I was thinking and i thought...

I did some thinking while i was in the bus from Ktn-KL.I was thinking.Maybe while pursuing my masters in December.(maybe).I guess i might go back MGS as a teacher and not as a student.MGS is a school where i graduated for SPM n SPTM.Where almost all teachers did not have faith in me...Where's the morality, huh?!Well,I almost flunk my STPM and all teachers didn't even give me any motivation of where i should go and what should i do.You tell me,wasn't that too cruel for a student like i was back then?I thought teachers are known as motivators no matter how the students' behaviours are?!I've always hated school in Ktn because of the teachers.

They are just not qualified to handle such students.In TESL,I learnt that as teachers we have to motivate students every single class not even one student should be left out.Now you think about it(but if u don't want too,it's ok..=P) are these teachers in my old school even fit to be teachers?What if a student unlike i was,failed?Where should this person go?A slip of results tells you that you have no future then what must this student do?Teachers should not let this responsibility go off their hands.If not,this shows so much that teachers are only in school to finish the syllabus and later their job are done.Is this the function of you as teachers in school?I thought there's oaths for teachers to nuture,teach,motivate and so much more for students??What i can see is that teachers just do the jobs which they are good at which is finishing the freaking syllabus.

I know that not every teacher in that school that looked down on me.There are a few that was very motivating and i appreciate their good deeds to me and my friends.I would like to name some of them that i really think should be awarded to be the best teacher.They are Puan Fauziah Ghazali,Puan Alicia Tan,Miss Queck,Puan Azlina,Puan Juwita and more...These are the only teachers that i really can feel that they want their students to achieve.They did not underestimate students like me.Students who are slow and lazy but have the potential to succeed!


Other teachers in that school are failures,they failed to fulfill their responsibilties as motivators, as the role models and what more to be a decent teacher. (a disgrace!=P).Thinking back ;the moment i retrieved my STPM results;it is still fresh in my mind that none of the teachers came to motivate me.No one was there to entertain me.Why?It was because i was one of the lowest result holders and to tell you the truth,i was lost for a second there.I was sad,devastated and i thought my future was going down the drain.There was no use to regret and i trust God that there was a whole loads of reasons why that such situation happened.

Today ,i believe this person whose name i can't recall but wrote an article on students in school and in tertiary level .I've read it when i was in the year of Upper six in MGS,Ktn.That person said that some ppl or student are slow to blossom and score in school but they would do good in College or University level!I confirm that statement .I'm very affirmative on it because i underwent the same process as what that writer published in the newspaper.

The prove to that is that I scored a CGPA of 2.00 in STPM.I was so ashamed back then but I am not now.Want to know why?It's because that I am proud and grateful to GOD that I am 1 of the top scorers in tertiary level in my course of cause and i beat most of my friends who even scored so freaking high for their STPM.

I don't want to be a bragger but I just want to prove to all those teenagers out there that failing an examination is not your last station on earth.Trust me,you are not going to fail forever.Just like me for instance,I never gave up and I intend not to give up ,no matter what trouble or problems come tumbling down on me.

Believe in yourself.No matter what ppl say;telling that you can't do this or that,you know yourself better than that person who underestimates you.If you fall once,you will NEVER be there forever.You have to strive for the better of your future,your parents,your family,your future family and so much more.These things will always keep your head up high.Things you want to achieve.DOn't just dream of it,make it happen!(^__^)

As for me ,i want to get a job in that school as a substitute teacher before i pursue for my masters soon and hopefully that those teachers that once looked down on me are going to be there.haha...Actually,I want to thank them for underestimating me because if they didn't i won't be where i am today.But of course ,it's not because of them that i've achieved this.They are just the instruments for me to challenge myself when ever i get lazy or uninspired.Truthfully,I've achieved this because GOD was always there for me to plead and ask.HE never left me alone not even once and i'm so grateful for that.Syukur!

Well,i'll try my luck soon in July for this plan.Let just see how it goes k?heheh....

To sum all of the above,i'm not bragging over myself and I'm not saying all teachers in MGS are spoilt milk but some of them smell so bad that there just made the students rot as well.=P

What good symbols of sarcasm is that,huh?hahahha...See ya,bubye!