how life goes up and yet down later on!

it's been 2 weeks or more, if i'm not mistaken since my last post..huhuhu(busy with asses,lazy n no time)

first of all..THANK U K.HANI...for being my 1st follower in my blog..hehehe...appreciate it alot!(i promise u 1 day i'll sure join Score A!huhuhu..)

ok..on with the story...

january is something for 2009..

i had a fight with vic my junior in school..not really a fight just tht i burst when she cannot wait for me to come and meet her...strted to get angry when she was cursing in her msgs..haha..well,we're cool now..haha...Sorry Vic..u were too pushy tht day tht i burst all over like a smashing pumpkin..haha..(said a name of a separated band plk..haha)

One day we go Yum cha k vic..it's on me..to get back to ya cos u ordered ady when i xjd dtg to meet u tht day!promise!

ok i know mybe some of u don't really get what i'm saying but anyhoo!i also got into a fight with shahir rmmbr?if u follow my posts thn u'll get this..well, the other day in the yahoo messenger we sorta talked about it..but the internet was poor so he got everthing mixed up..hahhaha....because the things i wrote came in not in order due to the poor internet line at that time..

hmm..i'll copy and paste our conversation..huhuhu...(pls excuse his english..talks like sh**t but he's in a public Uni and he's cos is an English course i really wonder how he's gonna survive in the working industry if he don't write proper english..Go figure!i wish all the best for him..hah!)

freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:17:40 PM): wutcha doink?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:19:32 PM): wat do u care<<(sick strt..haha..but i like it..mkn dlm siak!)
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:20:46 PM): k
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:21:04 PM): sampai bile nk cmni?
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:22:33 PM): dont ask me
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:23:21 PM): im same as usual
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:24:13 PM): if u r
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:24:13 PM): jus d same
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:24:34 PM): then y didn't msg me?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:24:43 PM): that shows ur waiting 4 something
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:24:57 PM): y u didn't say sorry tht u know its ur fault
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:24:59 PM): y lie
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:25:12 PM): u shud know better i wud understand
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:25:35 PM): i wud be ok if u cud just say ur going out wit ur frens n gf LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:25:41 PM): i hv the toleration
LaDyRoz (2/2/2009 9:25:43 PM): y lie?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:25:47 PM): jg atii?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:25:52 PM): pls la shahir LaDy
Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:02 PM): i hv forgiven u so long ago(this is partially true but in reality i do forgive easily onli with him i'm half..mybe i hv..well i don't know!who cares right?haha..)
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:09 PM): but u disapointed me
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:12 PM): u ignore me
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:14 PM): last sat
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:30 PM): do u knw how sad i was to c u act to me like that?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:35 PM): we are close frens
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:37 PM): but u ?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:26:43 PM): u act like u just know me
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:27:40 PM): its up to u
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:27:40 PM): yup
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:28:29 PM): wat is up to me?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:28:33 PM): wat is?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:28:36 PM): u tel me?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:28:49 PM): i know it's a small matter
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:28:51 PM): i know
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:16 PM): nope
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:16 PM): im not waitng fr smtng
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:20 PM): juz
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:21 PM): i didnt mean to lie
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:21 PM): it was misunderstood
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:25 PM): its complicated u noe
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:25 PM): c
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:25 PM): in not
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:25 PM): i been thnkng bout us(i don't get this part,been thinking about us??i don't get him..he talks confusingly..)
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:29:25 PM): juz
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:30:20 PM): myb im not noe u as u think
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:30:20 PM): but
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:31:22 PM): at least i noe u a bit
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:31:22 PM): u were not in my position bfr(do every best friend in the world thinks like this?my last big fight with another best friend said the same thing..'not in my position u don't understand me..bla3...make me undersatnd u thn,i'm ur bff for GOD sake!!!i'm always there to help but u turned me down..s**t!!)
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:33:24 PM): thn?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:34:21 PM): wat do u mean ur been thinking about us?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:34:45 PM): y is complicated?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:34:56 PM): were u in a prob matter o r something
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:34:59 PM): explain
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:17 PM): myb it was my fault(maybe huh??it is ur fault s**t head!pls excuse my language but he just don't get it tht it is his fault)
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:17 PM): im sorry(kan sng??!just admit it's ur fault..i was cooling down at this part ady..just admit n apologise thn u can be ok with me ady..n i won't get all angry with u then..sigh!!)
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:17 PM): but
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:17 PM): i dunno
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:17 PM): like i lie to u
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:17 PM): its smtng make me bad'
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:39:35 PM): ur not bad
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:47 PM): so
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:39:48 PM): i dnt noe hw to start
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:39:59 PM): haih
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:40:16 PM): wen u did wrong things ur suppose to say sorry
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:40:24 PM): not letting it go away
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:40:29 PM): u think ppl will forget?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:40:33 PM): like me
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:40:43 PM): i don't but i forgive easily
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:40:57 PM): its not like im totally ignore uu
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:40:57 PM): juz i feel gulity
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:40:57 PM): got it?
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:40:57 PM): bck thr
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:40:57 PM): i was bz wth exam too
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:41:41 PM): did u even c ur face wen u meet me last sat?
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:41:54 PM): u act likeu don't know me
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): pening
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): last...
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): ak yg pening
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): dah la
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): u decide
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): im ask fr forgvness ady
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:43:45 PM): if u really forgave me
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:43:58 PM): line tenet xok
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:44:01 PM): tu sb kau pening
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:44:06 PM): thn its good
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:44:06 PM): tym..
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:44:06 PM): juz hoping to bck as usual
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:44:06 PM):
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:44:06 PM): got quiz tmmrw(at this part i was all mls to lyn him ady..so i just let him go..n maybe nvr talking to him anymore..but hey..he's an outsider ..i didn't lose anything..hahahahhaha)
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:44:06 PM): daaaa
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:44:51 PM): u don't really get it
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:44:57 PM): nvm
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:45:00 PM): u go study
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:45:07 PM): we'll discuss next tym
LaDy Roz (2/2/2009 9:45:20 PM): haih
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): tym..
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): bl lame x msf
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): msg
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): jd segan..
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): yup
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): its personal
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): smthng to do wth my family
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): thn ada maslh nge ko lak
freaky freaky (2/2/2009 9:47:15 PM): mcm(yea2 shahir!on with the prob..u didn't care to tell me or shre with me..i would've understand..i'm always ready to listen but....sigh!)

