Give me strength.

Seriously, I feel like I'm dying emotionally. What the heck has become of me?? Sigh! It's like there is no end to it. I feel horrible. Dear GOD, what is it that I'm missing out right now? Why am I still dwelling with this unbearable sting that has kept me so emotionally sick? I don't think I can stand it any longer. I do know that I'm not supposed to act like this and it's only the satan's wish if I continue doing this to myself: suffering and crying and the heartache.. . .sigh! Forgive me dear Lord for being so weak.