20 Sweet moments. :D

Okay, enough of being sad and all mushy. Let's turn the table. :) At least I think this will cheer me up. :)

Moments in Mabul Island, Sabah. So sweet I feel like my heart has diabetes. :D

1) "How cute...he said prayers for all of us. :D"

Location : KLIA2
Date: 11 May 2014

2) "The cigarette butt still lighted, laying on the tray bin. You put it out, when you see that I couldn't stand the smell."  #gentleman #sweet

Location : Semporna
Date : 12 May 2014

3) "It's nice to feel protected all the time. :D"

Location : Mabul Island
Date : 13 May 2014

4) "Alaa.. Cian dy demam. He who is protecting me has fever. Alololo... :)"

Location : Mabul Island
Date : 13 May 2014

5) "It seems easier swimming in the sea w/o a life jacket,initially I only know how to float . I doubt I could          swim like that in the pool."

Location: Mabul Island
Date : 13 May 2014

6) ''Had a 3 hour nap today. I felt fresh and went swimming accorrdingly. The best part is that I did 3 jumps      off the edge into the sea. Wheee!~"

Location: Mabul Island
Date : 13 May 2014

7) "Suapkan dy. Awww! So sweet. :)

HAHA! Okay, hati bole kne diabetes kalo sll cmni. :p"

Location: Mabul Island
Date : 13 May 2014

8) "It's starting to make me worry. His temperature is not decreasing. May he have speedy recovery from the fever. Amin."

Location: Mabul Island
Date : 13 May 2014

9) "Yay! My 'protector' is cured from high fever. :D Syukur! :)"

Location: Mabul Island
Date : 14 May 2014

10) "Snorkeling
Day 1: Paradise II - Nice!
Day 2: House Reef - Awesome! :D"

Location: Mabul Island
Date : 14 May 2014

11) "Sigh! Pls don't put me down to a fever too, dear GOD. I beg of you.

*I feel a lil' warm* :("

"Throat is soaring too. :("

Location: Mabul Island
Date : 14 May 2014

12) "HEHEH! Protector asked me to bath again to decrease my body heat. It did me well. After going around the island I was cured!!Spectacular view!! :D  :)"

Location: Mabul Island
Date : 14 May 2014

13) "He reminded me to say prayers. :D" <<< I LOVE THIS!

Location: Mabul Island
Date : 14 May 2014

14) "I think I got what I wished for just now. Got to take pics on the long bridge with a spectacular view. I was very psyched. :)"

Location: Mabul Island
Date : 14 May 2014

15) ""Kira you get what you wished for laa ni (taking pics on the beautiful spot)?" said the Protector."

Location: Mabul Island
Date : 14 May 2014

16) "One final morning when were at the Island, you knocked my door room to wake me up. I had planned to sleep in but you insisted me to get up."

Location: Mabul Island
Date : 15 May 2014


17) "Mkn daa. Minum daa. Shopping daa. Minum lg pun daa. Now, otw to Tawau Airport. Wuhoo! I'm coming home! I'm coming home! Tell the world, pls!"

Location: Semporna
Date : 15 May 2014

18) "Sweet memories that I'll cherish forever. Met new friends, saw stunning beautiful scenery, travel to somewhere new and came back safely. :)"

Location: Home
Date: 18 May 2014

19) Missing the 'protector' already? Xleh jadi ni. Hmmm....

Location: Office
Date: 19 May 2014

20) He's recovering. Hmmm... Me? Diaorhea!? Urgh! Tp syukur xserious. :)

Location: Kompleks Belia
Date: 21 May 2014

GLoomy

Currently, I'm feeling a bit gloomy due to my nephew, Adam. I don't want to talk about him actually because it would only make me feel worse. It's nothing really bad, his mom kicked him out of the house recently and asked to live with me and my parents. My brother, Adam's father is living with me so he lives with us now too. I don't have issues with them living with us but it becomes troublesome when Adam starts to sulk like a baby. He is 8 years old this year and if he sulks, he can sulk for hours; literally.

Okay, I've said I didn't want to talk about him but ended up I did. Sigh!

Well, I might as well finish it in short. So, earlier tonight he met his mom unintentionally at a 'place' and wanted to play with the gadget that his sister was playing with or perhaps utilising (which was initially his as what I was told). His mom left as soon as he came, perhaps it's her time to leave, either ways it made Adam felt very upset and threw a sulk session just now. I had to carry him out of the location because he refused to walk and started crying so loud it made me felt embarrassed. I closed his mouth with my hand but he cried louder. I do love him and I know I was harsh towards him but I believed (still do) that I did that to make him open up. Open up to talk instead of sulking and not know what he wanted. Sincerely, I hate it when he sulks; I would throw him out too if I would have been a cruel person but I am not. I empathise what he is feeling. He is mentally abused due to his parents; divorce. A victim. An innocent child. Spoilt.

I feel very sad. My heart feel so weak. Dear GOD, I am so sorry for being harsh towards Adam and I don't have any intention to hurt him. Sometimes, I feel like I'm useless. I can't do anything to comfort him when he feels sad but in the end when I reflect on this matter, it is a road that has been decided. May GOD give us strength to overcome this gift of a road. Anything and everything can be handled with faith, trust, will towards our Lord. :')

We don't know the future and never will but we have faith and hope towards GOD. We, my parents and I believe that everything will be alright. Adam will grow up to be a great person and become better. Honestly, I am a normal human being and I do have second thoughts too but to be a good person at heart and in your life, you need great experience to get you to the right place. Some people may treat their life experiences to a good course and for some, vice versa. That's what worries me most. Then again , like I have mentioned earlier, when you have faith in GOD, you should believe in him and not worry more. Just follow the flow and live to the fullest. Amin. Syukur, Ya Rasullullah. :)