i msg him n told him tru hp tht the internet lin eis poor n maybe continue later about this stupid discussion but he didn't..i knew he was online eventhough he made me see tht he is always offline..(in yahoo messenger u can make ppl see ur always offline and only tht person sees u offline and others see u as online..haha..sweet right?u didn't know..go and explore..there's lots more u can do with ym..hehe..glad i let u to a new info..hehe)

ok let's analyse this conversation..i'm so vain..hahahha...but so what i don't care about him anymore..he didn't appreciate me as his best friend thn why should i respect him as a human being?!hahahah...

i know this happens to show me something..so tht i don't get too close to him..i saw it earlier but i didn't hv the guts to let him go as my bff but nw tht i partly hate him thn it's easier for me to forget him..hahah...

THANK YOU GOD!I LOVE YOU!bringing me back on track..i'm so BLESSED!

tht's me i guess..i totally despise ppl who lie..if u really need to lie pls don't let me find out..and if u really need to lie and tht i have found out about it pls explain why did u lie..i won't scold u in the face..i hv my senses,i will always seek explaination and i can control my anger but if ur reason needs a peace of my mind thn i'll do it but telling the truth and confronting me is a good move..i do respect ppl who stnd up for themsleves and explain their thoughts...ppl like shahir is what i hate!they tend to ignore to admit to their faults..like shahir,he let the situation into a question mark until 2 months later..after my other friends askd him to confront me then only he did..he really don't hv a self-reflect mind in himself!

well what ever..we will stay friends but being like we used too is a prob tho'...and msging him like we used to is almost imppossible now..like HELL no!...haha..u got prob huh shahir?u used to have someone to share with but now too bad u just lost a bff of urs..i'm not at the losing team now, u r dear!!hahahahah..what ever dude!


i'm crossing the line now..

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there,i've crossed the line..haha..
on with life...

in my previous post i did mention about asses and logically i did finished 'em..haha

and for the additional ass on the costume drawing,i did it by myself but wasn't given to the costume leader in the department coz she was absent and now it's not needed..well..anyhoo!i wana show it in this blos..my so called ugly drawing..hahah..

top:kino's costume,left:juana's and right:the doc

looks like a kurung kedah for the neighbour's costume and the trekker would where costumes that looks like the crocodile hunter's outfit...=)

this one is for the beggars..haha..

so called received but then again it's good to hv to draw again after so long..haha

o yea,talking about the theatre..eventhough i'm in it..i don't have any lines..sob2!tyg muka je atas pntas all tru out the play..hahaha..very funny siak!xpe la..tnjuk muke pn jd la..hahahaha..klaka la..

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we took a couple of class photo yesterdy..hehe..it was a blast..about 5 not in it but the show must go on if not we nvr know when we'll get the chance to take a pic together again as my class really lacks unity..no offence class but we really do..

once i get the pic i'll upload it here..i think of doing anpther tribute for my class..the last tribute post is not complete..i thought to myself..'eventhough i don't really like some peeps in my class i think i would hv to do a lil' say on them in this blog..at least it wud remind me how they were in class when i look tru this blog one day in future..hehe....

yea, i guess i'll do it..just for memory sake..=)

hmmm..i think this is the longest post i hv ever done.well,i think i'll stop here for nw...

p/s:i went for an outing last 31st Jan..i uploaded photos in FB but i'll tell the story in ti on my nest post k?

bubye..

peace no war!(few hours b4 departing to pudu to go home**friday class is off..yippe!)