emo huh?i don't know..

You know...I hv a feeling that my closest friend is hiding something from me.My instinct told me so.I'm just not sure if it's right or wrong.I need to ask her.She might hv problems but refuse to share it with me.Maybe she thinks she might burden me or something but the truth is that you have never burdened me dear friend.Don't think so much to let your sorrow out on me.Just tell me,I am open for your troubles ,happiness,or sadness or anything dear!

I feel sad because we seem apart!Is it just me?Am i overreacting or are you really having problems,dear friend?I wanted to text you but i don't think it will solve anything.I need to see you and talk this out.

I just don't know.I just feel that something is wrong and to the fact that my instincts never failed me before.Please prove to me that i'm wrong..

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I felt very stressed out over this.I accidentally took it out on my parents.I'm so sorry dear beloved.

I needed someone to talk to and i didn't care who so i appeared 'online' on yahoo messenger and also fb.I was hoping D was online and he was on FB.I chatted with him for awhile before he asked me to call him.Many asked me why i was upset.I'm glad many did.I was so adjy, to that extent i demanded to myself that i need a person to get the stress out of me.Fast!

I'm so glad many was concerned over me.Thank you everyone!Thank you D!Thank you GOD for them being there for me.I loved the conversation on the phone!Thank you!

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I hv decided that i will put this blog to a private mode.I will allow people to view this blog up until a week from today.So viewers,you hv a week to read everything that you need to know about me!I will put this blog into isolation for good.No one can step into it anymore besides me.I'm sorry but i don't feel the privacy anymore.Maybe i'll reopen it to the public in future,you'll never know!

The clock is tick tocking.Dateline:30th January 2010.

7 days before this blog closes down for the world!