Pulau Redang+plus love emo stories

I got back from Redang last Sunday at 9.30++pm. . .It was FANTASTIC! Great experience I must say. Along the few days there I still remember peeps back home tho', miss Emak,Abah my pets and also D. I waited for D's call or a text but he didn't reach me. I was wondering if he thought of me. Does he miss me like I miss him? Since that day of confrontations, he didn't even sent me a text,besides me asking him about his where abouts when he came to Ktn one night. He didn't tell me he was in town. I found out when I met him. I know I asked him to take his own sweet time but no communications between us is like. . .He's trying to say that ,' I don't want you!'

Well, if this is fated to be this way then so be it. I can't fight what is written for me in my life, can I?

While I'm there in Redang someone else came into picture. Someone else texted me and asked about my whereabouts. I don't know if he has feelings for me but I feel the sparks in me alright.haha. . .CAll me insane but i think I'm starting to like someone else. Crazy isn't it?
Let's call him B. . .hehehe. . . .This time i don't want to tell what I feel to the person i like anymore because with N (my 1st crush) and D (the present 1), they don't really liked me back like i like them. Make sense?ahhaah...

N rejected me. D needs time and he don't really show that he likes me back. From the day I told D (october 2009) until now he is slowly liking me but still we are like hanging so I'm not putting hopes on it. He too told me not to wait for him. I'm sorry D if you have to read this and this breaks your heart. You know I like you or perhaps love you more but if you refused me to be in your life, I can't do much from there. Maybe we are better off friends or pals. *muram*

What ever it is. . .D you're a great listener when I'm in need for someone to talk too. I hope that doesn't stop.=)

Back to Redang. . .I got my feet bruised so bad until they bled..haha...I'm just glad a shark didn't bite me when i went snorkeling. Oh yea!I LOVE SNORKELING! It was my first time and i loved it so much i just can't stop doing it. I went snorkeling until i got tired then when i'm not i went for it again and again and again and again.HAHAH....I'm looking forward for more in future.

. . . and B seems to be concern to what I'm doing when I was there and he asked the right questions. It sorta show that he cares for me. When my feet got bruised and when I was out at the beach at night...he asked me questions that he cared. Aku yang perasan or is he hitting on me?haha. . .

What ever it is. . .my trip to redang was great and bought some souvenires for Emak (baju kelawar) and Abah(shorts..heheh...i don't know what to get him). . . .and seashells for K.lina and Mas. Pics are uploaded by my sedara on Facebook of course. I don't really fancy uploading here because it's slow so who ever are friends with me on Facebook please proceed to the tagged pics of me, okay?hehe...

For now, this is what I want to talk about. . .I have family issues but i don't wish to share it yet. It breaks my heart but WTH, it's not me who is playing with fire so why must i be sad.??

Ya Rasullullah, pinjamkanlah kekuatanMu, kesabaranMu dan segala apa yang diperlukan untuk mengharungi perjalanan ini. Syukur, syukur Ya Rasullullah. . . <3