feeling much better..

I went chatting with K.lina just last few hours.Talked to her about D.I didn't find any solution from that chat but she made me feel good again.No heartache anymore.Eventho' D ignores me..i think he has his probs tht maybe he can't tell me.I said 'oit' to him just now in the FB chat box.He replied .Well,sort of.I told him that if he don't feel like it or not in the mood,i told him not to ignore but tell me.I said,' sakit ati tau x?'...

and

he replied ,'xnk chat'...

i just sighed!and replied to him...'kan sng..adeh!'....(pretending tht everything was alright!)

well,Emak and K.lina are by my side when i was having heartache.They said it will be hard cos D always ignore what ppl feel and think.Instead ,it's like he is in his own world.

errr...Should i?Should i forget him?

K.lina told me not to get myself so into it til i get myself sick or something.To be honest i had starved myself b4 just because D ignored me the 1st time.I cried for him when he has no single idea tht i was sad because of him.I know he didn't asked me too but thn...I was...can't control it!

Patience has it's limit.How far can i go,u ask?I don't know.Really..i don't know.

For now,let him be.I won't bother you now D.Perhaps,i hope u ignore me much longer so tht i can forget you.Perhaps!