Missing is a big word for one's heart.

By all means, could it be that the other person is missing you so badly that it hurts you too?

I have to admit that I miss him. There! I've said it. 

Is this feeling results to the reciprocated inner feeling? Am I even making any sense? Urgh!

The truth is that I've experienced this feeling before and it had been the other party that had been missing me so badly. It had resulted for me to feel equally the same as he did.

We think that we miss them but truthfully we are experiencing a spiritual feeling, where by they are the ones that are missing us so badly.

Let me break it down to you.

In any way that you miss someone so badly, it might be that you have been spiritually connected to that person. That person and yourself might think of each other everyday. Both of you might have been waiting for each other to start the conversation/ text/ call first but neither did. Thus, both of you might wanted to start but second thoughts appeared which made it very hard for either of you to prevail and refrained from contacting each other. 

We know how we feel about each other and that adds up to how much we might miss each other.

. . .but referring to his words that he said to me some days back, I became unwanted. I feel like I'm unwanted. I tried to be honest about what I feel but perhaps. . . Sigh! . . being honest is not everything in life, I suppose.

One thing's for sure, I know I won't change. I am always going to be honest about my feelings. I can't lie of what I've felt. 

If he is ignoring me because of me being honest to him then so be it. It is sad but if it is true, I just have to face it. Perhaps he is not ready, perhaps he had a change of heart but if it's true that he has been ignoring me then I thank him for sharing his feelings with me that night.

If you are waiting for the right time, it doesn't mean that you have to let go of all your real friends. It doesn't mean that you have to unfriend and suddenly ignore that friend who has a crush on you. It is possible to just be friends. If you push away a friendship just like that, then you're just being cruel.

I'm not blaming anyone on this and I blame myself for being so open sometimes or most of the time. I just hope everyone achieve the utmost happiness no matter what they do for life.

I have one thing that I would like to say to that person, 

"I wish you all the best."