..well,lets drop this topic....


JUst now too...my Emak n i was arguing.Not about anything important ,just some silly matter.OKay!i wana ask u.IF u just bought a new dining table would u use it when u are having dinner or would u buy a new smaller table to put in the kitchen?

U c my parents jsut bought a new dining table for this beige house n they don't wana use it because they ' sayang' the table.They said they wana buy a smaller table n put in the kitchen if we are having dinner at home.I was like...what??

What for u wana buy a table but not use it???Whenever ppl come they will sit at tht table n we serve drink and they will also eat at tht table but thn we as the house owner are not making use of tht table...sometimes it is absurd!argh!

WEll,to me if u buy stuff n not use it fully ,ur wasting ur money!!well,whatever!!It's their money!

*I miss moments of the usual time n things we do!I miss HIM!!so so so badly!!*