i can't believe it..

I really can't believe that i'm gonna move to a new house nex week.On this 15th JUly ,i will no longer stay in this very pink house which i call precious.....no more.i just can't believe it.I only lived here for 5 years.I hv to admit that i am very sad not to have the capability to stand for this house.I love this house very much.I am so sad to see how my parents are putting all the stuff into boxes packing them up into various brown boxes.I wish i could hv finished my studies earlier so that i can work and i can pay for this house.OOoo...how i long for that....

I'm gonna miss this house so much.I know i will take a while to put the sadness behind me when i'm in my new home.*I'm starting to cry but i'm trying my best to hold it in.*

So sad how things turned into....I know everything happened for a reason but this house is too much for me to lose.WEll,it's ok..HE said its the best for our family.If u can't hold on to it ,its best to let it go.It's just something u own but u can't expect to bring it with u when ur on the way back 'home'.

The most sad part of this is that..My family nvr did took a family photo in this house.HOw sad is that?I can nvr understand how everyone's egos are as big as their brain or even much more bigger.I know i'm saying bad stuff here but it's just what i feel.It just pisses me off how a simple family photo is so hard to be taken on Hari Raya.I nvr understood how they think.I'm so fed up with their thoughts n what they think of my mother.They are so gonna regret for what they did to my Emak.

Well,i'm off track of the topic now but anyhoo..i'm so sad that i'm moving to a new house.People usually are happy when they move into a new home but i don't think i'm gonna be happy no matter how my room gonna look or the house is pretty i'm not that excited about the new house .I still would prefer this home then that newer home.

Things happened..u can't turn back time anymore.We have to be grateful for what we still have.I'm still grateful for i still have my parents with me.They nvr let me worry for the problems that occured in our family.Nvr did they trouble me with news that will make me sad .They don't want my studies to be disturbed and they hold the problems from me.I thank you Abah & Emak and i love them for that.

I guess the best place is where your beloved parents are.No doubt about that.

I'm just gonna miss this house....ALOT!


Every now n then i cried.Imagining how i would be when i move out of this house.NExt week,i can only be back on 15th noon or night.I don't think i can't make it and say goodbye to this house.I know i'm exaggerating but this house means alot to me and it's hard for me to go through this.I know it's hard for my parents as well but i keep holding the sadness in when i'm infront of them.I know when we move they will be sad too.Well,i don't know.

*It's ok Reena....It's ok..don't be sad.The important thing is that you still hv ur parents with you .Make them proud of you and make them happy as what & how they have poured love to you all your live.It's ok..things will be alright.Don't worry.It's ok...Trust HIM.Everything happens for a reason.Don't cry.*