got it straight..tried too

I just want to be happy!Can i just not think and feel how i always do anymore!?
Lil' that i know that pertaining this outstanding unique-ness would make me sick!(literally!)
My hopes are too high i guess.....We are getting further!*sigh*
I'm meant to be alone without any close friends,am i?
Friendship is hard when the other side don't commit as the same as you do..
Hope for the best and expect the worse...I suppose~*sigh*

6 days before this blog closes for the world!