no one is perfect, HE told me. . .

Hi! I was supposed to come back with the happiest joyest story of my holiday trip in KL but it's the other way around. . .Go figure!

I don't know if it's because of my hormone was unstable or i was just thinking too much. I noticed things and i can sense what people feel easily towards me. I can see from their body language and how they react to me. HE told me that no one is perfect, so the best thing i could do now is just leave it and drop the subject. Even the closest person to you could be the furthest from you. Don't get me?Well, let's just put it this way. People tend to get comfortable to the person who is close to them and when that happens that is when they don't care to scold or not respect each other . They tend to forget that the other person also have feelings. It's hard to explain but that's what i'm feeling now. It's the small mistakes that you didn't notice that makes the big things happen.

When you met someone you knew since childhood you suddenly changed for a second there. I didn't recognise you and when you came home, you became yourself again. Can i ever believe that you won't leave me just like that soon in future? Call me jealous, call me over reacting but this was what i felt. Please tell me that i was wrong, please tell me that you didn't repeat your own mistake by saying bad things about me with your old best friend. ='(

. . . .because i felt like you just did when i was not there with the 2 of you. . . .please tell me that i'm just thinking too much!sigh!~