pushing away

The more problems i keep to myself, the more i push people away. My words are so very 'sharp' lately that i do that because i need attention i guess. What a pathetic way to get attention.pffttt! lame...!

Sigh! Anyway, my car, Kia Spectra just got sold off on 14th January 2011. I was so freakin' sad but i didn't show it to my parents. I just pretend like i'm emotionless. I'm driving my father's car now, Mercedes Benz which is same age as me.. hahha..I'm fine driving her but I'm not used to it yet i guess and I don't feel like she's my car like how i feel it with Spectra. You get what i mean? Well, if you don't it's okay. I totally understand that. It's hard to explain this feeling that I'm feeling right now. Hmmmm!